My life story

Stress!! Wedding!!

2011-04-30T01:08:00.001+08:00

Today is the day that prince willam & kate has their firaytale story wedding, then suddenly i realize that i haven do any planning for mine... I felt so stress and i find that wedding not just harry & me, actully invole lots of people and lots of extra mouth.. super stress and boring!!

A new year & a new start in my life..

2011-02-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

A new year had began, now is already 2011 time really past fast in 2010. After my op it seems that there’s lots of thing had changed in my life. I stop blogging even stop laugh & happy like before. I don’t know why? Maybe this op really affect me a lot be it is work, family or life. Totally changed, change my behavior toward everything and I know people around is trying very hard to please me esp Harry. I really don’t know how to express myself like before, I use to be a gal that nothing I’m afraid of & always happy go lucky but now my life is just suck. I want the old Wendy to come back? Can I? I want to have a good start in a good year; I want all my pain to go away from me. Lately I’m always so unhappy coz I always felt that people around me don’t understand my pain don’t understand how much I been thru. And I easier throwing out my temper like mad woman and I even lay hand on my hubby. Everyday in my life I just act happy and don wan people around me to worry but I’m not happy deep inside me. I hate my life now, I hate e pain & I hate eating medicine again and again and yet not recover. Since I was a little gal, I had never depended on anyone never even my family. I’m always who I am and now I need others to take care of me. I feel like shit damn shit. Hubby been telling me tat sad days will get over soon and I’m waiting I’m always waiting. But it seen tat sun just don’t wan to shine on me. After ah ma left my emo get worse I don’t know why, maybe from young I’m always e naughty wan tat she always scold and nag & I use to hate her so much but when I grow older I realize she is so old and why am I still fighting with her? But everything is just too late, so I feel tat life is really short and I wan to live in my way. But I’m always cannot choose e path I wan to be. My wish is to be a good housewife and good mother but now, I can’t even do any housework and let my MIL did it for me. And always heard her complaining this and that, I felt so stressful. I wan to be happy; I wan to be Wendy Tan once again. Praying hard that god will give me a chance to live happy with my love ones.
I know I’m lucky to have Harry & Sherina with me; they had never leaved me since day 1 of my darkness… After today I must really let go of ah ma and stop emo-ing and live happy with people tat still alive beside me. And start planning for my wedding dinner.. Wendy Tan jiayou jiayou!!!

Dessert @ Bedok

2010-12-10T17:24:00.001+08:00

I'm having dessert at Bedok alone as I'm meeting hubby here & he is late. When I saw e stall selling black glutinous rice let me think of ah Ma. This is e last thing we had together at CGH b4 her op & is e last thing we do together. And I also promise her that I will buy for her again but no more.. I reali her so much & I never expected that I could miss her so much when she is gone.. It's really a mistake to ask her do this op? If she don do it maybe we still have chance to stay by her side?

Everything has a side of story.

2010-12-10T12:16:00.001+08:00

I'm now in train, on my way back to office. Yesterday was a pretty bad day for me coz I quarrel with hubby badly, dental side oso bad coz gum inflamation then night miss my dinner appt. When I was in e dental waiting for my turn hubby came, we settle everything once & for all and I told him how unhappy am I all tis while. And he say thing will be beta wan & he promise. Sometime I reali don't know whether should stay or leave? I had failed once & I don't wan thing repeat again & again. I don't need a husband to be rich or handsome, I just need someone that can love & care for me. A person that can lend me a shoulder when I need.
Lately many thing unhappy happen around me, 1st my op then ah Ma pass away follow by staying with MIL so difficult. At least I reali feel like giving everything coz no matter how much I do for his family, his mum will never appreciated. Coz she is always right & she only believe on her own, no matter how nice I treat her oso no use. She always act like a queen at home, she say yes and no one can say no. Sometime I'm reali tired, I reali hope that hubby can give me full support

My mood now...

2010-12-09T14:37:00.001+08:00

Today I'm super angry with Harry, I have never throw my temper so bad b4 in front of him for a long long time. I hate it when I'm sharing how I feel & he keep saying that I'm nagging. When I'm unhappy who can I go to? Husband/ mum/ friends or doctor? If I'm a marry woman, it's ok that I speak to my husband & complaint how I feel of what I see?? At this point I can say is no one, as I share with my husband about how I feel about his mum. He always say that I'm full of complaint & never a day I'm happy with her but he say about my bro. He even say thing very bad or very cb about him, I also stay cool to reply his words. Today is e worse day that I reali throw out all at e time & I just run away from him in e middle of e road. I reali cannot take it e way he say me. I can endure anything rubbish from his family but e only thing I can't stand is my husband say I nag & want me to stop. I reali feel that I want to be alone. I want to end all this, maybe is me prob is all me.. I cannot live with other people.. Should I stay alone??

Emo Friday

2010-11-27T05:44:00.001+08:00

This afternoon I was quite emo as I was viewing my folder and I found pic that took with ah Ma during CNY, suddenly I realize that next year CNY won't have her around us and no more nagging. Don't know after ah Ma left, my mood always went up & down. And I know Hubby is trying very hard to please me & make me feel comfortable. Just like yesterday we went TM to shop for dress & shoes for his company PMAS dinner, I don't know what I want and I keep walking around till I very Pek cek. Hubby knew that I can't wear heels & I'm sad over it so he bought me a new pair of flat shoes from Pazzion just for this dinner. Reali grateful to have him around me.
And e dinner tonite is a casino theme, so we both wore black & just nice e hotel we went tonite is e hotel we view on thurs for our wedding dinner next year. So everything is just very nice we go and look at e ballroom & food tasting too. After e dinner hubby, Ronson & Gavin acc me go Bar None meet Sherina as we wanted to see Aila perform. After party we went 201 supper, I know hubby trying to acc me for outing so that I won't think so much at home. But now again I can't sleep, I reali don't know when I can fully recover with this. I miss u & I know nothing can change, what had happen already happen.. I'm trying & trying!!

Alvin going to UK

2010-11-23T01:40:00.001+08:00

I had juz send my bro Alvin to airport as he is going to uk to meet his gf, I'm happy for him that he grew up & want to see outside world but yet I'm worry too as uk side is actuli quite messy place. I told him not to party at nite coz i'm scare that he might course trouble.
Today Hubby brought me to TM for dinner and a walk, lately Hubby keep saying that I'm EMO coz of ah Ma. And I know he is trying hard to pls me & make me happy, he even brought me for movie on a Sunday night which he normally don't do it coz Monday he got to work.I reali do thank him for his acc, he is nice but my heart juz can't stop thinking of ah Ma. Everything is too sudden, I always recall her last look before she die. I reali do apprecaite those who had attend or care for my ah Ma's wake & thanks for respecting her. She is someone important to me coz my dad is gone and now i left with nothing now. I hope that cousin would keep in touch with me even ah Ma is not around.
Now my only wish is to settle my wedding dinner as I had to postpone my date & got a hotel I wan, I wan all my aunties & uncles to give me blessing. And I believe ah Ma will do so too..

19/11/2010

2010-11-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

This few months lots of thing had happen in my life, 1st is I had a slip disc op which I really cannot accept it coz I’m going to be 15% handicap in my life which means I cannot do a few things. Like wakeboarding, jogging, carry heavy stuff and do housework. This op makes my life so different now, something I really cannot take it and I felt so depress and I hate that my life going to be like this. Hubby keep saying that I have depression and brought me to see doc. Doc say that I’m too stressful of my recovering. Thinking of having a baby in future will give my back problem, I felt so sad and I’m always having pain don’t when all this will go away.
2nd is ah ma, she had left us and went to a peaceful place. Places were she doesn’t have pain & sadness. Don’t why ah ma away is like so hard for me to accept, maybe everyone tot that she will come back home after her op but no one expect that thing would turn out so sour. Till now I still felt that is e doc faults and I felt that CGH is really a very super lousy place, lousy doc. Ah ma is our leader in e house, whenever I need to pray my dad she will always remind me this and that. Now I have to plan everything on my own. Everything is like so sudden, why doc says ah ma will be fine after ballooning? Why ah ma leave us? Does she know what happen to her? Before her op, we still lie to her that she will be fine and ah ma still blur blur go SGH do op then like that. Haiz!! Super sian! When I saw ah ma lying inside e coffin my heart break, I use to acc her for doc check up & when I’m not working I always go 503 visit her & acc her chit chat. She always says that I talk like siao wan, she even call me siao peng. Why! Why! Why! Why so sudden!!!!
Today is ah ma birthday, I had never celebrate for her before and now she is gone. I really miss her & I have so much to share my wedding plan with her.

Another nite....

2010-11-22T01:13:00.001+08:00

Another night that I couldn't close my eyes and sleep, whenever I'm trying to sleep your face come to my mind. I always remember e last look of your face before I had e chance to say good bye. I told you that i will bring you home & I promise I will buy you food once you are out of icu but everything failed. Our dream failed & you never come home. Why would this happen to our family? 1st is 6th aunt then now is you, why all of you leave us so sudden without saying a good bye? Do you know we all miss you?where did you go? It's a mistake for us to ask you go for e op? It's e doctor faults? Ah Ma why you leave us so sudden? What are you trying to say that day? Everyone of us is trying to figure.. We sorry that we lie to you that you will be fine after this op. I reali hope that now you are with 6th aunt happily together with no pain & no ill. We miss u!

Universal Sutdio

2010-09-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

Where should I start…..? Let’s start with Universal studio ba, on 28th Aug I went to Universal studio with hubby, mum, Erina, Ronson & Junie as Junie is leaving Singapore on the 31st Aug. So Ronson wanted to bring her there to take some pictures and show her around, we do had fun there but wasn’t had enough time to completed all the rides as we went in late like around 12pm. It was hot tat day but fun coz we did had e chance to see 4D show and Hollywood action acting, tat was super good. Erina feel so amazed, at 1st she was shy to see Ronson & Junie but till e end they were good buddy. I think most of kids are like tat want, they always act shy at e beginning but after warm up they can play or talk like nobody business like tat. I think I should arrange more outing for her to mix around coz I want her to have more confident in herself and improve her English too.

Last night I went to meet Erina, Yanyi & AhYan for dinner and movie at AMK hub as I felt that this school holiday was boring for her coz she only stay at home together with ah Yan play Wi. We went to watch Cats & Dogs, is a very lame movie but no choice children like it so I have to accompany them too. Lately hubby & I went to watch this movie call Grown Ups, I find it very funny and I can laugh like hell. Even thou it’s a joker movie but I felt tat e story line was good is about friendship and I felt tat how nice if after 20years me and my friends could still be so close to each another.

Erina had movie outing with her friends @ AMK Hub.

Finally finish my S.A......... HAHA

2010-08-18T11:59:00.002+08:00

Continue part2, Saturday 14/08 – suppose I have to meet Sherina & Janice early in e morning 9:30am as we need to go to Gleneagles’ hospital for our Gynae appt at 10:30am but ended up I was late coz Friday night went late movie then they was waiting for me at my blk till 10am then I wake up… OMG! We goanna be late for appt, we reach there about 11plus but luckily people there was nice and they wait for us. This Dr Chan was intro by Lisi coz Sherina & I decide to change a new Gynae as our Dr Kee was too old liao and this Dr Chan is a female doctor so will be much better also. So e 3 of us when pap smears together, everyone was good and Janice is planning for baby too. After doctor we went to Far East coz we had nails appt with Jeana, finally I can infill my nails & Jeana gave me a hand warmer to let me do my own hand spa. After nails, we went to bugis as hubby meet me there for praying and just nice Sherina & Janice’s mum were all there too. After praying we all went back on our own coz Alvin came to meet me and we went to fetch my mum from work and Erina from her aunt place. And we head to Yio Chu Kang for dinner at House of seafood, e food was nice but expensive we order crabs, meats, fish, prawns & vegetables cost us $250 e crabs already cost $108 hubby and I felt not very worth it coz at Jumbo we also can pay e same price but service more good and have air-con. This wan only a small shop house and their staff service wasn’t too good, they are too pack and busy till very forgetful some more toilet is very dirty like Malaysia. And also hubby cut himself when bite e crab, his tongue bleeds and he totally got no mood to eat. Think we wouldn’t go there again, we rather go Jumbo some more now I got Jumbo’s member so got discount. Hahahaha!
After dinner we went back to Fernvale, Erina start playing with Alvin till she doesn’t want to go home and cry. Sometime I see her very funny, like a little 3yrs old gal but acting old lady. I ask to stay over night with my mum, she doesn’t want coz I’m not around then LL we send home and then we went down to YUE. This few months hubby every weekend must go and drink till sometime I really feel so sian but hubby every time say what else I can do beside mahjong and drinking? Actually also quite true at least now he don go to night club, weekend go KTV chill with friends then weekday mahjong. But every week drink not boring meh? Can tahan meh? Lungs won’t get kill meh? Men are all funny animals they always say that they work so hard and they need to relax themselves so either they are a gamer, drinker, gambler or choingster. But when comes to women, we cannot relax our self by drinking or party all night long. If we do then men will say that we are playful this and that so this is e different between men & women. UNFAIR!

Whenever I'm typing my blog, Gavin will say' hey u typing SA ar? so long!
And he feel that people who blog are boring and lonely, that's why they blog. Its true?

To be contiune..............

2010-08-18T10:04:00.003+08:00

Update Update & update, I think I missed so much to share with everyone. Lets start from JJ’s birthday party, we had a gathering at e Taiwan disco D8 on JJ birthday 30/07/2010. Finally e 4 of us had a chance to meet up but e feeling had totally changed, I also don’t know how to express it but just different maybe everyone had grow up and had different living life style. We were at D8 till e club close and head to Neverland at Orchard plaza, e very old Fire and is a Thai disco now. Hubby & I don’t really feel enjoy, just don’t know why. And I feel sad about it, maybe I shouldn’t expect too much what past had already past and everyone had their own living now. Maybe friendship really doesn’t last forever or maybe people changed? Or maybe is me? My thinking is too old fashion liao.

Lately this few weeks I’m sick, badly sick went to see doctor for 3 times and keep eating medicine till I lost weight. Coz of my cough & flu, I lost my voice but luckily I still can go out during the long weekend. I went to Kai’s baby shower at Hougang there and catch up with some of my old friends, it was nice coz I saw my ex-co from FIL. And baby Kai was so chubby, cute and I keep smell him coz I feel that baby always have a kind of special smell of their own. After e baby shower, actually I meet hubby at town for dinner and movie date but he over slept so I was alone shopping at compass point then around 5plus he called me and say change to meet at Tampines. So we went to Sushi Tei for dinner and bought movie ticket Street Dance at 9:45pm, while waiting for e movie we went to see some watches and hubby saw a A/X watch, look nice and he like it a lot so I bought for him as a gift usually price is $350 but lucky we saw our friend there and get discount so after discount is $230. So still not so bad, when we are about to go for coffee hubby say why not we don’t watch that movie liao coz I think that show not very nice le? Then I ask him, where u want to go? He says; we go and find Gavin la can play mahjong. So we went over to Andy’s house and play mahjong, hubby play 5-1 table and I play on 3-6 table. I lost $75 and hubby made $80, so end up is just play for fun pass time. I feel beta playing mahjong even thou I’m not good at it coz our Friday D8 and Saturday Yue keep going out for drinking and I feel so tired then Sunday play mahjong at least we can have some healthy life style. So that’s how I spend my long weekend.

Last Friday was Friday the 13th, it seem like nothing much happen around me so I guess it wasn’t an unlucky day. After work I went home and change and had some rest then movie at Shaw (Pope Joan) with Gavin & his friends, think don’t how many donkey years never go Shaw watch movie liao. E cinema was so aged & small, seat was old & dusty too but I guess their movie tickets are inexpensive coz hubby & I only paid $16 for 2people. After that movie we went to Siglap at prawns noodles, hubby was so pissed off with e China co-worker there and he F***Ed one of them coz she use hand to prepare our food without using hand gloves and then hubby cancel that dish. Hubby every time says China village people come to Singapore work as hawker very unhygienic de coz in China they service/ prepare food without gloves and they don’t even wear apron too even some of e aunties with long hair also never tie up de. So when they came to Singapore they also e same never learn to be clean but nowadays everywhere u goes also China people working in F&B line, so end of e day is LL de we still have to eat and whatever we don’t see won’t get hurt.

Surprise Surprise!!!

2010-07-27T15:47:00.007+08:00

My busy weekend, Saturday when out with Erina and my mum to Bugis for praying then went to China Town shop & dinner at Yum Chia. It has been a long time since I went out shopping with my mum as Erina need to attend dancing class. But last week she didn’t went coz of her flu and cough as her ah ma say if she goes to the dance class she might suffer breathless and so they decided not to let her attend it. And I was so pissed off with her father & his gf. Coz on Friday night I tried to call and text her dad to confirm her class but no ans and reply till I have no choice got to call her ah ma in a late night. Nowadays her dad really making me pissed off coz his gf don’t allow him to contact me, to me don’t talk or sms I’m fine but when comes to my daughter thingy u have to response me coz I need to arrange my time to go fetch her. Some more on Saturday I went to fetch her is by myself without Harry, so I really got so pissed off and when I saw the both of them on Saturday I didn’t even wanted to say hi and I just walk away. Maybe others would feel that I'm so childish but I really can’t take it anymore, I really felt that this woman is full of rubbish. Damn BITCH!!! So this tells me that I cannot be so kind to others ESP Erina's dad gf, really suck my blood big big time.

After shopping and dinner with my mum & Erina, we send them home and we went down to Lunar as hubby say he need a drink and rest. So we went down then Ronson is singing for the club coz of Golden Awards. We were there till very late that night almost 5am then we leave the club, by the time we reach home already 5plus to 6am and hubby still can cooked Maggie noodles to eat. I felt so tired and I fall asleep coz Sunday I got lunch appt with Sherina and Janice at TM. We went to eat Pui Tian for lunch, a retreat for Sherina birthday coz she been flying and we all didn't have much free time for each another.

Hubby singing LIVE at YUE.

After lunch, hubby and I went to Expo to bought camera for my sister in law as her birthday coming and she is leaving for Bail trip on this Wednesday so we get her a Cannon 130 pink camera. I think that camera really very good and nice and she like pink too, so this is a great gift for her before her Bail trip. And we also bought toys for e kids, bras for me too and then we head back home. When I reach home, I saw something very shock “LV paper bag on my bed" then hubby say birthday present. As Sunday Les came back from Germany to bring his family to Bail so he asked Les to help him buy this bag for me and I felt touch & happy coz this bag is e want I saw at Singapore and I just say say this bag not bad can buy. Then he really got it for me but no tax return coz Les cannot get as he is PR in Germany some more LV price up. Last2months I saw in website are Euro500 but now are Euro520 so price went up abit some more with no tax return. That's mean is same as Singapore price. Really thank hubby for buying me a new bag...

Happy Birthday Christine Ong 68!

2010-07-23T10:42:00.003+08:00

Today moody day, I don know how to explain my feeling now. Just feel depressing & glum as today is Christine’s birthday and later lunch time i will go visit her. Lately I been viewing her facebook profile and saw the entire picture that she took with her bf at Cambodia and that was the time when she fall sick and found out that she had cancer, I miss her smile to me her smile always stand out like a sun flower. She always so positive in life, never give up and fight all e way. Even when she is sick & badly sick she still care for others, comfort people around her. I miss her voice, her smile, her laugh & I really can’t believe it why god can be so cruel and take her away from us. A gal, that shines like an angel why??
Her Last trip in 2008

Sometime I feel that life is full of rubbish, why god just can’t let us live happy. When you start to love or change for a better life, he just take everything away from you. Cant people live happy? This few years’ lots of people passing by from my life, my dad, my aunt, my close pri schoolmate, Christine pang fall sick and Christine ong left me. Suddenly I feel so lonely in my world and esp. when my past R/S hurt me so deeply, I use to love a man more then my life and I always hoping to marry him and live happily ever after but I failed. We didn’t work it out and people felt that is my fault to call off, who’s know what kind of life I’m living? Others won’t know coz they are not 24/7 with us, actually he is not a very bad guy just don know how to love someone and wanted people to accompany him without showing any love. Maybe it really not my time yet and maybe is really me that cannot endure it ba. After all this had happen in my life, I decided to change my thought of loving and wonderful R/S. Now I just wan someone that love me & pamper me more, don need to be handsome or rich man. Just a man that can accept my past and love who I am, I’m lucky that I had found someone who love me and pamper me although sometime he is really very attitude problem till I really can’t stand him feel like kill him but after all we are still fine. E most important thing that always make us quarrel is Erina, I really don know when I cannot take it and leave. Sometime I really hope that someone can save me, really hope that he can wake up his F**King idea...

