Sending..................................

These 2 days I been thinking a lot, thinking why god is unjust and why good people can’t live happy? And today is e day I need to send Christine off, hubby acc me to mandai crematorium and he waited outside for me… My last good bye to her & last time seeing her face to face… Seeing her lying down inside e coffin my heart break and I couldn’t control my tears, see her been pushing into e cremation my heart break… I keep asking why, just push in like that and cremate then become ashes… I really can’t accept e fact that she had gone, esp. when Yvonne told me what happen before she departed… Saying that she wanted to pass away at home but she really couldn’t take it e hurt and ask her bf send her to e hospital... About 4am in e morning doctor try to save her but they can’t help anymore, so her bf look at her and say dear if u want to go just go and I will be here for you and then her eyes close and go peacefully..

When I heard my heart even breaks and I keep crying till hubby says something to me…

Dear, have u even thou of is good for her to go as she had endure so long for this sickness?? And she had been suffering in her life since she is a little girl, maybe god don’t want her to undergo that’s why they took her back to heaven and let her go home???

Inside my heart was, I understand but why so fast?? And why is her??? Since she was 14years old her parents left her and she need to stay in e hostel as nobody adopt her, she try so hard to study and get into poly nursing course and she work so hard to get a opportunity for oversea studies, when she is back in Singapore she fight and work hard to buy her own flat… Then now, God just took away her life...

I really hope that she could rest in peace just like what hubby says… Give her a new life and a new start and let her join her mum in heaven…

Christine Ong Yu Li 23th July 1981 - 27th Dec 2009

She is gone....

Another good friend of mine has left; she is gone off peacefully… She is someone that I always feel respect coz even how sick she is, she never complaints and she never cry. She is always so cheery and optimistic in life and always so kind to help others around her... And now god had taken her away from us, a kind and lovable smile had just gone away…

Last night when I got to know e news from her bf, I was damn shocked... I couldn’t know how to react and what to reply, I just wake hubby up and cried…. Hubby was shock and jump up from bed, he just say; dear maybe is good for her to go also as she has been suffer for so long and it time for her to rest.. I know that she been suffer after she knew that she had leukemia and esp. during those days when she is waiting for bone marrow transplant… But I really feel that god is unfair, she had been suffer loneliness since her parent left her when she was 12years and she really study hard and fight for her future till she become a nurse and had chance to go for oversea studies… And when she start to earn and had her own flat, she found out that she had leukemia… Just 2years of treatment and now she is gone….

Dear friend, you are always remembering deeply in my heart… Rest in peace….

Busy Dec

My Busy Dec

No time to blog or updated photos as I'm too busy preparing myself for Xmas like shopping & doing my hair/nails..... Had a great Xmas with hubby, friends & family..... Receive lots of gift from many people, My in laws, Buddies, Mum, May & Esp Hubby.... Thanks everyone for celebrating Xmas with me.....

Sushi Tei Lunch with Buddies & e Kids.........
Dinner @ Kenny Rogers East Coast with Father in law & Hubby...

Erina's Xmas Gift...... Everything of Barbies....

X'mas Party @ Our House on 24th Dec 09, Ronson make photo card for e guys ONLY!!!!
Our X'mas Gift....
X'mas Gift From hubby to ME... Can say good bye to my Sony liao...

X'mas Gift From Me To Hubby.... Chill out at Timbre @ Old School wit Fred & Chris.... Movie & Dinner at Plaza Sing..

Pulau Ubin On 26th Dec 09, with Fred & Chris....

Dec 27th 2009, Dinner at Tampines Mall with hubby..

Lynyrd birthday 23th Nov 09

23th Nov, Monday was Lynyrd birthday we all meet for dinner and drinking session at