My beautiful weekend

2010-07-14T11:28:00.006+08:00

And Saturday morning Hubby & I went to batam for a night stay at Harris resort, this is a birthday retreat for him from me as I didn’t buy any present for him this year. E trip was full of funny thing happen, 1st was ferry – we drop down at e wrong ferry terminal, then we were shock and worry that we couldn’t get to Harris in time as our spa massage is at 2:30pm but luckily e terminal people was very kind and they help us to arrange a cab to send us there just 10mins ride cost us SGD$12. At 1st I was a little worry to take e cab as I’m afraid that they will rob us but ended up everything was safe. Hubby says that I was too panic a bit only scare. Then when we reached e counter lady say that e normal rooms are all fully booked so they free upgrade us to villa, and when we went into e room I find it so nice and relax but hubby keep saying that got weird feeling and he scare got snake. Faint lo!!! Then he wanted to change room, die die also want to change. Then no choice we just leave our bags inside and go for massage 1st after massage we ask e counter people to change for us. And e best thing is he tells e counter people that his wife scared of snakes and ghosts so die die must change room. WFT!! ME!!! SHIT!!! Then e counter people got no choice change for us to a normal resort room. SIAN!!! After we move into e new room, hubby feel more relax and comfortable and he started doing his work till 6pm (Singapore time) then we go for a swim. And our dinner was a BBQ seafood buffet at e poolside which cost only SGD$35per person. That was cheap, in Singapore u won’t get to eat buffet at poolside coz SGD$35 de lo some more got band play music, singing & dancing. I find it very good, hubby say we can always come again and play with their sea sport. And I’m happy that I finally paid a trip for him.
Bought polo tops at duty free, 50% sales.

BBQ @ poolside

Rest & Relax time.... SPA!!! While waiting for ferry..

Let me start out sharing my beautiful weekend, on Friday is my mother in law birthday and we went Jumbo seafood at east coast together with mama and auntie mona. Everything was good and fine expects that they are a little busy and their service was a bit slow other then that everything was good. E kids also really enjoy running around e place coz it near to sea. They love to see boats.
E Martin's family.

Auntie Mona & Mama

Birthday Retreat for Adeline

2010-07-08T17:02:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, my mother and sister in law are coming today. I woke up 6am in e morning just to clean up e house, make sure everything is in good state coz I worry that my mother in law will nag tat e house is dirty. STRESS!! Whenever my MIL is back in town I very scare and worry esp. now I start working liao got no time for housework.

Yesterday went Bugis for dinner with Adeline & Dollin, retreat for her birthday and we bought her a SooKee pendant with chain and buy her dinner at MOF. It been a long time since we last gather together and half way thru Nix brought Xavier over to meet us, he is really an elegant and adorable boy. He can sing and dance and full of action, at 1st he was a little bit shy but after awhile he is ok. So around 9:30pm we end our gathering and everyone head home, I took a train back as I don know where Bugis new taxi stand is and when I reach Tampines I walk home coz I want to excise and I need to smoke. By e time I reach home already 10:30pm, so I do laundry and pack some baby’s stuff. So excited to see e 2 gals, a bit miss them but also a bit worry coz now I start work liao so I wont have much time for them and I cannot acc them till late night like b4. Haiz!! Work work work!

This few days I felt so trouble & helpless, don know when this thing can be solve. Hoping someone can give me a helping hand coz I know that I cannot depend on Nick anymore, we really cannot communicate. After since his gf ask him not to msg or call me, I already know tat thing would turn out worse. And I really try hard to let him understand but. I’m not a very picky mother just tat I wan e best for her. Esp. now Nick’s mum is bitching behind my back. Can someone help me? I just want Erina to be cheerful and healthy, I don wan a 7years old child so EMO. If there’s a god, I really hope that god can hear me and help me. And I believe in karma, whatever they do now everything will go back to them and is true I strongly believe it.

Shopping with Erina

2010-07-05T11:59:00.002+08:00

Friday after work went orchard with hubby and his friend for a walk coz his friend want to buy Gucci shoes but end up no Gucci and he bought a G-star top, and I bought 2tops and a mask that cost me $114.80… Hubby nearly faint coz he find it so small and yet so EX, I told him I saw this mask online from You tube a beauty show intro de. It seem like very good so I bought it and try coz lately not enough and my skin look dead. Need something good to life it up again...
And sat after Erina finish her dancing class me and her go Compass Point and Tampines mall shopping, we spend $200 buying things. Ended up nothing for me, all is Erina’s buy want, she bought a new swim wear, swimming towel, toy, 3s clothing at FOX kids & Crocs top. And we saw Casper and we went to eat Sushi together, this little gal talk so much to him like very long lost friend and wanted to go his house and play... Faint!!
We shop till our legs all aching lo then at night hubby came to fetch us at Tampines One and we go fetch my mum go eat steamboat at Toa-payoh. Hubby say I very rich Gov give $200 to and within a day I spend everything off, haha coz I wanna spend on my mother & Erina ma it been a long time we din shop till siong lo. After steamboat we send my mum & Erina back then go home and change and went to the Taiwan disco again. But after that sat night I think we won’t be there again coz too many ah beng and they are all hubby’s last time old school friend that know at FIRE.. There side really multi colour people and I told hubby that I don want to go there anymore liao, like anytime will have fight and will get into trouble. I rather go places relax want, now is earning money time no fighting time.
Sunday is a busy day coz my mother in law is coming so I got lots of housework to do but luckily nowadays hubby do help me too coz he knew that I’m also tired as I also started working liao. Then evening we bring my father in law go Charlie’s for dinner. My weekend has just gone like that. Another working week!!

From: Ni Ren Wo Zha Da
Can you see this pic taken by Erina? Coz of the height? LOL

Mother's feeling

2010-07-02T15:42:00.001+08:00

Today is Friday already, finally is e words that I can say it now as after I started working I feel that weekend is so precious. Last time I won’t have this kind of mood as everyday is Friday to me and everyday is like holiday to me. Lately I’m so miserable coz of Erina, of her behavior and what she had always told me and lately I saw what happen to Weiliang & Kelyn also make my heart ache. Which mother would’t want to be with their child? Every mother loves their own child be it whether they are disobedient or not, unhealthy or not it will always be their beloved daughter or son.
Every time when I think of Erina have to live with those people I abhorrence most, I feel damn burn up. The feeling is like I wanted to tell her the truth what actually had happen in the past, how much hurt I had gone thru. Now all I wan is my gal is happy but it seem that Nick’s mum is giving me lots of problem by not teaching my gal e right way and give her a comfy life, during this school holiday Nick’s mum keep bringing her to play MJ and leave her alone at people house without anyone care about her. Sometime I really felt so sad that why I had left her 6years ago, I should bring her along with me even thou I cant afford her coz I believe that this is a wheel this is way. But I failed... Maybe I’m just too egotistic at the point of time, I just want freedom. And right now I hurt a little girl’s feeling. If god could give me another chance to choose, I will take her away and live with me. And I really hope that this one fine day will come and Harry could treat her like her own then we can live happily together and I can shower her with loves.

If time could turn back, I will want to hold you in my arms.

June 2010

2010-06-25T12:21:00.004+08:00

Father's Day Dinner @ Vivo City, Louis King Grill & Bar.My Darling June Holiday Hip Hop Dancing Class.

Finally I got time to blog and upload picture, as I have been working since 1st June at my so call cousin Guifa’s cleaning company. Life has changed a lot as I couldn’t nap in the afternoon and I couldn’t watch all my HK series, when I decided to go out and work nobody trust that I can make it coz they find that I have been tai tai for years but life is abit bored and meaningless. For my age people outside earning good money and have their career and yet I have nothing coz I too depend on my husband and I think it is not a good thing coz my 1st marriage I also too depend on my partner and then when we were apart I’m so lost.. No money no career doesn’t know where to go and how to start a new life it was so scary and I don’t want it to happen again. At least now I start working, I can buy thing I like without asking money from my hubby and I could bring my mum and daughter anywhere I want. And I can use my own money to buy gift to my hubby, this is the happier thing coz every time when I bought something for him, I feel that it wasn’t from me coz after all is his money the money that he gave me. At least now I earn a little but I’m happy with it and I plan to bring him for a short trip on my 1st paid…

In this June lots of thing had happen, joyful, heartbreaking & tired. Joyful that I finally step out and work and people give me chance to learn.
Heartbreaking because of my daughter Erina, wanted to find good tutor for during June holiday and yet she refused and her dad wasn’t encouraging too. And this month Erina & I had argument for more then a time, in this 7years I had never beat or scold her, I always try to give her e greatest I can and buy her thing tat she like but now she had changed she often shout at me like nobody business make me feel damn angry and I even tears. Feel so heart pain when she did that to me as I told myself I want to be a good mother a mother that can share everything under the sun with children.
But being a mother is really not easy and now I really can feel how much my mum been thru when I was a badly behaved child.
I still remember last week I bought to Vivo for movie and I show her Sentosa Universal Studio and I told that I want to bring her there suddenly she say I don’t want to go coz my ah ma and lau yi say cannot go there coz will lost money and then I say aiyo baby, mummy means go Universal have fun not casino le. Then she says NO and shouts, I was so irritated and I scolded her and she walk away. So then I bring her aside and talking and she started crying and crying, she started ask me why me & her dad will be apart. I really feel like telling her e true but I hold back coz I know that she is too young to know what actual happen and I don’t want her to live in their roof and yet miserable. So I tell her no matter what others had to u about mummy, I hope u can use your heart and eyes to see and feel what type of person is your mummy. I told that I know you’re ah ma and all e lau yi’s sure talk bad about me and she say yes, I say; don’t mind what people say about me is not important to me most important is that u must trust me and be a good gal.
She hold my hand and keep crying, sometime I really feel so regrets that why I have leave her there I should fight with them to take her back. Praying hard that one day I really can bring her back by my side and hoping that hubby and his family can allow her to join in.

Hope I wish I can slap his mother & to those people had, salt & pepper in front of a 7years kid... I HATE THEM!!!

MAY!!!

2010-06-14T13:05:00.007+08:00

This is what had happen in my MAY, busy with lots of event and gathering & had lots fun.
1st was my younger bro Alvin & Mum's birthday party at downtown east chalet.
2nd was our 1st driving up trip to Genting with my cousin Gavin.
3rd was hubby's birthday dinners & party.

Sound normal to you maybe but it seem very busy for me.. Haha
And i'm starting work soon it real soon on 1st June at my cousin office..

Dinners with Dad & Lim's family.

Hubby's birthday party with his bros
Genting trip...

Great-Grand-father & baby

Great-Grand-mother & Baby

They back to Germany...

2010-04-29T21:10:00.008+08:00

Friday night again, hubby plan to go Social House Thai disco and try out it but it was e poorer club we even went lo... Nobody wan, it looks like ghost town club after we had finished our bottle we went over to lunar... That’s e place we enjoy man, e place I feel like home can chit chat with all my Ex coll and Dollin was there too as she had a night stop in Singapore...

Saturday as usual we went back to my mum’s place for dinner but wasn’t my mum whom cook is my bro’s gf, she cooked clay pot rice for us. And after dinner, hubby & I went to visit Bernard and his baby we were at his house till 3am then go home. E next day I had a stomach flu and runs toilet e whole day, body was weak and sleep e whole day at and I suppose need to attend Benson’s baby shower but I didn’t went… Didn’t have a chance to see his baby, feel so pai sae.
Yesterday was a gloomy day for me as e gals went back to Germany, it was a last min thingy coz they couldn’t get tickets back suddenly Les check got people cancel tickets and within 5hours they need to get ready and go to e airport. Sis Kim was busy packing stuff and I look after e gal’s coz I know it would be e last time I shower and feed already as Desiree is going to start school in Aug in Germany and they won’t be back soon. Around 9pm we went to e airport together with Les’s sister and they are about to check in Beverly refuse to go, she keeps putting my clothes and hug me tight with her and ask her mummy to go away and she keep saying Mimi, Mimi go Germany... And then my tears fall coz I felt so touch, it 6mths we live together, sleep, eat, shower & play together. Beginning when they move in, I feel so helpless coz they always mess up my room and jumping around on my bed. I couldn’t scold them coz they are not my kids but after awhile when they stay longer, they will listen to me and behave themselves. Esp. e time when my sister in law in hosp I need to sleep with them and take care of them all day long, we start to get more and closer esp. Beverly. She really treated me like her Mimi, she want me to bath or feed even sometime she refuse to stay with her own mother. Sometime thing really funny, they are not my kids but I love them like my own. Don’t why now I feel so boring went I come back home, e house so quiet & empty coz my mother in law kept their entire thing away. Miss their voice, miss them calling me Mimi and miss their smell. Today I had meet up with Ah cat, my childhood best friend we went to compass point for coffee together with her daughter Regina… She was so small size and cute it makes me think of Beverly. Can’t help to stop thinking or missing them…

Tarot Card...

2010-04-23T08:33:00.001+08:00

Wednesday morning, Sherina & I went to see a tarot card lady as we heard that this lady was well-known and price was reasonable. It take us months to Q for her appointment also, when we got there at 11am Sherina was e 1st one to saw her and they started chatting. I found that she is not really that good and when is my turn I felt that she is 50-50 of what she said to me… Maybe because I didn’t really want to open my heart for her coz I felt that she sound more like consultant then tarot card lady, she said in my whole life I don’t need to work and yet money will come into my hand, my marriage life will be twice and end up last is Harry with 2kids… I ask her if I could be a boss and open a shop, she said no lo, she said my life will be bored but I don’t need to be bothered. And I ask her will my hubby be very rich man, she said; yes, he will but when he is very rich he will have another woman outside and if I want a faithfulness husband then I must live normally. What a rubbish tot right??? Which woman won’t want their husband to have money & give them first-class life?? As for unfaithful part, is up to us if I can’t hold my hubby by my side I got no one to blame. And I believe that all men are e same want when they got money sure their backside will get abit itchy de lo, so I believe when my hubby became very rich is time for me to hold him tight beside me… Hahaha!!!

Wednesday was also my in laws 36th wedding anniversary, my father in law bought a Rolex (expensive gift le) for my mother in law and we went to airport T3 Lerkthai restaurant for our dinner, e food there wasn’t so good and service was very terrible as they seem like not enough staff to work like that… After dinner everyone complaint and say won’t try again liao, say next time must eat crystal jade.

Today Dollin is back in town and we might meet up for a drink tonight, hubby says maybe we are going to Thai disco so long never go Thai disco liao… Actually I prefer Thai disco then Chinese canto pop, Thai want more fun & gals more pretty… Hahaha

Janice's birthday lunch..

2010-04-09T14:55:00.008+08:00

Yesterday Sherina, Janice & I went to bugis for lunch as is was Janice's birthday lunch @ NYDC.. And we bought her a diamond pendant from Meyson, is a letter J and she is very happy with it..
It been so long that e 3 of us meet up, is either i see Sherina or Janice and hardly got both of them free.. We had a great time together, eating & chatting like crazy gals outing and took lots of photos..

Tues, I meet up with Janice at parkway for lunch. We went to Sakae Sushi and Fish & co for drink and we realise that Fish & co got smoking area.. Now we found a new place to hang out liao, and then wed Hubby and I went to meet up with Dollin for a short dinner b4 she meet up with her contracted and she pass me, my bag that hubby ask her to bought for me.. Really happy that hubby bought a new bag for and i told him that not to waste money liao.. Cox i had 3new bags this year and i think is enough. Really thanks Dollin for helping me to carry this bag back and thanks hubby for loving me..

Update update for March

2010-04-05T21:36:00.008+08:00

Guess is time for me to update and update my blog, after seem my sister in law and e kids move in to our place I really got no time to on my laptop as they are always inside my room playing and jumping around. Let me recall what had happen in March after CNY, 1st week was busy looking after children as my sister in law been going out coz she need to pack her house for e mover and goes to e lawyer to settle her house thing and then follow by my 1st time clubbing with her @ lunar YUE.. She was quite a good drinker as she was e only one that not even high or drunk, hubby, Chris & John was all drunk and Sherina was high but yet she still can continue round 2 with Kamal’s friends. Then next was my 3g iphone – say good bye coz it always hanged and keep giving me problem that I can’t even login facebook, so hubby bought me a new 3gs and I can start using facebook again and post comment - Thanks hubby.
And also i meet up with Sherina to go Jeana's place to nails and do body massage @ far east, e massage service damn lousy lo so pls don't try e thai massage at level2.. I really miss BKK massage!!!

And one of e weekday when my SIL not going out, hubby and I went to Vivo city to meet Wei Liang & Kelyn for dinner and movie. We had our dinner at Modesto’s; their pasta wasn’t so good but their pizza was excellent and we went to watch Green Zone this movie is talking about US army quite a nice show too. And hubby say that my father in law sure will like it de so when this movie in DVD, he is going to buy him one. And next was planning for Erina’s birthday party, I had decided to held e party @ Exlporerkid at downtown but wasn’t a very big want coz is too costly and I have to start ordering cake and buy deco for her party, this party is quite vital to her coz this is e 1st time I made party for her together with hubby and my friends coz e past years was only family outing and school party this year is something dissimilar. And I been feeling downhill coz hubby don’t allow me to invite my SIL & her kids coz he say Erina and me is a family not with them, this words make me feel damn upset and I had been figure why hubby would say this kind of words to hurt me and if he loves me, he should accept Erina too but he didn’t and my SIL also say that her brother is not prepared to become a step-father. This make me feel even worse, grumpy for so long and hesitation in my marriage too but when e day come I was very shock that hubby allow Erina’s dad to attend and he was a good host on that day, he never give me black face and nag on me really thank hubby so much for being so thoughtful.. And I really be grateful for those who had attended her party and make her feel so happy for all e present & most important is my MIL & SIL also gave Erina hong bao it makes me feel very happy and I tears at least I knew that what I had done is cherished.

And I almost forgot to updated e most important thing, my SIL admitted to hospital due to virus and she be in hospital almost a week then discharge and I have to stay at home for a week just to look after e gals. I bathe them, play with them, make them sleep and feed them milk suddenly e feeling is just like 7years ago... Must wake up in e midnight to feed them milk, e feeling is damn shag wan and morning I still have to do house work coz my MIL, FIL & hubby are all sick too but finally everything is over and luckily my SIL recover and her hubby also back in town to acc her and I guess her hubby came back is e most great thing wanted when she is sick.. And she went to bought me a BEBE top for thanking me looking after her kids… She is so sweet, thanks and that’s all for my march 2010.. bye bye

MY CNY

2010-03-11T09:33:00.004+08:00

It has been so long that I last updated my blog, as I been very busy with CNY and busy as my
sister in law has temp move over to stay my place for a month. My CNY was busy packing,
shopping, visiting family and accompany my hubby to gamble at night till morning and me play mahjong for 3days lost $140 so sian, almost every day we got back home at morning 5-6am... And we always went to Tampines 201 for Mac breakfast before home, eat and eat till I feel that I’m so fat… It was fun as hubby and his friends gamble cards and wives all mahjong, fair enough that everyone had fun together we play talk cock and eat… Hubby even feel boring after one week leave on CNY, he keep complaint that he don’t want to start work…

After CNY is e 2little gals’ birthday party, my sister in law has planned their party at les’s mum condo and is e Dora’s party… I find that I was fun as she had arranged bouncy castle for e kids and kitchen toys for them to play too... And their birthday cake was so nice; I think she is good in arranging all this for them and after their birthday their dad les will go back to Germany again. Sometime I feel that my sister in law is so poor thing that she always been alone to look after e kids and do everything by herself without her husband around with her but luckily les really pamper her a lot and always give in to her if not I think she will go sadden wan..

Desiree 3rd and Beverly 2nd bday cake.. Nice!!

My family CNY dinner

Met my long lost Sec Sch mates @ Dolly on CNY

My Vday & CNY gift from hubby.... Thanks

Pass time in hospital....

2010-01-15T03:59:00.008+08:00

Erina Swimming lesson
My kampong Chai Chee Brothers, knew them for 17yrs.
Hubby's Gucci shoes...

2 Tops & 1 Jeans from Bebe...

Bought 5 t shirt from AX

Ah Meow & Lisi + Lisi's baby...

It been a long time I didn’t updated my blog, after since Christine left.. And I’m been busy with lots of thing too, only now I’m in hosp acc my ah ma then I got time to do my own stuff…
Lately I felt a lot in life esp. to people around me.. I felt that true friend are those who will never leave me and give up on me, is who will be there when I need them.. And I realize that when as u grow older friend will be lesser coz u will start to know how to draw a line between true friend and normal friend. I’m lucky that Sherina and Janice had never left me and we all have really been thou so much in our friendship.. I use to treat my close friend as best buddy but now I feel that friends are not forever and good wan.. Good friend only need one or two will do, and good one are those that I can share everything under sun even thou we hardly meet.. Just like ah meow, Lisi, Tracy & Renita, I don’t always meet up with them but I always feel so comfortable to chat with them without anything to hide… after 2years finally I got a chance to meet up with ah meow, my long lost childhood friend that we use to play dolls at each another house… I’m glad I still have her around by my side and she live happy with her hubby & daughter… we had gathering with Lisi at Tampines one, we have lots of thing to share to each another and none stop talking… Really feel good to catch up with them, thanks babe...

Then on sat hubby brought me to town for shopping as I don’t need to fetch Erina coz she went to KL with her ah ma, it was actually acc hubby to buy his shoes but ended up Gucci taka don’t have his size.. So hubby say ask me shop for CNY, and I bought lots of clothes from Bebe and AX…. I spend $1K for tops and hubby say I crazy liao… Then Sunday I went to colour my hair at Desmand's shop as I had wedding at night and after colour we went back to town coz hubby die die want to buy his shoes, so ended up we found his shoes at paragon.. Which cost $600 for one normal outing shoes, wa lau damn ex but hubby like it so we just bought it and after buying it then he keep asking me do u think is worth e $$$ ?
Then I say u like just buy ok, anyway also not my $$$$… hahaha… then hubby look at me one kind…..

And then Tues I meet up with Renita and Alvin at ION for lunch, but half way thou my auntie call saying that my ah ma need to send to hosp as she is breathless again… so no choice we quickly finish our lunch and Alvin and i head to CGH to meet up with my aunties and uncle.. Doctor say my ah ma got infection and need to stay hosp, so after she admitted I went back home..

Wednesday morning, I went to send Erina to school as she got swimming lesson for e 1st time.. Her school allow student to take up swimming lesson and lots of other ECA, which I think is good for them… After her swimming lesson I went to CGH visit ah ma and I got a shock as ah ma look very bad, she cant even eat or talk properly and her face was swollen… doctor say is becoz ah ma got drug allergy which they don’t know and give her e pill which coz her swollen… as she had a heart attack e night before, I felt so worry and sad as I’m looking at her laying down so sick…. So I acc her till evening time then I go back and home and change then I went back to hosp acc her for e night as we are afraid that she might had another heart attack but luckily she didn’t and she is recovering well now. And I hoping that she could go home by today 15th Jan Friday, if not I wont be able to stay over night as sat I need to fetch Erina.. No matter what this sat I must fetch her coz next week Wednesday I’m leaving to bkk liao, then got to wait 2more weeks then can see her…she been doing quite well in school as her dad told me that she could catch up with school work without any help from them… I glad that she really likes studying and her school…
So now Erina has started schooling and I have no more worries, I can start planning for my wedding dinner..

Hubby and I had decided a date is may2011 but we still need to check on hotels before we can confirm with our friends. Hopefully everything went smoothly….

Sending..................................

2009-12-29T23:16:00.003+08:00

These 2 days I been thinking a lot, thinking why god is unjust and why good people can’t live happy? And today is e day I need to send Christine off, hubby acc me to mandai crematorium and he waited outside for me… My last good bye to her & last time seeing her face to face… Seeing her lying down inside e coffin my heart break and I couldn’t control my tears, see her been pushing into e cremation my heart break… I keep asking why, just push in like that and cremate then become ashes… I really can’t accept e fact that she had gone, esp. when Yvonne told me what happen before she departed… Saying that she wanted to pass away at home but she really couldn’t take it e hurt and ask her bf send her to e hospital... About 4am in e morning doctor try to save her but they can’t help anymore, so her bf look at her and say dear if u want to go just go and I will be here for you and then her eyes close and go peacefully..

When I heard my heart even breaks and I keep crying till hubby says something to me…

Dear, have u even thou of is good for her to go as she had endure so long for this sickness?? And she had been suffering in her life since she is a little girl, maybe god don’t want her to undergo that’s why they took her back to heaven and let her go home???

Inside my heart was, I understand but why so fast?? And why is her??? Since she was 14years old her parents left her and she need to stay in e hostel as nobody adopt her, she try so hard to study and get into poly nursing course and she work so hard to get a opportunity for oversea studies, when she is back in Singapore she fight and work hard to buy her own flat… Then now, God just took away her life...

I really hope that she could rest in peace just like what hubby says… Give her a new life and a new start and let her join her mum in heaven…

Christine Ong Yu Li 23th July 1981 - 27th Dec 2009

She is gone....

2009-12-28T18:55:00.001+08:00

Another good friend of mine has left; she is gone off peacefully… She is someone that I always feel respect coz even how sick she is, she never complaints and she never cry. She is always so cheery and optimistic in life and always so kind to help others around her... And now god had taken her away from us, a kind and lovable smile had just gone away…

Last night when I got to know e news from her bf, I was damn shocked... I couldn’t know how to react and what to reply, I just wake hubby up and cried…. Hubby was shock and jump up from bed, he just say; dear maybe is good for her to go also as she has been suffer for so long and it time for her to rest.. I know that she been suffer after she knew that she had leukemia and esp. during those days when she is waiting for bone marrow transplant… But I really feel that god is unfair, she had been suffer loneliness since her parent left her when she was 12years and she really study hard and fight for her future till she become a nurse and had chance to go for oversea studies… And when she start to earn and had her own flat, she found out that she had leukemia… Just 2years of treatment and now she is gone….

Dear friend, you are always remembering deeply in my heart… Rest in peace….

Busy Dec

2009-12-27T19:45:00.028+08:00

My Busy Dec

No time to blog or updated photos as I'm too busy preparing myself for Xmas like shopping & doing my hair/nails..... Had a great Xmas with hubby, friends & family..... Receive lots of gift from many people, My in laws, Buddies, Mum, May & Esp Hubby.... Thanks everyone for celebrating Xmas with me.....

Sushi Tei Lunch with Buddies & e Kids.........
Dinner @ Kenny Rogers East Coast with Father in law & Hubby...

Erina's Xmas Gift...... Everything of Barbies....

X'mas Party @ Our House on 24th Dec 09, Ronson make photo card for e guys ONLY!!!!
Our X'mas Gift....
X'mas Gift From hubby to ME... Can say good bye to my Sony liao...

X'mas Gift From Me To Hubby.... Chill out at Timbre @ Old School wit Fred & Chris.... Movie & Dinner at Plaza Sing..

Pulau Ubin On 26th Dec 09, with Fred & Chris....

Dec 27th 2009, Dinner at Tampines Mall with hubby..

Lynyrd birthday 23th Nov 09

2009-11-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

23th Nov, Monday was Lynyrd birthday we all meet for dinner and drinking session at hubby’ friend new Thai disco put… it was last time 99 Thai disco and now hubby’s friend take over e place, last night was their opening. We went to Novena to have our dinner at Café Viena buffet, their food was good and their seafood damn fresh... And I saw JJ, we chit chat awhile and we are planning to meet again (Sis, pls arrange an outing soon on Sunday ok coz JJ only off on Sunday…) we end around 11plus and by e time we got home almost 1am, I damn shag and full…. Power power

I need to change my camera liao, really give prob... Pic all not clear, use liao very pek cek....

2weeks update....

2009-11-24T17:49:00.011+08:00

It been quite something I last blog coz lately I’m full of activity, on e 11th Nov Wednesday I just went to BKK for 4 days together with my hubby… It been 6months we last went to BKK and this time round we went there not for shopping just praying and visit hubby’s friend, we had lots of seafood and I had met my mum there on e last night before going back to Singapore. Think this trip e best thing we do is to eat e big giant head prawn, tat is hubby fav man... And we also went to Zoo at their out-skirt, most of e time we are with his friend shopping for their baby stuff... Hubby & I really miss BKK a lot and miss massage, miss seafood & miss shopping…

15th Nov, we went to Cindy’s baby shower at Yio Chao Kang road and then we went Tampines Mall with Ronson & Junie had our dinner at Swensen’s…

16th Nov, Monday I’m suppose meeting Xiao bai & Terry for dinner at P.S but we cancel coz Janice & Xiao long came back to Tampines so I meet up with them for coffee at Starbucks and dinner Pu Tien with my hubby…

18th Nov, Wednesday morning woke up early to do my housework as I got to meet up with Sherina for our nails appointment at Far East… It was a terrible day coz my father in law shouted at me which make me feel very offend and irritated, just becoz tat I don’t want to hang clothes outside as I’m scared it might rains later in e afternoon and I don’t want him to carry e clothes in coz I’m worry that he might out of breath… But he just don’t understand it and get so pissed off, I felt so mad and I just went out to meet Sherina, we had our lunch at our fav Thai food restaurant and I bought 2 dress from my gf Elfina’s shop at level3 Amethyst Fashion… When I met hubby, I keep telling him that I really cannot take it coz his dad shouted at me and I told him that I don’t mind doing housework and look after him but please show respect to people…. Hubby knew that I’m so angry and he say he will talk to his dad later…. Sometime old people are weirdo, real weirdo…

20th Nov, Friday hubby went to Sam’s shop for tattoo again and I had my mahjong session with Kelyn, Lynyrd & Suann.. Ronson, Johnson & Jay was there too as we plan to go for supper after hubby finish his tattoo session but half way thru Ethan keep make noise and want to go home so Jay got no choice and send him back home… Around 10plus then hubby finish his tattoo and we all went to Toa-Payoh Hub Crystal Jade steamboat buffet, everyone eat till so full and there are price is so reasonable too and they open till 1am everyday… So people who want to eat steamboat for supper can go there…

21st Nov, Saturday hubby and I went to fetch Erina at around 11am as we planned to go Discovery Centre but when we reached there we saw nothing in it so we went over to Science Centre is also at Jurong area… And last min hubby’s friend Lim & his family joined us for e tour, dinner and movie too… After Science Centre we all went to Suntec City to had our dinner at Sakae Sushi, watched movie A Christmas Carol 3D and went to play ah ka till almost 11pm then we all went back home… Erina was contented coz Lim’s son Reyes really makes a good accompany and they both really enjoyed together… Think we shall arrange more outing with them as Erina could mix around with more people...

22nd Nov, Sunday hubby accompanies me to Renita’s baby shower at Sengkang Park Green Condo… This month I have 3 baby’s shower to attend, Renita, Lisi & Han Bing…

Happy, Happy ME

2009-11-10T12:11:00.002+08:00

Sunday 8th Nov, Hubby & I woke up early around 9plus as we need to go and purchase fishes with fruits to Pulan Ubin… 1st we went to 201 buy fruits then we went to fish farm to buy fishes and we went to Changi Village for our depart to Ubin, when we 1st go on board hubby & I throw fish’s food to feed them then when we reach there we went to their sea side to release fishes… After release fishes, hubby & I went to pray Tua Pek Gong and we also had our lunch there at Ubin First Stop Seafood… Seafood was very excellent and their seafood was so fresh too, we ordered Crayfish, Tua Tao, Sweet potato leaves & Gong Bao Chicken… Hubby & I was take pleasure in with e food and their service there and hubby said that he would bring me here at least once a month to release fishes and had seafood… Shiok!!!!

Monday 9th Nov, woke up 6am to do all my housework then went lunch with Janice at Tampines Mall and coffee Starbucks… And I met April there too, so she joined us for a drinks then Janice went to work and April accompany to shop at Tampines Mall & we had ice-cream @ Haagen-Dazs as we are waiting for hubby to come and send us home. It was enjoyable to have her accompany and we chit chat a lot about our past and people around us… We waited for hubby till about 7pm then we send April back 1st and we went to 300plus to bring dessert for my mum in law and then we went back home for dinner… After dinner hubby, my in laws & I play one set of MJ till 11plus and only my mum in law make money, I only make $1 but it was fun la….

I can’t wait to go BKK on Wed, NO housework & CAN sleep late….. Wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My busy & happening Weeks

2009-11-09T12:10:00.004+08:00

Lately this 2 weeks lots of thing happen around me, which I don’t know how to put in words as I found that life is really so unpredictable. No can tell what’s going to happen next?

1st was, hubby’s friend Alex pass away on Monday as he hang himself coz he owe too many people $$$ and he really cannot take it anymore that he left his wife & 2kids behind. Which I felt that he is a little bit selfish coz now his wife had to bear everything for him and look after e kids by herself ALONE…

2nd was, hubby’s auntie pass away just few days after Alex which was on Thursday… I still can remember that Wednesday night my mum in law brought hubby’s ah ma over to our house and stay coz she claim that his ah ma nearly fainted at auntie Margaret’s house when she saw her unconscious on Tuesday night… So Thursday noon my mum in law left his ah ma at home together with me as she went over to see Auntie Margaret suddenly my phone rang, my mum in law say that she had pass away and ask me to bring ah ma over to their house… I was so shocked and scared coz I’m afraid when ah ma knew it sure she cannot take it and I don’t know how to handle her also, so I hurriedly called my hubby ask him meet me at auntie’s house… When I reached, I hold on to ah ma’s hand and brought her into e room to see Auntie Margaret for e last time… Everyone cried so badly and I feel so lost that I don’t know what to say or what to do… Life really sucks…….

3rd was, Erina Graduation day on Saturday morning 9am at Montfort Junior... I was so pissed off with Nick coz he called me around 8am to inform me that it was her K2 graduation day and he say that he had forgotten about it as he tot that he had told me before and no one was there to attend exp his mother…. After receive his called, I quickly jump up from bed and get shower then took a cab down… She was so shocked and contented that I was there to attend her graduation and took pix for her… When I saw her on stage, I felt so touched and glad… Finally she grew up and going to PRI 1 soon….

4th was, I fall sick and is badly sick…. I got infection on my tooth and got swollen, I look so hideous and my hubby says I look like monkey god… So I went to see doctor at 201 & went to CGH to collect my medicine, almost 2days I din eat any food coz I can’t bite and my lips can’t really move also… So on Monday when Liang & Kelyn came over to play MJ, I told them not to chuckle at me coz I look so funny… Not so bad I make so money & hubby lost some, so after all no win no lose…

Wed, woke up as usual in morning 6am make coffee for hubby then clean up e whole house before everyone wake up.. Then i went to pray my dad as after Auntie Margaret's died, i keep thinking of him... After praying i went to meet up with Diana for a smoke break & chit chat then walk to next block to buy snacks for my mum in law... What a boring WeD....

Thursday, I finally recover hubby and I went to VIVO city to meet up with Liang & Kelyn to had dinner at Thai Express, Shopping & Movie… We watched e show name Jennifer’s Body, what a terrible show man…… And I bought a pair of shoes at GUESS, wanted to buy more but don’t have my shoes size…. So sad, coz Kelyn was around and she could get 50% discount for me and she asked me try almost her whole shop but only a pair of shoes got my size… Very Sian!!!!!

Friday 6th Nov, noon time I went to Tampines Mall to had lunch with hubby then shop shop awhile then go home fetch my mum in law & his ah ma to Parkway, shopping & eat steamboat…. I bought a few T-Shirt from Mango and I saw Alisha there with her hubby too, she told me that she leaving to LA soon…

Saturday 7th Nov, hubby & I wanted to have a good rest at home but we don’t have e chance coz early around 12pm my mum in law called and ask for lunch then go Sister Kim’s house to help her clean e house… Reach home around 4plus then hubby do work for awhile then dinner at Changi Village with his parents, then I suppose meeting Janice for supper but I was too tired Liao and Sunday morning we need to go Pulan Ubin…

23rd - 26th Oct 2009

2009-10-26T14:10:00.004+08:00

Friday, after tattoo hubby & I went to meet Lim & his family as we go JB for supper and bought DVD back… I bought some new drama series Burning Flame III & D.I.E Again2, heard from James that this is e new show update now… After DVD shop we went to eat my FAV log-log, Lim’s son and I always ate lots of fish ball e both of us can clear e whole tray of fish ball until hubby say that we are so greedy..

Sat, as usual hubby and I when to fetch Erina around 3pm then we went to Hougang Mall for lunch and bought some foodstuff back to fernvale and cook chicken rice for my family. Erina always want me to cook chicken coz she say my rice is very nice but she didn’t know that cooking chicken rice is so ma fun lo… It been awhile I never cook dinner for them Liao coz lately a lot of thing happen in my family and we are hoping that thing would change for better and our family can enjoy happiness together…

Sun morning woke up, as early as hubby didn’t sleep well coz he is having abdomen pain then we had Mac for breakfast coz daddy ordered it for us… Around 1plus mum called and say his auntie cannot make it Liao and ask us faster go over her house, when we reach we saw her lying down there eyes and mouth open very big & breathing was very bad… See Liao so scary & so pitiful moreover she is Malay so they keep do praying like in mosques, we also don’t understand what is going on just follow whatever my mother in law ask us to do… Whenever I saw his auntie it always let me remain of my dad, cancer people die in e same way their look very scary and they look so skinny like a bamboo… Haiz, why human must have this kind of sickness?? A sickness that never can cure….. Around evening time hubby and I send my father in law back home 1st then we went to Tampines Mall had our dinner at Swensen’s then we had a walk coz hubby knew that I’m abit sad seeing her auntie likes that… And I saw e shoes that I wanted to buy that time at Pazzion, I tot it was out of stock already but it came back again... So I bought e shoes with Diamond and pink in colour, so nice…. Thanks hubby for always being pamper me….

My Mac BIG breakfast for today, busy busy with my drama series & I busy searching air ticket for BKK on Nov…. Can’t wait to go for a break, Jan BKK tickets booked with Liang & Kelyn is time for shopping again… Yeah!!!!!

Feeling.......

2009-10-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

Today, Friday 23rd Oct now I’m at Sam’s tattoo shop accompany hubby to do his tattoo and yet this fat boy was sleeping down here and I’m playing with my FB now… This whole week nothing much happen only tues play mahjong with Liang and wife then wed go far east wit Sherina to do her nails and had our Fav lunch at e Thai restaurant and we had curry fish head with some other dish, e curry fish head was so good and cheap.. Our lunch only cost us $40, so cheap and nice food so must try is at far east level 4... After nails we both went back home as she is flying off in e evening…
Last night Jason came to return me e money and I ask him why is he like that? I ask him where have all his money gone to? And just reply me that he don’t know, sometime I really don’t what i should do about it coz I really want to help him to change for a better life but I always failed.. Can someone tell me how could teach him and help him? Deep inside me, I really do hate him of all his stupidly behavior but sometime I really pity him and hoping that he could change and come back to us… maybe just like what hubby always say I should learn how to let go and let him grew coz he is old enough to think for himself… Maybe I really care too Liao sometime people have to learn from their mistake then they will grow, lately I didn’t really want to talk to Diana coz I felt very disappointed with her as I dislike e way she handle her life and let herself become like that… she don’t even love her then what can I do? Maybe she find me heartless now but I hope that she could learn and grow also, life is short and nobody can tell u what’s right or wrong… I had make lots of mistake in my past and I felt so regret and I had kill a kid childhood… so now I learn to be stronger and I don’t want to make mistake again…
I really hope Diana will be stronger and move forward in life, don always be a EMO queen to make people worry… be someone one day to prove to herself and her family…I will give her my blessing and I really hope that without me around, she really learn and don’t go back to e past Diana…
Sis, I cannot always be there for u if one day I leave this world then u will be alone to face all your problems so wake up now…

I pray to god that people around me are all bless with happiness and health…. Live happy coz life is short….

Feeling.......

2009-10-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

Dinner with buddies

2009-10-20T18:06:00.005+08:00

Hubby & I share so much food.........

People out there must try the Japanese food at Heeren about e same as Tampines One.....

Shuduko Streets Of Japan

When dinner with buddies they all on 10.10.09 @ Heeren, i didn't got time to upload them...

Buddies don't forget our dinner date on this Sunday OK.....

Sad day

2009-10-20T17:52:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a very sad say as morning my mother in law told me that her younger sister is going to pass away Liao, doctor say only left 1 – 2days time so she ask us to go visit her if possible.. So after hubby finish work he came back to pick me and my father in law to Auntie Margaret’s house when I min I saw her , I couldn’t control my moan coz she look like skinny laying down on bed and cannot move at all… She even cannot remember us at times when e min I saw his grandmother hold his auntie’s hand and sayang her stomach, my moan fall and I walk out of e room as it remain me of my dad coz e last day I saw my dad in CGH my ah ma also hold his hand and talk to him… And all my aunties are crying and crying telling my dad not to leave us but in e end he still left us… Suddenly I felt that life really short and now I just want to be happy and I cannot be bother about our people stuff anymore coz even I care so much doesn’t mean that they will appreciate it. So now I learn to love & treasure what I have and who is beside me, esp those people that never give up on me… Here by I wish that everyone could life joyful and no more wars in this world…

Outing to Pee A Boo

2009-10-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

Sunday 18th Oct, wake up around 1plus coz I need to fetch Erina back to my mum’s place but when my mum called say Jason was there then I told her that I’m not going back Liao… Some more I’m going back alone coz hubby still sleeping but luckily 15mins before I left e house hubby awaken Liao and he ask me to wait for him and he will bring Erina out to meet Jay and his wife to Kallang Pee A Boo, e was so small e place and I can’t even acc Erina for e whole thing and she still prefer downtown east wan also. After Pee A Boo we went to eat paste and I find that actual kallang got nothing to shop wan only ice skate and Pee A Boo for children and some restaurant… Hopefully next week got time can bring Erina to downtown east wan…..

Wakeboarding + Johnson's Bday

2009-10-20T16:40:00.003+08:00

Saturday 17th Oct, wake up about 7:30am as hubby & I are going to wakeboarding with Sherina, Gavin, Jeffery & Erwayne... 1st we went to pick up Sherina @ her house there then we meet Gavin at Bedok interchange for our breakfast and buy foodstuff to bring on board. Sherina and I were so exhausted as e night before we slept at 2am, e both of us like zombie going for wakeboard. We booked e boat man at 10am but he was late so we started around 11am - 3:30pm, it was enjoyable and I started to love wakeboarding but wakeboarding wasn’t easy game to play & is an expensive sea sport it cost us about $100 per person… Only Jeffery, Gavin & Erwayne went before so e rest of us are fresh and 1st time wakeboard, so I have to be taught from e start and we didn’t expected that it could be so difficult want. Hubby & Sherina attempt many time to balance them and stand up to board at e end they failed only me had e chance standing and move e board, everyone one board was so fun… We chit chat, sing, dance & laugh all e way on board even e boat man also cannot tahan us, he keep laughing at us and see like we are mad people on board esp when hubby & Sherina turn to go on sea… After hours on sea everyone feel so exhausted, hubby and I send Sherina home 1st as she got family dinner at 5pm and then we went to Chai Chee blk 25 coffee shop for dinner with Gavin they all too… After dinner they went for massage as they say, e next day would have ache all over e body but hubby and I was too tired to join them so we went back home and take a catnap coz night time we need to meet up Johnson they as it was Johnson’s birthday party @ Rain Ktv… We would at Rain from 11pm – 3am then we went to Toa Payoh Oasis eat supper, hubby was damn intoxicated and he vomited twice outside e restaurant … So I didn’t really had my supper coz hubby keep asking me to go home saying that he couldn’t take it anymore, I really very long time didn’t see him so high liao as e birthday boy also never vomit and yet he does… After sending him home, I still got to shower him and let him go sleep 1st coz he vomited at home too so I got to clean up e place then shower then go to bed… I really feel damn shag out man coz Sunday I still got to fetch Erina…

Why cant he change?? Why must CHEATS

2009-10-17T01:48:00.006+08:00

Then next it was Janice’s wedding, my best buddy someone that really stand by me all this while with her whole heart and we have been thru a lot of thing from best friend to stranger and back to best friend again and I really treasure Sherina & her a lot coz I know that they always lead me to e right path and give me e full support I want from them. Her wedding was e best wan, everyone seem so enjoy and happy for that day and everything went smooth as what she wanted also… All e best in your marriage Buddy, I knew that Xiao Long really loves & pamper you with his whole heart... Give u all my blessing

After Janice’s wedding it was my Wedding anniversary, our 1st wedding anniversary time really passed fast 1year already… This year hubby really gives me a lot thing that I never expected from him, sometime I really pissed off with e way he talked and behaved but I knew that he mean no harm want but just that he couldn’t control his terrible mouth like to say unpleasant words to me… But I knew that he really does love me, thank you hubby for loving me. Hubby brought me to Singapore flyer for surprise dinner too it was so romantic and e food was good quality, I never expect that he would plan so much on our anniversary and bought Tiffany & Co charms for me too… I only bought him a PSP but haven’t collect coz his friends say install games for him, after our dinner we went to meet his bosses at new Thai disco as it was a Monday he need to settle some stuff.. E new Thai disco was very big coz I heard it used to be a cinema and they take over e whole place, singer & dances was good also well dress up.

Hubby, bought Tiffany & Co Charm for me... Thanks hubby, I love it...

Our Dinner @ Singapore Flyer... 12.10.2009

And yesterday 15th Oct Thursday, it was suppose a happy day for me as I went down to town shopping with Jasmine as we need to go Gucci to bought birthday present for John… when we went there Jasmine saw e wallet that she wanted to purchase but yet don’t have e cardholder that I wanted for him so no choice only Jasmine bought it then I walk around to find nice belt for him coz hubby say he need a belt for work.. I went to a few shop still couldn’t find a nice belt for him so I give up then Jasmine went to Wheelock for her appointment and I walk over to Far East to buy my skin care @ SkinFood and I spend over $200 headache lo…

After SkinFood I walk over to DFS to check whether they have a cardholder there ant? Too bad they also don’t have it so then I took a train to AMK to meet hubby as we are going to Shifu’s house pray but when I reached AMK he wasn’t there yet so angry and I took a bus to Hougang to wait for him, after he pick me up we went down to Shifu’s house and Shifu tell me a shocking thing that I don’t whether I should believe him anot?? When my turn to do cards reading Shifu asks me what I want to know???

Wen – Shifu I wanna know about my health?

Shifu – it’s about your stomach thingy?? Tot I told u go check up that time??

Wen - yes, I did for my womb check up Liao and really found something inside and I plan to remover but today I wanna ask is my back bone coz lately my back hurts till my right leg can’t walk properly like b4 and sometime even can’t sleep in e night coz is too painful Liao.. Is there anything wrong with me??

Shifu – Your cards don’t seem good and u better take care of yourself must stay happy then sickness will leave u and now I give u all this FU to go home and drink for a week but u better see a doctor ASAP..

Wen – HUH??? Am I ok?? AM I GOING TO DIE?? Or its becoz I have cancer??

Shifu – Don’t ask so much, I will help u just go and pray now and tell god to bring away all your sickness.

Wen – Shifu it’s very bad? Just tell me I can take it want... Don’t worry; I’m preparing if I have cancer. And now I really change and want to live better never harm people Liao lo…

Shifu – Is not that u harm people or what is your KRAMA and this life u have to pay it back... Just stay happy Okie.

Then I was like HUH what it’s going on now?? After pray Yvonne ask me aside and tell me that actual shifu say inside my cards saw that I have cancer and they hope that I can go for a full body check up and try to treatment as early as I can. My heart like tears & break, I’m only 26years old le why must let me suffer this some more I really change my life Liao... All I want is to be Harry’s wife and have our own family but now……… RUBBISH LO, on e way back home I didn’t really talk much and hubby say why must I believe all just go for body check 1st then say can right now just live normal and go for your womb ops 1st then I was like what if I really die?? Will u miss me?? Will u visit & pray me?? Will u visit my family?? Hubby was so irritated and pissed with me and him shouted say CAN U SHUT UP!!!!! Go and see doctor 1st master is just a master and he is not a doctor so PLS… Then I was like ORH OK LA and I couldn’t sleep well last night till this morning then I slept for about 1hour and I suppose having facial appointment at 1pm but I didn’t went coz I like blur blur de coz when I was bathing I use my cleansing milk as my conditioner lo… And I got a news from Diana that CAs went in for 1year 6month, I don’t know wanna be happy for her or what… Suddenly I just feel very disappointed in her, I always tell myself not to give up on her and I must help her to go on e right path but I failed REALI FAILED… Coz she just don’t know what she wants in life and she just making herself & people who love her suffer… I really got nothing much to say her anymore if she don’t know how to learn and love herself, nobody can help her coz life is on her own hand other people can say or advice her but we can’t live for her…

Then around 1plus I called Sherina and went over to her house to chit chat with her and her mum, they arrange an appointment for me on Monday to see Doctor Kee for my womb and arrange ops date for me.. We chatted for so long and I told them what master say, and I told them my worry is my daughter& mother coz I know that my brothers won’t take care of her want if I’m gone… Sherina & Auntie Chris say I siao Liao keep saying this kind of words, I told them maybe life really short and unpredicted… Then around 4pm hubby & my MIL came to fetch me and we went to EXPO for shop then suddenly Jason Tan called asking me got 1K to lend him anot?? So I called my mum and told her then we were like shocked what is he doing ma?? Selling my dad’s house he got 30K and he never give us a single cent some more he already lend money from my mum few weeks back it just that he don’t know that my mum told me.. So I ask him why u needs so much $$, he says he needs to return people ASAP if not very jia liat... Then awhile later we really transfer him money and then night time my mum called say he went to Alvin’s camp and pick him home, I was like huh what is he doing & what he want from Alvin?? So then I called Alvin and check and I ask him to test my Jason see why he needs so much $$ for… Then Alvin told me something which I was even SHOCK, he say last week when my mum not in Singapore Jason ask him for AMT card saying that his friend wanted to transfer $$ to him from oversea then Alvin lend him e card and inside still got balance $250 which my mum put inside for Alvin coz she was away for holiday scare that Alvin have not enough $$ to eat and then today Alvin ask back e card from him guess what he say, inside e $$ I use finish already coz my friend never transfer $$ to me… WTF your own bro $$ le and I was so pissed off, I called my mum and told her if I would know earlier that he already cheated Alvin’s ATM card I wouldn’t lend him this 1K today… I should let him kana beat up or kill by people then he will learn his lesson, he already cheated us once by say wanted to shift my dad from bright hill temple to san qing gong after he got e 30K but he didn’t, he just say I don’t have enough $$ Liao… At that time I really hate him, I really don’t want this brother anymore but yet my Ah ma ask me to 4give him and don’t push him and say he poor thing that his wife don’t want.. All this is bullshit real bullshit, he took his $$ to date China woman and go night club with his friends then what US? When he got no $$ come back to us and borrow here and there just to treat people outsider and now what he do?? He now CHEATS our money, tell lies and make my mother cry…. I really cannot stand anymore and I swear, I won’t forget him even if my Ah ma wants to hate me or blame me… I will go ahead, I hate him, I hate that he always make use of us and he never be truthful to us and he never treat us as a family… I tell my mum in further if he goes back her house during e weekend I don’t want to go back, I can’t take it anymore. Why other people can have happy family why can’t we have it too? Why can’t our brother love us just like how we love him?? Why is he always blaming e world that he can’t have thing in his way?? I HATE HIM NOW

Crazy Cab Driver

2009-10-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

This few weeks I been busy with a lot of thing, got happy thing also got sad thing till I don’t know how to express myself… I only know that right now my heart is crying I really hate it when I knew e factual…

Lately this few weeks I really did a lot of thing in my life and I felt so meaningful and I never told it will feel so great… 1st it was my birthday celebration, 26years in my life this is e 1st time my family celebration together with me coz after my dad & mum separated I never had a birthday party and nobody remember my birthday only my mum, never once my brothers would sms or buy a birthday gift for me and I always feel gloomy and hurt.. Only this year finally everyone sit down together and have dinner & buy birthday cake for me. I feel so touched and contented that my family & my in laws really indulge me and my hubby also brings me out for dinner at Sentosa as a surprise plan and It was a fantastic dinner & unforgettable wan...

Then next is my grandparent check up date, 1st I brought my Chai Chee grandfather for check up at Bedok Polyclinic alone by myself with wheelchair as my Ah Gong can’t walk. I wheel him from Chai Chee all e way to Bedok interchange polyclinic as my Ah ma find excuse not to follow us and yet she is drinking coffee at coffee shop (so irritated lo), then after check up doctor say everything was fine and he need to go back 4months later then e both of us go for our lunch at 205 coffee shop after lunch I wheel him back home.. I feel so exhausted after wheel him here & there just like after running 2.4km and then around 3plus hubby came and fetch me back home, suddenly I miss my Ah gong coz I find him so unfortunate after he fall sick things changed he used to be a very tall & strong old man driving a taxi & give us a lot of money to spend but when he fall sick everyone just turn away from him. So scared to look after him even his own sons just simple find a lot of reason, sometime I really can’t stand e way they treated him and I felt like F them but my mum always tell me to stay out of it coz no matter what we are not e same surname want let them decided what they want to do to him. I always tell myself if one day I could have enough money to look after him, I would take him away from them and given him a good life with good care. After my Ah gong appointment next is my Tampines side Ah ma, she need to go hospital for her eyes check up when that morning I brought her, auntie & my cousin to hospital we met a very rude cab uncle that drove us in e wrong way never mind and yet quarrel with us inside e cab coz he suddenly brake e car then my Ah ma hit herself and got blue black on her face and scold me F F F F F… I was so pissed off that we nearly fight inside e cab and my cousin see till blur plus my Ah ma keep putting me down e cab, I never met such a rude driver before… If not my Ah ma not around I’ll sure give him a box or slap on his face and ask him F**k off… That day was an unlucky day for us met such a mad & rude driver, after Ah ma finish check up her face became worse so I ask hubby to call and make complaint of it… After Ah ma’s house me and my cousin went to Starbucks for a drink and this is e 1st time I got chance to really chat with her coz all this while I hardly got chance to get close to my father side people as young time we are really separated and it was a nice chat and I’m surprise that she would sit down with me for so long and her sister join us too.. Even thou we are as close as other cousins but I really treasure & thank them that they could accept me (someone that is different from their world)… If time could turn back again, I rather I am good and stay at home with them at least I could share e joy with them... Pure & innocent people with simple life and yet very joyful, hope god will remain everything like this forever…

Our Birthday Dinner

2009-10-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

After Dong Ba, we went Ratchada again and Joseph make NEW frz....

Just US, dinner @ Marriott Hotel

Our Birthday Cake

E Guys drinking at Dong Ba... Someone is missing AGAIN...

Sunday 20th September, today was a very important as I got e chance to meet with JJ, Joseph and sis together plus we are going to have our birthday dinner @ Marriott Hotel… So eager and I can’t wait to see them, around 6pm I meet up with Joseph 1st as we need to buy birthday for everyone to share during e dinner and we take train from Tampines to Orchard as JJ is meeting us 6:30pm there and Sis even later around 7plus as Casper ask her to acc his family for movie. When we all reach e hotel we sit down and chat as we are waiting for Xiao bai to come, when she came her face was fed-up so we knew that must be Caper again... And when she sit down she start complaining what happen to her and everyone was abit spoiled mood then coz we just want to be pleased and had a peaceful dinner but every time we meet up with her, they sure fall out wan and then sis won’t be eating much just look intently at e blanked and we feel uncomfortable about it.. Then everyone start to talk rubbish to her and ask her not to go home to celebrate with him, we asked her to stay and join us to Dong Ba for drink but she refused as she was so scared of Casper till she seem like undergo a lot.. Then we didn’t wanted to say much coz we feel that there’s nothing we do to help her, she had choose him as her hubby then she should know what sort of person he is.. And we are just outsider only, I had never see couple like them before and Xiao Bai is always so discontented with her life... Never a day I will heard from her saying that she is very fortunate to have him as a husband, all I heard is that how terrible he is and how he treated her and sometime I really wanted to called and ask him what he want where got husband treat wife like a dog.. Feel like playing then playing if not just doesn’t bother her and scolded her upside down; she always cries and begs for love... Listen Liao also heart pain for her but sometime also angry with her that why can’t she choose to be alone and be strong why must she hang on and get this kind of treatment by him??? I have never come by wife asking me that if her husband in jail what should she do, should I wait or not??? My point of view would be if u really love your man, u would wait and be good wife outside if u don’t even know this ans and been asking around people to help u think then for sure u don’t love this man.. Then why are u wasting your time with him and suffer all this pain???

To me R/S wasn’t just 2people story, is a story about u & him & his everything: Family, Friends, Career, finances etc…. Everything about him, u has to be there to be someone that can share happiness and saddens together and be someone important in his life, someone that he can be trusted...

Joseph Birthday Party @ Ratchada

2009-10-02T19:40:00.003+08:00

Finally i saw JJ, e 3of us @ Lunar... Someone is missing??

Hubby Paid $50 to dancer for kissing Joseph.. Power

I met Serene @ Ratchada....

Hubby and his Tampines Sec Members.

18th September Friday, was Joseph Birthday and I ask him out to join me and hubby’s friends to Ratchada as Jay was just out from jail and I know Xiao di wasn’t feeling good that his birthday Kelly wasn’t around with him. At 1st Xiao di was so pai sae to join coz he don’t know anyone there and he had never being to Thai disco for quite some time and he just recover from wound, he went for leg ops and was at home for about 2months. But after awhile he was ok with e place and hubby’s friend are so nice that they bought him flowers to hang on him and drink to party for his birthday, hubby even bought him a $50 bender to hang on him plus paying a dancer to give him a kiss for his birthday… Xiao di seem like very enjoy himself and I feel so happy for him too and also I saw Serene there too, we had some chat and she joined my table for a few drinks then she go off… we had about 10people there and open about 6bottles, everyone was so intoxicated that night exp Chris coz he didn’t really drink much as he is not really in e mood to party.. And after Ratchada we went down to Lunar and have our part2 celebration and also we asked JJ to come and joined us. We party till 5am in e morning then go home, I feel damn shag out lo, reached home hubby still ordered Mac breakfast as he is hungry. I feel so fat that I keep eating supper after clubbing and is always MacDonald...

2009-09-17T10:08:00.004+08:00

Lunch with Janice, Sherina & James @ Tampines One

090909 - Sending Alvin to camp

KTV session @ Teo Heng

2009-09-17T10:00:00.003+08:00

Hubby and i went Teo Heng on Friday 4Th Sept, very old school feeling and Teo Heng upgraded a lot also their sofa not as bad as b4 but e system is still very lousy...

Romantic Dinner 01092009

2009-09-17T09:47:00.005+08:00

Hubby brought me to keppel Bay for dinner, it was a very wonderful and romantic wan.. We spend about $200 over for dinner and coffee, e food was nice and place was good for couple to date there so must try!!! Shiok

Thanks hubby

After so long........

2009-09-17T09:45:00.001+08:00

It been a long time seen I last updated my blog, as now blogger always hang cannot upload photos and lately I been full of activity. E last time updated was when my hand injure and after my hand get better I fall sick and is badly sick nearly kana H1N1, I been resting at home for about a week and having high fever. Fortunate I have my hubby around to look after me if not I sure die want. Then I was busy with Alvin as he is going to NS soon, he was in naval and I got to prepare a lot of thing for him b4 his NS. I felt so anxious that hubby say I be troubled too much Liao; I should let my bro be trained to be a man. After Alvin go in NS then my mother in law is back in Singapore, look like I’m going to have my own free time Liao lo. After my mother in law is back I got to acc her do a lot thing and make sure she had enough rest b4 I leave her and my father in law alone at home. After they are ready I start my gathering with all my friends, I got e chance to catch up with Sherina, Janice, James and acc hubby go clubbing… I have been looking for job but seem like not so good, didn’t get anything I like or good pay. Hubby keep saying that I’m indolent to find and wanted to be Taitai but I told him that I couldn’t enjoy my life too long as his mum is at home now, I need to go out and work so that I can save more funds for myself and we are looking to move house also. Hubby and I have been looking around 5rm and condo but seem like nothing is excellent and economical want, hopefully kana Toto then don’t need to but HDB Liao can buy a 3story house then my family and his family can all stay together. Now most important is my class3, Jasmine told that I can enroll my driving online and book under school student. Hopefully by end of this year I can settle it and get my class3 by next year CNY then I can drive my family out for CNY.

My birthdays is around e corner and suppose hubby say we go Batam or Bintan for my birthday but Ron’s wedding fall on 27th September so I cannot have my holiday plan, so hubby say he do something else for me… don’t whether he will bring me for a dinner with surprise ma? Anyway yesterday he bought me birthday present and it was a PINK bag from Agnes B with my fav bag charm. And this week I finally can meet with Dollin as she is back in Singapore for 2weeks Liao and she is leaving tmr night, on Sunday I also can finally see my good friends, JJ, Joseph and my sis. We are going to have our dinner at Marriott hotel and cut cake together, really miss e old days we had and nowadays everyone like very busy with their own thing didn’t even chat or meet up ESP JJ… maybe when people grow older, friends will get lesser and if u are married or in relationship u won’t have time for your friends at all… so good friends no need too many, close want 1 or 2 enough Liao.

I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish could have everything that I wish for…………………….

My Tues, Wed & Thurs.... 18,19 & 20

2009-08-21T08:50:00.010+08:00

Tues, a very boring and sad as my laptop crash coz I receive virus from Xiao bai at msn. Hubby tried to fix it for me again and again till he very pissed off and I felt bad about it coz of me e laptop crash and all e doc will be gone once he rebook e laptop.. And my photos album too, hubby say who ask me anyhow accept people request?? After trying a few times still cannot, hubby called Ah Goo as he is always our IT man to help us solve e problem.. Ah Goo ask hubby to bring my laptop down to him and he will reinstall it, hubby see me so boring and sad so he bring me to Desmand’s salon for hair treatment, scalp treatment and hair cut that cost hubby $229... Hubby say this is an expensive wan for him, then after treatment we went Tampines One to meet Lynyrd, Kelyn, Jay & Colline for dinner @ Manpuku, hubby had rice, i had udon, we share sashimi and e desserts are good, as they need to attend Ronson’s ah ma wake at Tampines and I’m going back home alone coz I cannot attend wake.. But after dinner thing change hubby ask me to follow him go but no need to pray or view Ronson’s ah ma pic, so I went down with him and we played mahjong over at e songka…

Wednesday, as usual wake up make coffee for hubby before work and then start cleaning up w house.. My mood wasn’t good as I had a very bad dream and I didn’t sleep well, so after doing housework I went back to bed and take a short nap till hubby bought lunch back for me… after lunch hubby start doing his work and I’m resting on bed and wait for him to finish then play mahjong with my father in law. And we ordered pizza hut for dinner and only my father in law made money, hubby and I lost total $25... After mahjong hubby go lay down for awhile as we need to burn papers at 11:30pm for seven month 1st day, so around 11pm I tried to wake him up but he keep saying 5mins 5mins… call and call till almost 11:45pm then he wake up and we go down stair burn papers… Hope that we can have a good and peaceful month…

Thurs, wake up early in e morning receive called from my mum that my Chai Chee ah gong went into hospital coz of fever and suspect with virus… Aiyo how come like my father in law, easy get virus or infection as elder has a very weak body… so I told my mum that I will visit him once I have done my nails infill, so around 11:45am Sherina came to fetch me and we went to Far East together to Jeana’s shop for our nails infill and after infill we went to e Thai restaurant to have our lunch.. E food was good and cheap, worth to go there we both had Tom Yam soup, Sambal Kangkong & Pineapple rice… So after lunch Sherina send me to CGH to visit ah gong, I was at hospital till 9pm then went Simei for dinner with my mum and wait for bro Jason to come and pick us back home.. What a shag day I have……………..

20082009 boring Tuesday - Thursday

2009-08-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

Since Tuesday till now i'm very sian, my laptop crash and I can't use msn.. Now my laptop also cannot on, only can use my iPhone to blog and facebook.. Very angry

Dim sum @ Chinatown...

2009-08-17T09:03:00.002+08:00

Sat, woke up at 10plus to do some laundry as I need to go back my mum’s place in e noon as my mum is sick. And I need to fetch Erina and go Hougang point buy foodstuff back to cooked, so around 2pm hubby send me to pick Erina and we went to Hougang point for lunch and buy foodstuff from NTUC.. I had cooked mince pork with potato, steam fish, dark sauce chicken, vegetable with black mushroom and melon soup. And everyone was home that night and Erina was having fun as she was playing with Alvin for a whole night and ask him to read story book for her. And we were there till very late almost 2plus then we go back home and I was suppose meeting Janice to assist her out with her wedding planning. But was very exhausted Liao so I just went back home and it was very late too. And I arrange with her on Sunday 4pm, for coffee session and do her wedding guest list.

Sun, woke up at 2pm and saw Janice message that she couldn’t meet me as she need to go back her hubby house to pack e room. So when I saw that message, I start to clean up e whole house while my hubby is sleeping… I vacuum e floor, mop, wash toilet, do laundry and spotless kitchen, after doing housework I start to get ready lunch as I guess hubby must be hungry when he wakes up so I prepared bacons, sausages and eggs for him. I was so busy with housework and prepare lunch till I didn’t have time to reply Janice and Sherina’s message… Around 4pm, hubby still sleeping so no choice I got to wake up him already coz I was afraid later at night he can’t sleep as he had been sleeping so much in e day. After hubby wake up we had our so called breakfast and lunch together then hubby do his work and night time we brought my father in law to Chinatown Yum Cha for dim sum as hubby had promise him, my father in law and hubby like e food there and their service was good and it cheap too. After dim sum we send my father in law back and we went out to meet hubby’s friend and pass him thing by e time we got home almost 11pm Liao and we were watching DVD till almost 2am then sleep, hubby is super weary.

Hot date with hubby...

2009-08-17T08:28:00.010+08:00

Friday, hubby is on MC as he sprain his ankle and I woke up 6am as usual coz I need to meet my cousin (Si Hua) and ah ma at Tampines Polyclinic… Coz my ah ma is going for her follow up and I’m meeting my cousin for chit chat. When I was preparing myself, hubby sleep so soundly like a pig and he didn’t even realize that I had went out. I went down stair and took bus 293 to polyclinic, morning bus was very packed and people around were very unhelpful coz they saw pregnant woman and yet never give up seat… I feel so bad for e pregnant lady who is standing beside me, coz I’m afraid that she would fall as e bus was so packed. When I reach e clinic was almost 7:30am, my cousin and ah ma was there already and they had took e Q no and waiting for check up. Doctor says ah ma was all right and everything was in good health, after seeing doctor we went to ah ma’s house there e coffee shop eats breakfast and we saw my aunties and uncle there for coffee too… It was so nice to see them as I have not been going for e Sat gathering for quite some time Liao, and I hardly went out so early for breakfast too. After chit chatting and breakfast, cousin and I acc ah ma back home and we continue are chatting till hubby come and pick us home as my cousin is living just a few blocks away from us. After hubby send my cousin home, we went to 201 for lunch and bought some toiletries at CK and there’s one stupid auntie keep asking me to buy her eye remover (BIO essence) coz she saw me buying one(L’Oreal). And she keep approaching till I got no choice and bought that lousy eye remover, I tried and it was so terrible coz e remover cant clean up my mascara properly and make my eyes feel so painful. And e stupid remover cost me $12, EX and yet cannot use… after 201 Hubby and I went back home and rest for awhile as we are going for our dating tonight at Kbox Downtown east eat dinner + sing K and supper at Geylang Yu Tiao King and had my Fav mee sua. Suppose Lyrynrd and Kelyn wanted to meet us for midnight movie as Kelyn just touch down from HK and they called us but last min cancel as they check online say no good movie. And post till next week and we are waiting to watch Laughing movie.

Acc my ah gong

2009-08-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

Wed, I woke up late around 10am and I hurry up does e housework coz hubby will be backing home early… So around 2pm hubby is back and he bought lunch from 201 for me and my father in law, I had yong tao fu and father in law ate chicken rice. And after lunch hubby when to do his work and around 6pm, father in law want us to play mahjong and we had one set of mahjong. Only my father in law makes money $250, hubby lost $270 and I win $20… E whole night hubby like frame of mind to play and kana Bao more than 4 times and is all max. Maybe is because play with father in law is no $$ take want, so hubby abit uninteresting… After one set of mahjong, we order KFC family meal we all eat till cannot tahan man…

Today, busy and exhausted but I’m contented of what I had done for e whole day. Morning wake up at 6:30am make coffee for hubby and I start do laundry coz I need to wash window curtain for my room and e living room, and I still got clothes to wash too. After laundry and clean-up e house, hubby is back coz he wrench his leg again and we are going to Bedok 740 to see sinsen. When we reach our Q is 10ppl later, so must wait 45mins so hubby and I went to 739 eat our lunch and chit chats there… Hubby say talking abit of old school tale to me, and we like 2 mad people chat about e history. And then we went to see sinsen and sinsen bandaged his leg, and some more hubby abit huge size so after bandage hubby’s leg look funny lo… After that he send me to Chai Chee visit my grandparents, coz I heard from my mum say they disagree again and my mum also need to go there pass them allowance. When I went up I see my ah gong abit poor thing like very lonely coz my ah ma play mahjong again. So mummy, hubby and I bring my ah gong go down stair eat and after eating we go stroll and do some massage for him then around 4:45pm ah gong say sun not strong Liao ask me acc him go exercises. So I push him to blk 31, and we start our exercises and we both like small kids playing… Ah gong stay laughing and I feel so contented too, after exercises we go back and then hubby saw Gavin Lee my so call long distance cousin at Chai chee jio him playing mahjong. Hubby want to play but frightened that I will get mad or lonely coz leave me alone with my mum at Chai chee. But I tell him that doesn’t worry just go ahead and I’m fine, hubby thinking sure ant?? Then I ensure him that I’m really fine coz I need to bring my mum for dinner and I want to acc my ah gong too. So around 6:30pm hubby go Gavin’s house play mahjong and I stay at with them, so I help ah gong cut nails till I accidentally cut on his fingers and bleed a lot… I feel so horrific and mummy keep nagging at me say I cut till too deep and short Liao. And I keep saying sorry to ah gong but ah gong still smile at me, sometime I feel that ah gong really humorous. After than mummy and I meet bro Jason at Bedok interchange for dinner, shop and pack food back for grandparents. Around 9pm bro Jason send me back home then him and mummy also go back home, so now I’m alone here blogger and hubby still haven’t come back… And he just called so he still got one more set to play coz they say must play 3set, so ask me to wait and ask me ok ma… Ask me ok ma??? What does u think?? If it me now outside playing 3set of mahjong and haven’t go home, do u think he is ok with it?? Hmmmmmmmmm………………………………..

Feel so exhuasted liao, feel like sleeping coz tmr morning must wake up early acc my Tampines ah ma go follow up....

New watch...

2009-08-12T15:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, wake up at 6am to make coffee for hubby b4 his work and start doing laundry as I have a lot of clothes to wash coz weekend keep going out and didn’t really got time to wash it. So again I order Mac delivery for me and my father in law, I had sausage eggs muffin and he had hotcakes meal. I feel so sinful when I’m eating it and I told hubby I really must control myself not to eat so unhealthy food anymore, then hubby say ask me to shut up and eat coz I keep complaint but yet I still do it. I just cannot tahan starving once I’m starving I cannot do housework. Hubby say only fat people will feel it that way or pregnant lady, I’m not pregnant and that means I’m fat people… So depressing lo, I almost every day eat Mac and is whole meal de. I must start eating fruits and cut down with Mac, must do more housework to excises myself. After breakfast my father in law went to CGH to see doctor and I start onslaught e whole house, vacuum, mop, wash toilet, dirt free furniture, spotless kitchen, ironing clothes and clean fans. I make myself work for almost 4hours then I completed my job, then I went to down stair and buy lunch for myself and father in law. Again is eating, think I just cannot control myself. When noon time hubby came back, he bought me durian again and we shared 2 boxes of it. And after eating durians we both fall asleep, shit right!!! Terrifying right after eating durian fall asleep, guess how sinful I am and how fearful we both are. We nap till around 6pm, and then I wake up and go wash up as we are meeting Lynyrd and Kelyn for dinner & movie at Vivo City. We got there Vivo city at about 7:30pm and there are still not there yet so hubby and I went to e CD shop and look some DVD MTV but e shop like very empty lo. They don’t A Mei, Gary or Jay Chou DVD just imagines how famous they are and yet they don’t have it. Then we went to food republic to meet them for dinner and we saw Joanna Peh and she’s just sitting behind our table only, she didn’t put on makeup and look pretty also. After dinner we still got time, so we went down stair smoke and shop shop. Lynyrd bought a pair of jeans from Zara and hubby bought me a new white colour watch as my white colours Adidas watch very dirty Liao. Hubby bought me a Guess white watch coz Kelyn can get us discount coz that was one of her outlet. This watch Kelyn gets 25% discount $200 and is with Swarovski Crystal and hubby say is nice to wear during casual. After shop we went to watch our movie at GV Heardover Chinese movie about police thingy. Abit slow but not bad, after movie we all went back home coz everyone is very exhausted Liao.

My long weekend

2009-08-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

Thurs, night again hubby invite Lynyrd & Kelyn to our house for mahjong session. I abit cannot tahan myself lor, keep playing mahjong like nobody business like that. Some more not say my mahjong play till very superior, the majority time is lose money want... haha, lucky Thurs night I make about $30 and hubby make $120. So e money I make is e money I cover back that I lost at Xiao bai’s house.

Fri, as usual wake up early do house work and wait for hubby to came home. And then evening time father in law ask us to acc him play one set of mahjong before we go out. Play one set mahjong I make about $180 and hubby make abit $100 so only my father in law lost, and he seem like not very contented lo... After mahjong we went down to Lunar bar to meet up with hubby boss and around 1plus we went down to Ratchada club coz is Roy’s birthday. We were there till e club close and we go home straight coz both of us very exhausted Liao. But when we reach home hubby say starving so we order Mac delivery, I feel that I’m abit fat Liao lo… Everyday Mac delivery can die de lo; think I must watch my diet Liao.

Sat, didn’t went back to Jalan kayu as my mum is playing mahjong at my grandparent’s house at Chai Chee. So hubby and I nap and nap, only wake up eat lunch that I cooked then when back to slumber again… e whole is just inside our room on air-con, watch TV and then nap… like very long time don’t have this type of feeling Liao, damn shiok lo… Then evening time hubby want to bring me to Suntec eat steamboat but we were there around 9:15pm and e shop close at 10pm, so we went to eat Kenny Rogers. After dinner at Kenny Rogers we went to Carrefour for a saunter and bought some stuff back but inside Carrefour e Q was very bad, sometime I’m wonder Singaporean very rich buy things like no need money want.. Trolley by trolley all full of groceries, some more they don’t mind Q for 20-30mins to make payment… Luckily we just bought 3 items, so we can Q under less than 10 item line. It only took us 5mins to make payment, if ask my hubby go Q for a trolley I sure kana scolded de. After Carrefour we went to MR Bean for coffee and chit chat till around 1am then we go home. Just e 2 of us dating, pleasurable but yet gloomy coz I forget to bring camera out if not can take photos.

Sun morning wake up, call Erina check if she wants to meet me but she say she’s not free as she wants to follow her Ah Gong to East Coast Park. So end up only hubby and I went back to Jalan Kayu acc my family and have mahjong session with my mum & bro. only hubby make money, my mum lost $20 and bro Jason lost $60 and me no win no lose… After mahjong hubby buys us dinner at Seragoon Garden, we had a lot of food there and we all enjoy as everyone is around Exp for Erina. After dinner we went back home to watch a show then we go back Tampines.

Mon, holiday everyone no need to work and hubby say he is weary need to have more sleep so I went to fetch Erina alone and bring her out for a walk and wanted to watch movie at AMK hub but all sold out. So nothing to do, I bring her go purchase toy and eat Mac. Then around 3plus hubby wake up Liao, and he help us booked ticket online at Cine. So Erina and I took a train down to Orchard coz hubby need to meet his friend to pass something, and Jay and his family was at town too so I went down to meet them at ION to wait for hubby. Saw baby Ethan, he was so cute running around e shop while his dad is buying clothes. Around 5pm hubby reach town, Erina & I walk over to Taka meet him for dinner at Ajisen Ramen and bought toy for her at basement 2 kids fair. Then we all we over to Cine and watch our movie (UP), e show was funny and abit touching. Erina like it a lot and he say e little boy give the impression of hubby, so after movie we send her home as e next day she got school and need to pack her stuff..
This weekend have just over like that, boring week is coming again…

Good catch up with Sis..

2009-08-06T09:16:00.002+08:00

Wed, I went mahjong session together with Xiao bai, Cas & April. We start out our mahjong late coz I must wait for hubby come back home and look after my father in law and then I go for my mahjong. And we only play one and e half set of mahjong, and I lost $34… Hahaha, lost money but yet I feel enjoy coz we all play relax want. And I very long time never catch up with them Liao and I really miss Xiao bai lo... Good memories… KEKE…… Hubby say I say bo liew, just play 1-2 is a waste of time... haiz man are all same all like to play big, 5-1 or 1-2 but like that play abit pressure de lo. Normally I don’t play mahjong with joker or shooter coz I will be anxious while playing. I still remember that time when Loyang play 5-1, shooter with hubby’s friends that night I really uneasy lo. So scared that I will be e ah hai, but luckily I never win or lose... only hubby makes money...
After mahjong, hubby and I went to eat Punggol Nasi Lemak as we need to go shifu’s house at seragoon coz last night was 15th of e month. We went up to shifu place and so many people there for praying, we just offer our items and light candle then we go Liao. When we were on our way back, hubby say need to pay bills and we head to our house down there AXS to disburse his bills... While waiting for him, I go and weight myself coz this noon April say I don’t look like 50kg... And I’m afraid that I grow fat coz I been eating Mac for breakfast also 3times a week. Over at e AXS there got one digital weighting machine, e last time I weight was 49.8kg but last night was 48.6kg… I show hubby, and he say; happy lor, lost weight again lor!! Then I ask hubby weight also but he say don’t want…. Sad………. I’m thinking that whether that machine got mess up ant?? How come I lost weight?? I been eating MacDonald’s big breakfast almost 3times a week as my father in law likes to have Mac breakfast (Big breakfast / Hot cakes). Maybe noon and night I didn’t eat much ba, coz I had a breakfast and last for a day. After paying his bills we went back home we watch TV together, channel 63 was playing a vampires show abit funny and not scary. While watching TV, hubby says again about e roses he sends me full of self-assured face. See Liao also angry lo, and then he says again aiyo just 6 roses can win your heart back so easy job… WA LAU….. normally he got get me like 1-3 roses for surprise but when we quarrel then he will back 6-12, then he always say I criticize this and that coz last time he always buy red roses but I don’t like it and not nicely wrap. Now every time he got to 201 buy Champagne or Pink colour roses, with nice wrap and economical price… Sometime is my mouth itchy like to complaint but I still in love with it and joyful to see him come back with roses. Sometime men are just backside itchy, must make their wives angry then buy something to indulge them. Man out there listen, wives are to spoil & love so pls don’t always say words that will harm e R/S or either do STUPID thing to hurt each another… Sometime is fate from god that e both of you can have an opportunity to be together and in LOVE… So treasure it with No regret and NO abhorrence…

So Sian, now I’m having my MacDonald’s breakfast again with my beautiful rose from my Lao Gong…

What a sad Tues...

2009-08-05T14:14:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, what a sad a day…. Suppose hubby and I meeting Kelyn and Lynyrd for dinner & movie date @ Vivo city, but we didn’t go coz we had argument again. And I feel so worn-out, and I don’t feel like talking anymore. Sometime I really feel that he is real self-centered man, a man that will never acknowledge his mistake. Full of his ego, and make our R/S turn sour. Sometimes I just want to say something back to him and let him know e feeling that how e way I feel too, like that also so difficult meh? To me, as husband & wife we should be able to confess what we want and what we thinking of. Sometimes I really feel that we both belong to different worlds, and he always say that I’m e one who keep saying want to be apart. Of course I would have this kind of thinking as this is my 2nd marriage and I’m afraid to fall down again, my 1st marriage was bad and it really killed me deep inside. And I always wanted e best for now, as I did try out an R/S for 3years and it couldn’t work it out too. I’m scared, scared to make mistake again and again. Scared to get hurt and he just don’t understand. He always feel that no matter what happen so long as we love each another nothing can tear us apart. Maybe is true, nothing can tear us apart but feeling can kill us apart. Sometimes I just feel so weary and don’t know how to express myself anymore. I feel so sad and hurt that he will always never know.
Hubby back home with roses now, and say sorry about yesterday… I feel so happy and abit of angry coz he say; see $23 settle Liao... wau lau, cheapo lo… angry angry angry, later I’m going to Xiao bai’s house play mahjong with her, Cas & April... wish me good luck!!!

Mahjong Session

2009-08-04T09:39:00.002+08:00

Sunday 2nd Aug, after so many week didn’t do any house work finally I spotless e whole house together with hubby. I dirt free e furniture, sweep up e floor & hubby mop up plus wash toilet. After a long day of cleaning up, hubby & I damn exhausted and we took a short rest and then meet up with Jay & Colline together with Ethan. We brought our father-in-law together as we went to Changi Village and had our dinner @ Charles’s Corner. After dinner we head straight back home, coz everyone was so dead beat and next day got to work. When we reach home it was only 9pm, so early right then hubby and I watch TV together and then we start our argument again. Again becoz of stupid matter, and I really abhorrence him sometime as he don’t even know how to respect me. His words are always hurting & harmful, and I find him so unjust to me ESP went go to club. He can talk or play with woman but I can’t, and I’m sorry, I’m not that type of woman that u call me sit then I sit.. I will do my part as a wife but not a pet. So after a long chat and is almost 1am, hubby say sorry of what he had said earlier on. And he promise that he will be more careful of his words in future, and he won’t be so stupidly too. And I believe he will… Actually I really do have a very good and charming husband, sometime he is real irritating and he is egotistic in some way but he really pamper me a lot and always wanted to make me happy. And I can feel that he is trying to give me e best of e world, but sometime he just can’t control his awful mouth. I think +/- I’m a very fortunate woman Liao, some people even worse than me. Everyday argue and be troubled of money and cannot get on with their in laws. At least my hubby try to bring me out for date ( movie/dinner)once every week, club during weekend with his friends, visiting my family & and bought thing that I like. Think like that is enough Liao ba, don’t be expecting too much in life.
Yesterday hubby came back quite early as he had completed his job, so around 4pm he is back home and I had bake chocolate cake for him. And he plan mahjong session with Kelyn & Lynyrd coz Lynyrd didn’t attend class coz he say he abit tired and kelyn was off yest. So around 7pm they reach our place and we play 2set of mahjong and I made $111 & hubby made $26, last week I lost $100 to Lynyrd and luck this week make back abit.. If not hubby every time says I waste money playing mahjong and say I keep losing. To me win or lose not so important is a fun that we have during e mahjong session, can chit chat. Hopefully next week can arrange another mahjong with them, or can call Jay & Colline. Anyway hubby is bringing me out for movie tonight together with them... Don’t what nice to watch now?? Seem like most of e movie I had watched Liao.

My weekend ( RATCHADA )

2009-08-03T17:53:00.003+08:00

Lately I have been very full of activity, don’t know busy of what also!!! Meet up with hubby’s friends for dinner, durian, mahjong, clubbing and movie. We had gone Vivo city for Marche that day and we found that e food wasn’t as good as before already and very little choice. And we did went Siglap for durian durian café, maybe now is durian season so all e durians was very sweet and delicious with thick meats. I had been taking durian for e past few weeks, till hubby keep complain say later I fall sick. This few weeks I have been bandage my hand as I keep seeing doctor but yet still not recover. And mood also no good too, abit only I feel very pek cek. ESP, some family problem like my bro Jason and his wife I really dislike his wife behavior, treated my bro like outsider and keep posting comment on facebook to show people about her R/S with Jason. ESP e her mother, e never see a mother in law so bad before.
Last Friday 31st July, hubby brings me to Lunar Bar & Social House to drink with his boss and wife. I feel abit uninterested as I don’t know their wives and they keep asking me to drink, and e problem is I don’t drink at all. We were at lunar till about 2am then going over to social house club till almost 4am in e morning. That night I was really damn exhausted coz next day morning I got pick Erina at around 2pm. So sat morning I woke up at around 10plus, get myself wash up and prepare to fetch Erina back to Jalan Kayu. As my mum & bros are all at home waiting for us, and hubby didn’t went back with me coz he say he is weary and he got to work. He will only join us after his work around 7pm like that. When I reach my mum’s place, my grandparent from Chai Chee called... Saying that they need my mum help to apply for maid coz all my uncles couldn’t help them. So bro Jason send us down to Bukit Timah Plaza to meet up with e agent together with my grandparent. Over at e agent place, I was so pissed off by them as I feel that they are irresponsible becoz of my grandparent pervious maid. Coz she was suppose to work for them for minimum 8months but she only works 6months coz she had tumor inside her stomach and need to go back for ops. And e agent asks us to get another maid and pay money, so I find it so unfair and I make a comment about it. E maid didn’t complete her job and I feel that e agent is supposed to find a replacement for us?? They e agent say is my uncle fault as in he already knew that e maid is sick but yet he wants her. So when I heard that I feel so LL, I can’t say anything at all and e agent keep saying that don’t worry gal, I won’t cheap your family money as in I know your auntie and your grandma’s sister. Inside my heart says; who u knows also like that so what? Can treat my ma like that meh? They my ah ma also so soft hearted, just listen to e agent and find that I’m very rude and YA YA... haiz sometime I just feel like protect them coz they are old liao,and my uncles like cannot bother them only my Da Yi and my mum took care of them. After everything done, we went to Newton to have our dinner and hubby came to join us. And I’m suppose meeting Sherina to go Shifu’s house for praying but I really cannot make it coz an exhausted and busy day. After dinner hubby tell me that we are meeting his friends at night and we’re going to Thai disco. But I really very tired and I don’t feel like going, but hubby say awhile only won’t be too late de. Then we head home to change and I drink a glass of vitamin C, charge my power for clubbing... hahaha... We went to Ratchada Club at Cairnhill, e club was big and e gals not bad and I saw a lot of long lost friend. And hubby & his friends all very enjoy, they total had 3bts that night but only 5ppl drinking it. Just imaging how drunk it is?? only Chris, Colline & hubby are not drunk, Jay & John was damn super HIGH.. We club till almost 3am then go Coffee Club eat supper and go back home about 4plus. Another exhausted day!!!

STUPID BLOGGER

2009-08-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

After so long never blog, i still cant upload photo.. Damn man!!!

Injure Hand

2009-08-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

It been a long time since I last updated my blog coz I have been very busy and my hand was injure. On e 15th July I went to see sinseh as I injure my left, I also can’t remember how I get my hand injure only know that my hand getting more and more painful and I can’t band my hand. So 15th was e 1st time I plaster my hand and 3days my hand still haven’t recover so I went to see him again and need to bandage up. Maybe during e weekend I didn’t take good care of it coz Fri and Sat went to lunar & YUE club. Fri was Sherina’s birthday, we party till morning almost 5am and then Sat is Chris’s birthday @ YUE we also ktv till morning 5am... So not enough sleep plus too much movement Liao, so sinseh say I hand need at least 2months to fully recover... Boring lo, I cannot eat this and that and then sinseh also say I can’t carry heavy thing and no more laundry for me too. Haha, so happy hubby got to do all e housework for me now. So from 19th-24th my life is so damn bored, no house work, no cooking, no outing and just stay at home. Only once I went to visit my ma coz she say my bro Jason got letter with her and ask me go pick up. So I went to visit them and have a good chitchat with ah ma.. So actual from e day my hand gets injure I didn’t really go out or ever blog, msn and facebook. I just feel so tired and lazy.

Buddies nite @ Marina Mandarin

2009-07-15T12:44:00.004+08:00

Mon, as usual wake up 6am in e morning to make coffee for hubby and send him off for work... And then I start packing my bag as Sherina is coming to pick me at 10plus, coz we are going to Jeana's shop to do our nails... and after doing our nails, we had our lunch @ far east Ramen and then we went to CK Tang for a shop coz Sherina need to buy something there.. After CK Tang, we went to Marina Mandarin to check in our hotel stay. Our room looks pleasant and we stay at 13level, abit high and we can see Pan Pacific hotel and Suntec City. Went we check in e room, we start changing and go to e pool for a swim... Around 5:30pm, we went back to our room and bathe then we went to Suntec for shopping and buy drinks back to e room coz night time Sherina and Janice going to have their beer drinking session... We bought cup noodles, chips, beers, Orange juice and cockles. After buying all e things, we walk back to our hotel room to chill e beers and around 9plus we went out to pick Janice from her workplace. after fetching Janice, we went back and start drinking and eating plus chatting and take silly & funny pix... we chat till almost 4:30am then went to sleep and about 9:30pm we all wake up liao coz Janice couldn't sleep, so Sherina and I wake up and Acc her.. Then we all start changing as Uncle Dennis want to buy us lunch at Raffles City Sushi Tei. We had salmon, yellow tail and tuna for sashimi and he also orders raw lobster sashimi too. E food was very nice, and after finish e lobster meat, they took e cover and cook miso soup for us to drink and are nice... I did have this b4 but we at Gold hill plaza, still remember is Andrew bring me to eat de. After lunch Sherina and I send Janice to work, and after sending Janice is my turn to go home. We really have a great and relax night and we are planning for this kind our gathering at least twice a year.
After reaching home, I feel so tired and have a rest then night time my father in law; hubby and I went to Tampines mall to have our dinner @ Fish & Co coz my father in law kana Toto. And he buys us dinner and after dinner we went Ntuc to buy some groceries back home.
I have a lot of photos to share on blog, still waiting for hubby to help me load from my phone... sian
Happening nite...

My weekend

2009-07-13T08:39:00.012+08:00

Sat, busy long day, morning wake up busy with housework. And then lunch with hubby and 201, and bought some groceries back. Then after lunch I help out hubby to dirt free his whole car by waxing inside, outside didn’t do anything coz seem like raining. After finish all my work, I start to baking cakes coz I’m going to my ah ma’s house to visit my cousins. And I wanted them to try on my cakes coz I’m baking 2 different cakes, chocolate and butter cake... Nice right!!! Keke… Around 7plus then I finish both cakes and I went to ah ma there, when I reach I was so happy coz everyone is there and everyone seem like missing me.. Wahaha... So nice to have my cousins around coz they are very adorable wants, we can eat and chat together and my auntie always say that I’m behaving like a small kid with them. I just find it fun and nice being with them, and we were talking about facebook (restaurant city) they were so good at it... All had completed their game, so boring me... ha-ha... And I'm so happy that my cousin Ah-Bi finally gradually as a teacher liao, and she teach hubby Ex sec school lo.. Tampines Sec, haha.. Congrats!! And i know that she can be a very nice teacher coz she is always she kind. And my san gu cook prawns noodles soup for dinner, oh god e noodles damn excellent... Ha-ha, I keep disturb her say is buy back want coz taste like people who sell at coffee shop de. And she keeps saying that was her 1st time cooking this menu, and next weekend she is going to cook curry noodles… sound powerful right, and she really can cook very nice food even hubby also say that she can open a stall liao.. after having so much fun with everybody there, hubby and I head to shifu house for praying and after praying we went to Tampines meet up with Sherina and Janice for a drinks @ Blue Oasis till almost 2am then go home. Tired!!!
Sun, also another full of activity day for me coz wake up around 11plus then start doing laundry. After doing, hubby and I went to sengkang pick Erina then my mum and we went to Jurong point for shopping, and now Jurong point changes so much and have a lot of things to shop. And we had our lunch @ a Taiwan café and e food is awful, pls don’t try!! I bought a few things for Erina, as she is going Japan on this Tues. we shopped till almost 9pm Erina start complaint tired and indolent to walk so we went back to Jalan Kayu. Around 10plus I send her home and she still don’t want to go home coz she wants to finish e movie inside e car, but she still haven’t do her homework yet.. Haiz, nowadays children really give a lot of problem. Lazy to do their homework’s and keep playing or watching TV.

Thurs & Friday

2009-07-13T08:10:00.002+08:00

Thurs, uninteresting day coz e whole I didn’t went out. Just relaxing me at home and hubby bought food back for us. Then Friday I went over to ah ma house visit her and san gu, and san gu cook mee hoon kueh for me to eat... Damn nice got one home emotion, and flavor like my ah gong style. After visiting ah ma, hubby and I went to 201 and hubby had some light food coz night time we need to send my mother in law & sister in law back to Germany. So around 9:30pm, we all get ready to meet my mother & sister in law at e airport and send them off. Suddenly and I missed Desiree and Beverly so much, e 2 kids is really damn adorable and lovable. Haiz don’t when can we see them again as sister Kim say she won’t be back so soon as she wanted to accompany her hubby there. And after she settles down with her new home, she sends my mother in law back to Singapore to look after my father in law. (Coz doctor say that my father in law would get heart attack any time) HAIZ sometime I see my father in law very poor thing, he got no friends or relative here... the only best friend he has is TV, that’s what he always says to us. Sound so poor thing right!!! And after sending them off, hubby and I bring my father in law to airport Popeyes Chicken and have dinner and coffee. After airport we send my father in law back home then we go Maxwell there behind CU to meet Chris & Fred. We drink till almost 4am then go back hubby was high and Chris was very drunk but everyone does enjoy themselves.

3rd hair treatment

2009-07-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today, wake up 6am together with hubby and make coffee for him and make mash potato & tuna fish for my father in law... Then I start blogging and facebook, then something happen and ruin my mood. Haiz, don’t talk about that person... finally Sherina and I decide to go Batam Harris resort for one night, she went there twice and she say is good… we will go there and do spa for 3hours and got meal provided, so excited for this trip coz is our 1st time holiday together and just e 2 of us.. Around lunch time I suppose going to ah ma’s house visit her but I didn’t went coz my father in law complain that he is not feeling well and breathless. So I’m afraid to leave him alone at home as I’m afraid that he will faint. And around 2pm my father in law told me that my mother in law is coming back to Tampines as she need to pack her luggage coz Friday she and sister they all going back to Germany liao. So my mother in law is coming back then I call to Desmand and arrange for my hair treatment at 3pm. Then my mum call me and share some news with me, aiyo e news make me abit piss off but hubby ask me not to get involve so much. Then I went to salon to do my scalp treatment plus hair spa total spend $140, wa sian another time $100 over then hubby sure say expensive lo. And this is my 3rd treatment already, so that means I have to spend about $500 per month just to maintain my scalp. Oh god that mean my hair treatment already took up half of my allowance liao, must start to look for part time job liao. If not where got $$ to buy skin care every month???
After my treatment I buy dinner and durian back to eat together with hubby, and then we send my mother in law back to Sister Kim’s house. Then we went up to Shifu’s place coz today is 15th of e month, we need to go for praying. After praying, we drive thru Seng Kang C.C Mac to buy some food home..
P.S - Luckily my father in law got no H1N1...

Mon

2009-07-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

Mon, wake up at 10am then rush to go a place and pass something to someone important and I’m happy for him... then noon time I meet up with Janice and Sherina at Tampines mall for our lunch and coffee gathering. It been a very long time seen we last met up, coz Janice be busy help her dad with new shop and Sherina been flying around so we all didn’t meet up almost 3weeks liao. We had our lunch at Tampines mall Pu Tien and they got buffet from 3pm-5pm lo, and only require to pay $10.80 per person. So e 3 of us had our lunch there and has our drinks @ Blue Oasis at Century Square. We chatted till around 6:45pm Janice has to go home and change coz she is having her friend’s wedding dinner @ Prima Tower. And Sherina and I went to Tampines One to check out on holiday for next week as she is on leave for a week due to her birthday, and she suppose go on holiday with her stupid bad boyfriend de.. But now everything change coz her stupid boyfriend did something badly to her and I feel so irritated and upset for her. So we both decide that we will go on a short trip next week to relax our self and most important I want her to feel better. Haiz, R/S always kill, always make people sad and cry... I hope everything will be fine after her birthday, and I hope I can arrange a great birthday party for her..

Saturday & Sunday

2009-07-07T08:33:00.006+08:00

Sat, morning wake up around 10plus do laundry and make breakfast for hubby (Bacon, Eggs, Bread). Around 11plus hubby woke up and we had our breakfast together and 12pm we went to 201 to buy flowers for our Buddha, and we had a big argue @ 201 till I walk home by myself. And we got home, we still continue with our arguments till I nearly pack and go. Aiyo just imagine how bad it is, till we argue so badly. We didn’t talk to each another till 6pm, and we finally talk peace and after his work, I told him that I want to go home and stay and I want him to acc me too. And he agrees and we also went to fetch Erina to stay together with us too. And we went to Yishun to watch movie ( Ice Age3 ).. Erina and mummy say nice show.. So that night e 3 of us staying over at my mum’s place and this is e 1st time sleeping together at Jalan Kayu. But my mum’s place got no air con so hubby and Erina cannot take it and we need to use 3 fans to blow them. Till Alvin come home, sleep without fan and e next day he got fever and cough coz he complaint that he sleep till sweat himself... so sorry bro...
Then Sunday morning wake up very early coz Erina almost wet e bed coz her pampers damn full and we change her @ 8plus in e morning. Not enough sleep lo, then help out my mum to spotless up e house and help to cook breakfast too. Then around noon time bro Jason came alone to look for us and we went to Thomson plaza together to have our lunch and buy groceries back to mum’s place. Then around evening time mum cook dinner for all of us and after dinner we go back home. So e whole weekend I’m as happy as I can acc everyone and even Jason came to look for us. I miss e moment in time we have together.

Outing with Mother in law & 2kids

2009-07-05T22:15:00.004+08:00

Friday, noon time lunch with hubby @ Tampines One food court... Tampines One food court abit small and nothing much to eat, we both had Ban Mian. After lunch we have a short walk, and I saw my old friend Li Hua @ Sasa. She is working there as a promoter and she seem like doing fine and her sister Li Mei also marry liao with kids. Seem like everyone is doing good and have their own life, and after shopping around hubby and i bought some foodstuff back for my grandmother in law as we are going to bring my mother in law and e 2 kids out for dinner @ Parkway.. So around late noon we went to pick them up and we drove Sister Kim’s car coz her car got baby seat for them, and it will be easier. And we had our dinner at food court too coz Desiree wants to have chicken rice, and hubby wants to had duck rice. After dinner we send e kids to level2 and have some ride, their fav Thomas and Barney. After e ride we went to Giant for shopping coz my mother in law need groceries and we also bought some groceries for our home too. Around 9plus we went back to Sister Kim’s house coz e 2kids are exhausted and they need to sleep liao. Reach sister Kim’s house, Desiree want me to change and bathe her, so I clean her up then give milk and then put Beverly to sleep then hubby and I go home..

Wed + Thurs

2009-07-03T07:59:00.017+08:00

Wed, standard wake up early make coffee for hubby, then do house work and then go market to buy foodstuff as I want to cook dinner. And I bought, fish, prawns, mince pork, pork bones and drinks from NTUC, and I wanted to bake cake and pass to sis but my NTUC here didn’t sell baking material... Coz I see her lately so cheerless and boring so I told of baking a chocolate cake for her. But too bad don’t have e material I need, got to travel to Tampines Mall NTUC then have... So around evening time, I start to cook my dinner and I prepare fry chili fish, steam mince pork eggs, carrot, potato and sweet corn soup.

On Thurs, hubby didn’t go to work coz he’s on MC for 2days. he say that he feel tired and wanted to have a good rest at home, and some more in e late noon he need to go over to sister Kim house and help out my mother in law with e 2kids. I didn’t went over as hubby say better don’t coz shifu already say try not to get myself engage with them anymore but I feel bad coz before sister Kim left Singapore she had ask me to lend a hand and I say okay.. Think I better go over and help my mother in law, if not later they sure say I lazy or selfish wan coz my mother in law always grievance that she can’t handle e 2kids by herself coz she is old liao and easy to get body ache... most to most I go over and help then I come back bathe flowers water.. I ask hubby to bring one out then let my mother in law take a break but he say don’t want to ma fun. Moreover my father in law is badly sick now, he keep cough and flu almost one week already and we keep telling him to see doctor but he don’t coz he scared that later doctor will send him to hospital. And we are worry that he got H1N1 but yet he don’t know about it and we still go out with friends plus we need to go over sister Kim’s house to help out.. I feel so scary, and I hope he can go doctor ASAP coz I don’t even dare to meet up with Rentia as she is pregnant now and if my in law really have H1N1 how?? Oh my god..

Hubby & i doing face mask, can u see that my hubby so enjoy till he fall sleep??

Hair Treatment + Swimming Session

2009-07-01T00:43:00.008+08:00

Today wake up early in e morning 6am to make coffee for hubby b4 work, then hide inside my room play facebook ( Restaurant City ).. and take a short nap around 9am till 10plus, then wake up and start doing house work.. Cox i got alot of clothes to wash Cox Sat and Sun I'm not around and hubby didn't do anything.. by e time i finish my house work, hubby came back home liao Cox today month end plus he is tired so lazy to work.. then around 1:30pm hubby send father in law to hosp as he got doctor appointment at 2:50pm @ CGH, then hubby came back to fetch me and send me to Desmand's salon for my hair treatment.. at 1st i tot i ask hubby to Acc me for awhile then ask him go back home and rest, then 4pm come and fetch me but hubby dunno why keep me Acc plus he also do hair treatment together with me.. today is my 2ND treatment Cox lately i have oily and itcy scalp as i had use e wrong shampoo ( L'oreal coloured hair shampoo ) in pink, pls dun buy that stupid shampoo as it will hurt your scalp even thought e shampoo smell good.. and i got to stop colouring, rebonding or perming my hair Cox now my hair is in bad bad condition.. and i need to rebuild my scalp b4, i start doing all this stuff.. so sad right.. and Desmand intro me one hair treatment shampoo for scalp, and i find it good cox he been using on me wen i go there to wash my hair.. this shampoo give a mint feel and can control e oil on scalp but one thing bad is e shampoo is strong and will make your hair very dry.. ( guess nothing is good for both ) so wen ever i use this shampoo i got to use a very strong conditioner, and i bought a hair serum & hair repair to apply on my hair.. and e total cost for today is $255.80, hubby was like WA, why everything u do or cut your hair sure more then $200 de huh?? then my reply was, lady ma and my hair long wat plus hair product is Expensive de lor then wat do u expect.. then hubby say never mind, I PAID... i was like WA so kind, then hubby say since wen i never paid for u huh?? hahaha... thanks hubby.. KekeCan try on this Murad band shampoo if u have scalp prob..

Then after our hair done, we went to 201 to help my mother in law to buy some stuff back to sister Kim's house as sister Kim is not in Singapore.. ( back to Germany ) for a week with Les coz they need to unpack their stuff for their new house in Frankfurt, and i heard from my mother in law that e Frankfurt is a 3story house with garden of their own.. sound like very power and nice place, but too bad hubby and i got no chance to go over and visit them as my father in law cannot travel anymore so we have to stay back and look after him.. we wen to sister Kim's house and bring e kids down for swimming session and mother in law cook dinner for us, and she cook my fav Nyonya chili prawn in pineapple.. Wa damn nice... keke... after dinner we stay for awhile till 8:30pm we left and head to Shifu's house coz tmr shifu will be leaving for Bangkok till Sat then come back.. after praying we went to Changi Esso to pump petrol and bought Delifrance back for my father in law..

Desiree & Beverly... They reali enjoy swimming.
Mother in law with them.. so cute!!

Hubby also play like small kid with them..

See e both of them, damn CUTE de lor...

Sentosa Outing

2009-06-30T11:38:00.012+08:00

Sat, i wen back to mummy's place around 4pm and buy stuff back to cook.. i had prepare chicken rice for everyone, coz Erina keep asking me to cook it.. and sat nite she is staying at Jalan Kayu as we are going to Sentosa on Sunday with Liang's family coz Liang got ticket for underwater world.. Erina is so excited for e trip and keep asking me till she fall asleep.. then mummy and i start planning our trip to either BKK or HK during July b4 Alvin enter NS but seem like alot of country kana H1N1.. then mummy got trouble to travel coz after holiday she need to take unpaid leave to stay at home for 5days.. is very ma fun de lor, so now we need to see and hope e H1N1 can control down.. if not we cannot go holiday liao.. sad sad... around 9am in morning on Sunday, hubby came to fetch us and we mit up with Liang and had our breakfast at Hougang point MAC... e children are all very happy, but we adult all very tired coz wake up early.. haha.. wen we reach there e 1st stop is Underwater World,then we go for Luge Ride and Sky Ride.. e Luge ride was damn fun as Kelyn and i dun reali know how to ride and hubby sit 2gther with Erina, Liang sit with Xylon.. down e slope was reali fun coz got many kids around us ride like superman, and kelyn waited for me coz i was wearing skirt so couldn't ride too fast.. then we go and watch Pink Dolphin show but we are late so we onli got to watch e last 5mins.. and after e Dolphin show, we have end our trip @ Sentosa coz hubby got to be back to Jalan Kayu by 5pm and Xylon need to take his noon nap liao.. after hubby finish working, hubby bring mummy, uncle, Erina & me to hougang point for our dinner then send Erina & mummy back home then we also go back to Tampines liao.. very tired and happening day... reali had a great time @ Sentosa, and all thanks to Liang & Kelyn for inviting us..

Kelyn & Xylon @ Underwater World.
Erina & Me @ Underwater World..

Erina is ready for e Luge Ride...
Erina new friend, Xylon..

Friday Nite, Dinner + Movie...

2009-06-30T08:50:00.011+08:00

Fri, as usual morning wake up do house work then hubby buy lunch back for father in law & me.. around 2pm hubby bring me to Desmand's salon to cut and treatment our hair.. my hair ends very bad got alot of split ends, and my scalp prob like abit bad too.. so now i got start doing hair treatment with Desmand every week.. then around evening time, 6plus hubby and i wen to fetch Ronson at bedok and we head to M hotel for our steamboat buffet with Chris and Fred.. but last min Fred cannot join us as his AYG got ppl heart attack so he need to send e person to hosp, but he will still join us for movie later on.. e food was not bad, best is e durian puree and e hotel ambiance was nice.. after dinner @ hotel, we went to Tiong Bahra HK cafe for a drinks and wait for Fred to mit us as our movie @ 1250am Transformers.. E movie is damn damn long, sit till our backside cannot tahan, but show is super power..

My new hair cut, after 1st treatment with Desmand..

Hubby & Me @ M Hotel..

Ronson & Chris...Steamboat Buffet $50per Person..Best Food, durian puree... Must Try!!

21st - 25th, Sun - Thurs

2009-06-30T07:11:00.007+08:00

Lately i have been very very stress and busy with alot of thing, from Sun till Thurs
is a bad week.. reali bad week, till i dunno how to explain.. dunno why lately keep on quarrel with hubby till we reali cannot talk to each another.. Sun, wen back to my mum's place to eat dinner then go back Tampines.. Mon, as usual nothing much happen just that we still haven talk and i wen to visit my ah ma.. Tues, we wen to shifu's place and pray.. hubby feel very weird about my behaviour and start asking shifu to see cards for me, then suddenly shifu say did anything happen between us lately?? and then shifu say" Wendy lately your mouth dun sound anything good from u hor?? then shifu ask me whether i got attend any Red/White event anot? ( NO MORE attending song kao and baby's shower ) i say yes, my sister in law's father in law just pass away and we were there to help out for e 5days.. then shifu tell hubby something is wrong with me ( Meaning that something is following me ) sound scary right, and I'm behaving weird lately, then hubby say Yes LOR.. she like mad woman everyday also wan to find quarrel and some more her words is damn hurting wan.. then shifu start to give me Fu shui to drink and give some Fu to me to bathe for 3days, Fu to burn @ room for 5days & 2 Fu shui.. so on Wed i start to drink Fu shui and bathe Fu with lime.. after all e things shifu ask mi to do, hubby feel that there's a little bit change.. i just feel that my temper did gone down as i last few days, i abit crazy like that.. hubby say hopefully thing will got beta between us and he say NO MORE baby's shower for me liao, then he start complaining coz he had told me long ago not to attend or visit people in hosp coz will get bad luck but i always dun listen to him.. and now reali something happen to us liao, his business also not very good plus i keep finding trouble with him.. but i tot him soon i will have alot of baby shower to attend coz Lisi and Rentia giving birth soon, and he say NO.. just send gift over then after one month then visit their baby.. SAd lor... Haiz

Happy Saturday

2009-06-21T21:58:00.007+08:00

Sat, woke up early around 10plus to clean up e house ( As usual ) but sometime different is hubby help me out to do too.. haha.... coz my mother in law is coming home to stay, so e house must be damn clean.. e QUEEN is back, hahahaha.... hubby, vacuum e floor, wash 2toilets and i mop e floor, wash e kitchen and wipe all e furniture.. by e time we finish doing everything is almost 12pm, so we went to 201 to had our lunch and brought some groceries for our home then around 2pm we went to sis Kim's house to fetch my mother in law.. around 2:45pm, my mum called and say she is at Tampines and ask me out to acc her for shopping.. so i change and went Tampines One by myself as hubby got to work, and wen i reach Tampines One i saw someone that look like my grand mum ( Chai Chee ) and she is standing aside.. so i walk to her and ask where is mummy?? then she say at basement one, so i bring her down to find my mum and i was surprise that she join us.. i cannot remember wen is e last time she join us for outing coz my grand mum always busy playing majong, or going out with friends for coffee.. wen we all meet up, i bring mummy and her to Bakerzin for coffee and cakes.. coz mummy say she abit tired and thirsty, and we had a break there till 4pm then we start shopping at Tampines One...

Grand mum eating Ice-Cream..

and we had call bro Jason and Alvin along but Jason didn't ans our call only Alvin.. then around 5plus, Alvin came to look for us as he was at Simei and we ask him come over and had dinner together.. follow by hubby came at around 7pm, and we had our dinner at Crystal Jade @ Tampines mall.. it been a long long time we didn't have dinner with grand mum already, and it was hubby 1st time having dinner outside with her too.. can u imagine how busy my grand mum is?? and after dinner Jason return our call say that he have left his phone inside e car so didn't get our missed called, and we ask him down to join us coz he say that he and Zhi ying haven eat their dinner coz maid didn't cook.. we waited for him till 9plus, then he say he cannot come coz baby Kaygen need to drink milk and rest.. so then i send my mum and grand mum back home and Alvin went out to meet his friends..

after sending everyone back home, hubby and i rush back home to wash up and change as we meet up with Chris,Fred & Ronson.. we went to Social House to finish our balance bottle ( end up we didnt finish it also coz service FUCK up ) and then we went YUE ktv, we party till 5am in e morning coz we need to acc Ronson as junie finish work @ 5am.. damn crazy lor... my eyes like damn sleepy liao, and i was afraid to see sunlight.. and Sunday noon still got lunch appointment with my in laws...

Hubby and i @ Social House..

Chris, Fred & Me..Hubby, Me, Chris, Fred & Ronson

Hubby and i @ YUE, see his face like wanna sleep liao so entertain lor..

I try to took a picture by using e sofa.. LOL

Dinner + Movie

2009-06-20T15:27:00.004+08:00

Fri, wake up @ 10am as usual i do my house works.. and i wanted to go to visit my ah ma but my father in law seem like not feeling well, so i stay at home with him.. even hubby ask me go 201 massage and have lunch, i say NO coz i scare later i go out then father in law faint how?? so end up hubby pack lunch for me and dad.. around 3pm hubby went out again as he got an appointment @ city plaza, so i was at home surfing net playing my restaurant city.. and plan dinner + movie with Chris and Fred, coz is FRI nite again and we are going to have our nice dinner plus movie date.. then around 5plus ah ma called, i was so shock but yet very happy coz at least realise that i wen missing for so long.. and she called to check out on me, and seem like she also know that actual i wanna visit her like that.. haha... we like xin you lin xin.... keke... around 6plus, hubby and i wen to Tanjong Pagar a Cantonese restaurant ( MITZI ) to meet up with Chris and Fred for dinner.. e food wasn't very fantastic just like normal zhi char, and i forget to take pic for all of us to post on blog.. coz we been eating and chatting, chat till we realise that ops we need to go liao coz movie start @9pm.. then we head to Tiong Bahru for our movie, John and Jasmine came down to meet us too and we watch e show name Ghost of girlfriends past.. this show was nice, think best for guys who love to flirt around outside.. after movie we send John and Jas home, then we wen to e prata shop near our place to had some supper..

Pls dun try e food... Not so nice..

Doctor + Nails + Dinner

2009-06-18T23:05:00.014+08:00

Today, 1:30pm Sherina came to fetch me and we went to far east to do our pap smear test @ Dr Kee clinic.. our appointment is @ 2pm but we waited till about 4pm then see doctor, Dr Kee do a scan for me and say my womb was ok and breast is fine too.. but Dr Kee advise us to do a check on our breast every month as nowadays breast cancer is common.. and all woman should do pap smear every year ( coz i missed my test for one year ) as this is a normal body check and to make sure womb is ok.. after doctor appointment Sherina went for her facial @ IB, and i went to Jeana's place to do my nails..( infill for my gel's nails and pedi ) wen my nails is done, Sherina came back to far east to do her nails.. after our nails done, we went to Ramen Teh for dinner and chat chat.. so long didn't have a good time with my buddies, think should arrange more gathering with them.. by e time i reach home is already 9pm, and i bought titi tang for hubby to eat and i bought face mask, eye mask and concealer from Skinfood..

E eye mask is good, should try...

I told Jeana to try something new for me, and she had made this.. its too wild?

Again we have little conflict just now, so sian.. i ask u whether ok tat i go out for so long, he say ok but he say something again which i feel piss off.. he ask me to wait one day then i know, then i ask him what do u mean by tat?? he say nothing lor, u go out i also never make noise so one day if i go out till late then u also dun make noise lor and be fair to me lor.. i get so angry of what he had say, wa lau f... FAIR... what u mean by fair, then he say ya WHAT u can go out with your friends till late then when i'm out, u always will call and check.. then i ask him, why will i do this now?? what u did in e past u should know?? then he say, u already say PAST ma, then why now bring up!!!!! i'm angry, very angry... WHY UNFAIR!!!!! coz of him doing thing behind my back b4 and now become like tat.. suddenly all e memorise came back, all e thing he use to lie... ANGRY!!!!!!!!! i already forget liao but now...... EVERYTHING is back............... this few days we like fire star knock earth, little bit little bit QUARREL... REALI PISSED OFF!!!!! dun know its he come MENSE... HAIZ

Send off

2009-06-17T21:22:00.005+08:00

Today late morning, send Les's dad off for e last time.. this 3days i have been very busy with e kids, since Sunday nite hubby and i been going down to Les's dad wake as sis Kim need to pray and need to acc guest.. and 2nd nite my mum in law and father in law didn't wen down so sis Kim pass e 2 kids to us, and we were so tired coz e 2 kids was so active and keep running around.. last nite was e last praying session, and Ronson came down to show his respects too.. and this morning, we wen to do e last prayer for his dad with e kids.. everyone keeping crying and got band playing sad songs, let me recall of my dad funeral.. SAD... everyone just cant bear to say good bye...

lately this few days i been eating MAC, till now i damn sian and fat.. seem like everything just not under my control, not enough time to use and not enough sleep.. and i even got no time to visit my ah ma and Erina... guess i must start visiting soon.. Bad mood... yesterday nite still quarrel with hubby till i didn't talk to him till tonite.. Angry, pissed off and feel like kill him... and hubby trying to talk peace with me and bought my roses.. man always like that, make u pissed off then buy something and try to make peace with u.. tink we gals wat sia... next time slap and box him then buy sweets for him... hmmmmmm

Hey man, next time u wont be so lucky that i will talk to u ok... NO MORE

Sad News

2009-06-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday afternoon around 3plus, Les's father pass away... What a shocking news, sis Kim called and say that her father in law end his life by jumping down from 5Th floor @ his condo at bedok.. Damn shock... a 64years man end his life like that, he was suffer with cancer for around 4years liao.. and lately we heard that he dun wan to go for treatment and dun wan to eat his medicine, all he wan is to give up his life.. Les came back to Singapore few weeks ago, just to bring his dad see doctor and talk him.. when Les wen back to Germany, he tot everything is fine liao but yesterday was e shocking news in his life.. sis Kim say wen she called to Germany and break e news to him, she dare not say that his dad jump down as she afraid that Les wont take it and he is alone oversea.. Les took a 1st flt at Germany and arrived this morning.. i felt very sad for Les, is not easy for him as he couldn't see his dad for e last..
so yesterday evening we wen over to sis Kim's house and help to look after e kids as mum was alone looking after them coz sis Kim wen over to her in law house and help out.. around 12am, hubby and i wen to pick her back coz she is too scare to go home alone coz she had saw e body yesterday.. later tonite all of us are going to e wake.. dun know why, i feel damn emo for Les.. maybe is because of my dad.. anyway today is Father's day, Happy Father's day Papa.. i had never celebrate Father's day with him b4... hoping that my father in happily in heaven..

Dinner + Movie

2009-06-13T17:13:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, wake up at 6am make coffee for hubby and start doing housework as 10am dad got appointment at CGH.. around evening 4pm, i was msn chat with Chris and Fred coz we planning where to go for our dinner.. suppose Ronson, Weiliang, John & Jay are meeting us too but all last min cancel coz some of them need to work late and some no help to look after their kids.. so end up onli Chris and Fred meet us, we wen Kitchener Road - Pu Tien Resturant ( Food was very good, must try ) then we wen to Great World City for movie - Drag Me To Hell ( Damn shocking show ).. b4 movie we go for a coffee @ TCC and we was talking about wen are we going to have a holiday together with everyone?? and we had decided to make it on July if possible b4 Sis Kim go back to Germany.. Hope can go on a short trip b4 sister and mum go back, if not we got to stay in singapore till maybe Nov then can start holiday again..

Lazy day

2009-06-10T21:04:00.004+08:00

Today woke up around 10am, and i heard that living room got TV sound and is English channel.. so i tot dad came back home, or its ...... then i slow walk to e living room to check what happen? nobody at home exp me but TV was on, and is CNN news channel.. give me a shock lor, i quickly call hubby ask him its he never off e TV properly.. then he say ya ya is me, i just stand by mode e TV... aiyo, shit, shock me... then around 11plus hubby came back home, and we both wen to 201 market shop & lunch.. we bought seafood back for mum to cook, flower crabs and baby prawns.. hubby ask his mum to cook dinner for us tmr, coz he like to eat steamboat flower crabs.. around 1pm dad called say he can discharge liao, so we wen to pick him then drive over to sister Kim house to put down e seafood.. then we wen back tampines, around 4plus hubby fall asleep till 7plus then he wake up... aiyo, my stomach damn hungry lor, no choice i order KFC to eat coz dad also haven eat dinner.. after eating KFC i damn full, kill me can.... think i damn damn fat, i wanna go on diet.. just now online chat with Elaine, she intro diet pill to me... brand 4.3.2.1, haha damn funny name hor.. think i must try...

Last day of Erina art class...

2009-06-10T11:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i woke up damn late almost 11am and Erina class start at 11:30am.. i was damn tired and blur plus rush like hell, took a cab down and ask e ah ma send her down stair for me coz i dun wan to change another cab coz i scare very late... but lucky we are in time if not she sure scold me de.. heng ar... and this is her last day of art class, no more class liao must wait till july then go new class start so after class we wen to Compass point had our lunch ( Pizza hut ) and bought her new shoes ( Crocs ) a damn EX shoes lor, e shoes cost $80.. aiyo nowadays kid are all so lucky can buy thing they like.. after lunch and shopping, i send her back home.. and from Seng Kang i took BUS home, BUS le WA LAU i need to change 4bus to get home.. Damn... by e time i reach home already 5plus and hubby still home haven visit dad.. make me so angry and i didn't wan to talk to him, i change and do house work.. hubby was like Wei tot u say u r tired? go and rest 1st la, tmr then do.. i say to him, dun wan la beta clean up now then tmr can rest.. then he say ok, change and visit his dad.. i continue do my work then finish bathe and put a mask to relax myself... i feel damn damn tired...

Monday 080609

2009-06-10T10:37:00.003+08:00

Mon, wake up at 6am make coffee for hubby then start to prepare dad lunch ( mashed potato, pork chop ).. as later around 10plus i need to go fetch Erina @ sengkang coz she got art class again, from 11:30am-1pm.. after art class, we wen to bishan for movie and we watch Monsters VS Aliens.. e show end around 3plus then i send her home, as i got to meet up with Sherina & Janice at tampines mall for coffee at 4plus.. by e time i reach tampines almost 5pm and we had our coffee till 6plus hubby came and fetch me.. coz hubby and i also watching movie @ downtown east at 7:20pm ( Terminator ) and we had our dinner there ( chicken rice ).. our movie end at 10plus and we head home coz qing an is coming to meet hubby, and Roy also but will be abit more late.. so around 11plus hubby wen down stair and have a chat with them, i was alone at home to blog.. and finally blog finish, about what happen last week ( Alvin thingy ).. wen hubby reach home, we saw dad standing at his toilet door so we ask him dad are u OK? he's reply was no, i keep vomiting then hubby ask him wanna go hosp anot? he say NO.. so we wen to sleep then around 1:45am, he rang our room bell.. hubby jump up from bed and run over to check on him, and he told us must call ambulance liao as he cannot take it anymore.. so we call for ambulance and send him in, then hubby and i follow behind him.. we were at e hosp from 2plus till morning almost 6am then go home.. damn tired lor,coz morning 10am i got to fetch Erina to class again... i need to sleep......

2009-06-08T08:50:00.007+08:00

GUYS, out there beta be careful of this FUCKER

coz he might take your GF away from u and he will threaten to report Police...

wed nite, was e 1st nite i stay at my mum's place with Erina and around 12am Alvin came home and he look sad so we had a chat and i found out that Jojo is seeing someone else now.. Alvin is reali damn hurt and i can see that he wanna try to win her back.. around 2am like that weili called me saying that he knew who is dating with Jojo, is Alvin childhood friend call KAIJIE... wen i heard that i go damn mad reali mad.. then they say wanna ask Alvin out for a talk, i ask them to come over my house.. because of this stupid case, i reali get pissed of by e stupid BITCH and KAIJIE.. I Hate People BULLY or HURT my love ones..

Thurs after i send Erina to art class, Alvin call me asking where i am? i told him that i'm coming home soon, and why?? he told that he wen shopping with Seng huat coz he is bored.. and i told him to go ahead coz staying at home make him feel worse..

Fri, after class i meet up with Alvin and he told me a shocking news is that KAIJIE FUCKER say he got no balls to get him and say Alvin is a Cc.. i get damn pissed off, i call weili and Leonard and i told them i wan him to talk to him now.. and guess what is his reply, NO he wont wan to see me and if i go find him, he will report to POLICE.. GOD DAMN..... i reali cannot stand him, stolen ppl gf still can so ya ya... he is making me damn mad, say my bro cannot make it and CC so now i guess he is e CC... CALL POLICE..... after a long chat on phone, hubby ask me to cool and he say is usless to find this kid coz he is just shit and is full of shit...and hubby say he wanna bring us out for a good dinner so hubby bring me and Erina to Kallang eat Sabu steamboat with Jay & Colline with their son.. after dinner we all went home coz hubby is reali tired liao..

Sat, wake up early in e morning coz is Jason's baby shower and lunch buffet @ chai chee at 12pm.. so mummy and i was busy changing and prepare thing for guest.. and Erina is still sleeping, she dun wan to wake up.. is already 11am liao, no choice got to force her up coz we are late and we took a cab down.. wen we reach there, buffet is set up and most of e guest are there liao but we still didnt see Jason.. he told me that he will go Tampines ah ma house to pass them cake @ 10:30 then 12plus come to chai chee.. but we waited for him till 2plus he still didnt turn up, so everyone is like where is Jason and where is baby?? mummy and i was like, they coming.. then i msg him ask him why so long haven come? his reply was coming soon, ah ma ask him to pray... so around 3pm then he reach chai chee but everyone was happy coz they say Kaygen look damn cute.. Kaygen been passing around and everyone give him hong bao and hug hug him.. around 5pm we end e party and go back mummy place, then around 8pm we send Erina back to her ah ma place.. then at nite we went Clark quay to meet up hubby buddies for drinks, post celebration for his bday... everyone attend exp ronson coz he say junie on mc so cannot come out.. total we had 11 bottles tat nite, hubby drink till damn drunk also...

Sun, wen back for dinner at mum's place coz bro bring Kaygen back home.. he so poor thing cannot poo poo and he keep coughing.. but he look cute and he have a big eyes..

Busy, tired, angry & sad..

2009-06-08T08:13:00.006+08:00

Here let me share what had happen from 3rd June till 7th June, from wed-sat Erina was staying with me and i apply Art class for her.. wed art class from 5pm-7pm, thurs & fri art class from 1:30pm-3pm, everyday after class she sure wan me to bring her to have our lunch or dinner @ Sakae sushi... looking after her for this few days make my life busy busy and fun coz she is always full of why why why to me and i have to think of wat to cook every morning too.. sometime i reali feel sorry for her, sorry that she have to grow up this way..

Lately i had been very very busy, didn't even had time to continue to upload and update my BKK trip.. so now i will continue with Sat 30Th May, a 1/2day tour to floating market and elephant ride.. floating market was bad, nothing much to see and weather damn hot but i believe is a very good experienced.. as for elephant ride, is was damn good and damn cool.. and nite time we wen to dinner cruise @ Wah Fah, i love e dinner coz e food was nice and i find everything is special... here i share my photos...

Friday 29Th May

2009-06-03T08:49:00.007+08:00

Fri, we didn't had our breakfast as we woke up late coz last nite club @ Resort till morning. so we wen for our lunch just next to our hotel, we had A&W... power rite... A&W le, so long never see or heard it liao coz even Malaysia also dun have liao... after lunch around 2plus, we start shopping at Pratunam market, Indra Square, Foot massage and Platinum Mall.. 1st Pratunam market as i need to shop for children clothes coz i tot of doing some online shop then William's wife also say she wanna do online shop too but half way shopping William say he need to go back hotel as he forget to keep his wallet inside e safe box, he leave it on e table.. aiyo later make-up room kana stolen how??? so they walk back to hotel then we go Indra Sq shop and had Ice-cream there too.. after everything done we go for foot massage coz William say they not coming back to look for us liao as they dunno e way back.. at e foot massage place, got ppl intro some tour package to us.. hubby and i find it nice so we plan to go but we need to check with William and Bernard.. William say he is fine to go for floating market but Bernard cant coz his GF say too early liao.. we have to go in e morning 6:30am, and per person is $550Baht... so onli hubby, i , William and his wife join e floating market tour.. and we plan to go on dinner cruise too.. nite time we meet up with Bernard and Ben they all @ china town for dinner, but e weather is damn damn bad coz heavy rain... so after dinner we wen back hotel to rest coz next day we got floating market tour at 6:30pm..

Thurs 29Th May - Hubby B/day

2009-06-03T08:17:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to Hubby

Birthday Party @ Resort

Praying @ 4 Face Buddha

Breakfast @ Grand Diamond

morning 9am BKK time, hubby and i wen for breakfast @ our hotel level09.. e breakfast was nice but we didn't eat much coz hubby scare later go out walk walk he wanna poo poo, so after breakfast hubby wen back to hotel room poo poo 1st b4 we start our shopping.. 1st we go 4 face Buddha, coffin then shopping at MBK, Siam centre, Siam square then back to hotel around BKK time 7pm.. at MBK, hubby and i wen to fame up our Buddha with Thai gold.. damn

ex lor ,2 Buddha cost us S$400plus, then hubby and i wen for foot massage at Big cut coz William and his wife still shopping.. around 7pm we wen back to hotel coz we need to meet Bernard for dinner, and we had our dinner @ Nathong seafood at Ratchada... after dinner Bernard bring us to Resort, he say got special plan for hubby.. hubby and i thinking wat special plan sia, sure is make him drunk de lor.. but wen we reach there, i saw there's cake but i didn't tell hubby 1st coz i keep hearing Bernard say 11:30pm then take out.. so i guess he will arrange thing for him ba, around 11:30pm ( BBK ) e mummy and gals bring up e cake and sing birthday song for hubby.. some more e cake is football de lor, Bernard say special order for hubby de.. Hahaha

Bkk Trip ( May09 )

2009-06-03T07:33:00.006+08:00

Wed, 4:30pm we wen to pick sister Kim as she need to send us to e airport coz Thurs she need to use our car.. around 5pm we reach airport and meet up with William & his wife, then hubby realise that he forget to bring Thai $$, map & Thai sim card.. so no choice we got to ask sis to go back Tampines house to help us take our things, by time she came back to pass us e things already almost 6pm and hubby still online booking hotel for William coz William join us very last min.. he onli booked air ticket but no hotel room, very last min rite and luck we can get e same hotel.. so 6plus we faster check in as our flt is 7:30pm, and i scare i got no time to shop for duty free... shit shit.... lucky i did bought some stuff for myself & hubby too, i bought blusher, eyeliner & perfume but again e blusher is wrong colour... sian

Around Singapore time 10:30pm, we reach BKK and we took airport taxi to hotel Grand Diamond.. by e time we reach hotel, we are all so hungry and we order room service and hubby acc me go 7-11 coz we need drinks and i need cotton pad for remove make-up.. then Bernard called, ask us go Resort but we are too tired liao, so we didn't meet up with Bernard they all.. after eating, hubby and i start tired so we have a early nite..

Tired and Angry day..

2009-05-27T09:27:00.012+08:00

Yesterday was a very busy day for me, coz i got to pray my dad in e morning then fetch Erina for lunch and shopping.. and i need to go to town to buy birthday present for hubby..
1st morning wake up i got no time to clean up e house, and i got to rush to buy food to pray my dad at san qing gong.. plus i keep calling Alvin and he didn't ans my phone, i think he's not going to meet me liao.. so sian every time ask him to sleep early then next day morning meet me, he sure over slept or didn't turn up.. wen i was about to leave home, Alvin return my call saying that he just wake up and he will take a cab down to temple to meet me.. then i also receive Jason call, he say he wont be able to join us coz he is busy at work.. i wen down stair to buy rice, fruits and kopi but dun have huat kueh.. so no choice i have to go 85 market and find huat kueh, by e time i reach temple already 12plus.. everything like so rush like that, some more quarrel with hubby along e way to temple.. he see me dress up and keep asking me, where am i going later.. i told him that fetch Erina lor, then lunch and shop around.. he like not happy with my ans, wa lau i cant tell him e truth that i need to go town Gucci to buy gift for him.. so my ans was like ah, orh & then... haiz we keep quarrel till we reach Sengkang fetch Erina, and we still haven't talk.. i feel so pissed off, damn angry and i dun feel like buying gift for him anymore... around 5pm we send Erina home as we need to go master Lim's place to pray and get joss stick for our BKK trip.. after praying, hubby got company dinner at Shangri-la so he drop me off at Taka.. then i start my shopping for his birthday present, buy 3 boxes of brief for him, buy cheesecake for his family and i had my dinner alone at taka.. so sad lor... about 8pm, hubby came to Taka to fetch me and we wen home to pick daddy and send him to sister Kim's house coz we are leaving for BKK trip today.. Mum & sis bought cake and make red eggs for him, everyone give him hong bao and i surprise him with Gucci key pouch.. hubby say he very touch, and sorie of making me angry for e day.. finally everything is done, pray daddy, buy thing for Erina, buy birthday gift for hubby, send dad to sister place and clean up e whole house... tired, tired, tired, tired....... I'm leaving for BKK trip later, hope hubby and i do enjoy our trip... Yeah!!!

Sunday

2009-05-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

My in laws
Sister kim & 2kids

Sun, morning wake up wen breakfast with hubby at our house here e coffee shop.. then wen san qin gong temple pray my daddy as i need to inform him that i had settle all his debts for him liao and i meet 4Th auntie and my cousin there too.. coz they wen to pray their ah ma, so we stay at e temple till 3pm then we go home.. around 7pm hubby, dad and i wen to long beach seafood at east coast to meet mum and sis.. we had our dinner there and celebrate hubby 29Th birthday..

Saturday

2009-05-25T15:39:00.005+08:00

Me, Alisha & Adeline..

Xavier & I

Adeline, Xavier & Me..

Sat, wake up around 2pm clean up e whole house and iron hubby shirts.. around 6plus we go to Alisha's son ( Adam 1st bday ) @ Joo chiat.. wen we reach her house, we were shock coz e whole house is full of kids and they are all same age de lor.. from 1-4yrs old, and they are all very cute de lor.. and i saw a few old friends working in duck tours, but didn't reali have a good catch up coz too many ppl liao.. i was with Adeline, her hubby & Xavier.. he is damn cute lor, very talkative and playful.. hubby was like abit boring coz he dunno anyone but he do enjoy Xavier acc, and at least Adeline's hubby chat with him.. around 9plus we left e place as we go bedok pick up Joseph and go to JJ's grandfather funeral at jurong east.. we were there from 10plus till 12plus then we go home.. hubby and i suppose to go for movie de but we are too tired liao, so we send Joseph home then we also go home rest..

Friday

2009-05-25T12:48:00.006+08:00

Friday, 2:30pm meet up with Alvin @ Tampines mall DBS bank to withdraw e money out.. Jason share $28,697.20, Peter Agent fees $5500 & Me $28,697.20, and finally i had clear all my daddy debts with aunties and uncle.. i think this is e best day i had, i went to collect my aunties golds and return all cash to 1st uncle in law and 6Th auntie.. still get balance $3,400 i divide into 3share, Alvin 1k, Me 1k & 1,4k to ah ma & ah gong.. i believe my daddy must be smiling in heaven now and saying thank so much to his sisters and brother in laws.. i know there's ppl saying behind my back that I'm stupid or acting good, but I'm not coz to me whether i have this money ant i still live my life... and e more my daddy reali make alot of mistake in his life and he hurt them alot but yet they are still very kind to take care of him till e end.. not Jason, not Alvin or Me who acc my dad till he die.. is my aunties and ah ma, deeply from e bottom of my heart i wanna say Thanks to all of u....
And at nite around 11plus hubby bring me to Hongkong st China Box for drinks as his reservist camp mates wanna celebrate his bday for him... we had alot fun and his camp mates are nice and good acc, they dun look at ppl one kind and all can chat everything under e sun.. and we hang out till morning 5am then go home, reach home hubby still order MAC breakfast.. i was like eating my breakfast with my eyes close... haha... damn powerful nite ma...

Hubby is coming home

2009-05-22T10:51:00.006+08:00

Wed, morning wake up start to do housework as hubby is coming home tonite.. 1st laundry then change all bedsheets, wash towel, go market buy some stuff to prepare dinner for him.. I prepare barely water, mashed potato's and cream of mushroom pasta.. and i printed out a welcome home note and hang at my room window as I'm afraid that hubby wont have e chance to see me when he got home, coz i had a wedding dinner at nite.. but around 6plus hubby is back, then i quickly prepare dinner for him and acc him for awhile then i left home.. I took a cab from Tampines to Jurong point, as e dinner was held at Jurong safra club.. I spend $40 for my cab fare coz e uncle wen to e wrong way, coz he also dunno where is e club and he bring me round and round jurong way.. I tot i was very late coz i reach there around 8:10pm, but lucky dinner still not started yet.. and Han Bing's wedding dinner was big as he hold 55tables and still not enough, i was like wa so many ppl... and alot of beng beng and seng seng, haha and i saw alot of long lost friends.. those friends that never contact for 14yrs liao.. but after all everything was good, e food was nice and service was good, but i didnt stay till late as hubby came to pick me home.. So i wen back home around 10:30pm..

Han Ping & Rene 20/05/09

Thurs, morning wake up do housework then around 12pm meet up with Jason to go bank to open a join acct.. we went to parkway DBS to open our acct, but last min Jason forget some of his document so he wen back home to take.. so i meet up with Lisi at parkway Ah Kun for a drink while waiting for Jason to come back.. around 2pm he was back and we return to e bank to settle everything, and e bank say must wait till friday after 2pm then u can withdraw e money.. so after everything is done i meet Sherina at Tampines starbucks for coffee and then we wen Swensen's for ice cream.. around 6plus Sherina acc me to Tampines one to pack Subway back for my father in law, while queueing someone ask " any one's put their bag at e corner chair??? '' e guy standing beside me say YES is mine, then e ppl say someone took your bag and run away.. Sherina and i was shock and we like huh?? aiyo.... how come got ppl dare to do this in front of so many ppl here?? aiyo... so bad......

Nails and coffee day...

2009-05-19T22:31:00.005+08:00

Today i wake up at 8:45am, i feel damn tired and my eyes damn painful coz i watched dvd till 3am.. e min i open my eyes i saw Yunying sms, she msg me asking how do i do lately and she told me e news about her 2sisters.. i feel sad for her but i didn't reply as i promise my ah ma, they all not to get into her and my bro thingy.. coz she always check information about Jason and make thing worse for everyone.. sometime i reali dun understand wat she wan also, nothing can change e past as Jason already got marry and had a son.. i knew tat he had ill treat her b4 and owe her alot but all this is a past, we cant help or change it.. as she should know tat what kind of person he is, e more u go and disturb him e more she get it.. sometime she just dun understand tat we are trying to protect her away from him.. haiz...

As per normal, wake up do laundry and some cleaning up then go down stair buy new paper and food for daddy.. around 12pm, i wen to far east for my nails appointment as i broke 2nails liao and I'm having wedding dinner tmr nite.. then around 2pm Rentia came to meet me as we arrange week b4 for coffee wen i come to town, but we change our location from orchard to Funan mall coz Pearlie is here and we meet her for coffee together.. so we had coffee at TCC till around 6pm, and we reali do catch up alot.. cox i didn't see pearl for more then 10yrs liao, and Rentia is expecting now.. so happy to see them today.. around 7pm i return to tampines and i bought dinner for daddy and get concert ticket for sister Kim at sistic then i head home... then i eat my food, watch my dvd and chat online.. suddenly i recall that i had a miss call in e morning and is ah ma, so i return her call back.. she were asking about e $$ thingy, i told her tat Jason haven meet me to open join acct.. so i still cant get e cash yet, then she say dun worry slowly.. actual i abit worry, i rather settle it fast and once and for all rather then e Chq is with me but cannot cash out yet.. and e more, I'm leaving to BKK next week later Jason cant find me tot that i take e $$ and run how?? haiz stress... hopefully everything can end asap..

Prove i didn't lie.. reali haven cash yet...

When is hubby coming back??? i miss him badly lor.. so sad to sleep alone, so cold...

Finally paper

2009-05-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

Today morning, heavy rain... dunno why suddenly i feel so lonely and cold, maybe is because hubby is not around with me ba... as per normal, wake up liao do some housework then watch my dvd.. and get ready to meet Jason and Alvin for lunch at toa payoh HDB, and collect our chq for daddy's flat.. wen i about to go out, suddenly my father in law tell me that he wanna go down stair and i told him that I'm not free to bring him down today so i ask him what he need or can i bring him down tmr?? then daddy say never mind never mind, i can go down myself.. i was like what, pls, no... then he say he just wanna go down buy toto by himself coz 3million jackpot... i was like huh?? orh.... then i inform hubby, coz i scare later he faint or fall coz raining but i reali got no time for him coz i got to be at HDB by 2pm...
Around 4pm, peter agent is here and we finally sign e paper and collect e chq.. total we had $62,880k and we need to go to bank to open a join acct so that we can cash out e $$$.. so we went to POSB then POSB say onli DBS can make it so end of e day we din open any acct yet.. so Jason and i will meet another day to open a join acct.. finally everything had settle and i can get my share to return to my ah ma and aunties... and i saw my old long lost friend Pearline at HDB, she is also an agent.. it been a long time we din catch up liao, and we had a good chat today.. hope to see her again.. now I'm alone with daddy and hubby is now out field at Lim Chu Kang... so poor thing... hubby, i miss u.....

My weekend

2009-05-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

Sat, same old routine around noon time i wen to pick Erina up and wen to Ntuc to bought food back to jalan kayu.. but sometime different is onli Erina and me, coz hubby is in camp.. around 4pm i call Alvin to wait for me at my house down stair coz i cant carry all e stuff i bought.. dinner i cooked chili fish, salted veg duck soup, mince pork steam eggs and desserts is green bean/ sweet potato soup.. nice...... around 6pm i finish cooking and start cleaning up a whole house and Alvin is sleeping so Erina keep making noise as nobody play with her.. around 7plus mummy and hubby came back.. hubby say my chili fish was nice but too spicy and duck soup abit too oily..LOL
Sun, wake up early morning 10:30am, hubby and i wen to tampines mall for breakfast and we had B.K then we wen for a movie ( Angel & Demons ) nice movie... then we wen to buy alot of stuff from ntuc coz hubby got to stay in camp for next week.. so sad i got to sleep alone liao... nowadays i been very busy watching The gem of life so abit lazy to blog... keke

Alvin's Graduation

2009-05-17T19:08:00.003+08:00

I'm proud of him..

Congrats Bro...

Friday, a very important day for mummy and me coz finally Alvin make it.. Early morning 5:30am my alarm clock rang, so sleepy and tired but yet excited.. coz got to prepare to attend Alvin's graduation, and i got to buy tie for him early in e morning.. so we wen to Mustafa to buy a tie for him and wen to his school at Ngee Ann ploy.. we reach there around 8:45am, we wen into e hall around 9am - 10am then finally Alvin is called up to e stage to collect his cert.. mummy feel so touch and her tears almost fall.. me also touch and damn happy for him lor... finally 3yrs has past liao, and it time for him to think for his future.. Jie you didi...

Sun, Mon, Tues

2009-05-13T13:39:00.003+08:00

Sun, Mother's day lunch with my in law side.. we went Paramount Hotel for dim sim, after lunch hubby and i wen to meet Erina for lunch again.. coz she was alone at home with her daddy as her ah ma wen for majong session.. and she need to pass me gift... then evening time, sis and mum bought dinner over for us.. sun..... damn tired and damn full... e whole day we been eating and eating and eating... i damn fat liao lor... cannot take it liao.... i must go on diet man...
Mon, hubby 1st day of reservist and I'm alone at home.. and i got to buy lunch and dinner for daddy and daddy ask me to help him buy toto... oh god buy toto.. i dun like.... hubby came home very late and i cooked maggie noodles and herbal tea for him.. hubby very poor thing, weather so bad and he like sick sick like that and have toothache... and hubby tell me that he work like shit in camp.. aiyo hubby going to slim down liao... poor thing...
Tues, morning go ah ma's house pick up letter for jason and chat chat with her.. around 10am like that i wen to Tampines One to buy lunch for daddy, lunch Carl's JR, Subway for dinner, 5 Mac ice cream and 6 Apple pie... damn alot of food rite, all is for daddy wan coz he like western food onli, so i have to 1 short bought everything home to stock up.. at nite hubby came home, i cooked zhou for him.. mince pork zhou...

Sat

2009-05-13T12:45:00.006+08:00

Sat, Vesak day is hubby's Chinese birthday so morning i went down to market and buy mee sua, mince pork and cook red eggs.. so hubby wake up liao, saw it very happy and say thanks to me..

Then noon time we wen to order flowers for my mother in law and sister in law for mother's day lunch appointment on sunday..then hubby also bought flowers for me too.. haha... guess he must be touch that morning i cooked mee sua for him that's why he buy me flowers..

At night we went for Mother's day dinner with my family @ No signboard geylang.. onli Jason didnt join us coz of his baby boy and Erina wen malaysia with her ah ma.. so onli Alvin, Jojo, uncle Heng and mummy..

New member

2009-05-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Jason sms me say his wife in labour, but seem like not very good as e baby cant normal delivery.. so around 10plus i went down acc him then around 12plus mummy and Alvin also came to meet us.. we waited outside e labour ward for about 2hrs, then doctor say reali cannot wait for normal delivery liao must go for ops.. coz water level low liao, and baby still not out yet abit danger.. so around 3pm they push her in for ops, about 30mins later baby is out.. is a boy, look so much like my bro.. oh god.. damn cute lor... but wen e 1st min i saw e baby, my tears nearly fall... not because i'm touch, is because i think about my 6Th aunt... it let me recall about her, let me think back what happen 5yrs ago.. and i reali miss her... but i din tell anyone about it coz i scare later they say why i so bad mouth de, at that time still can think of 6Th aunt... so i just keep quiet, and wait for e nurse to let us carry e baby.. around 5plus after e nurse feed e baby, we bring baby out to e room and everyone start taking pic.. and i try to touch him also.. but e baby like my bro, just wanna sleep.. no matter how we chat or take pic or touch him.. he also never wake up... damn cute......

New member in my family... little Tan

Monday blue

2009-05-05T10:33:00.003+08:00

Mon - suppose meet Sherina and Janice in e morning for breakfast and swimming but suddenly i see that my father in law not well.. he keep complaining that his headache was very bad, and i heard him banging e cupboard.. guess he reali in pain, so i decided not to go out so early and wait for hubby to come home to look after him then i go out.. sometime wen i see my father in law like that, let me recall of my dad.. let me feel that sick ppl reali need acc as they easily faint or need help wen they're alone at home.. my father in law have history of fainted inside e toilet more then once, and he nearly die coz of his heart.. i see him like that also very poor thing, everyday at home nothing to do wanna eat also cannot eat much later vomited or stomach upset.. haiz.... so yest end up i didn't meet up with them as hubby came back late and i had fall asleep while waiting for him.. by e time i wake up is already almost 4pm, so dad ask us wanna acc him play majong ant?? so we played one round majong with him, onli thing he like is playing majong.. after playing majong, hubby see i didn't went out then he feel bad so he ask me out for dinner.. and daddy wen to bed so we both went out to tampines and had Jack's place for dinner..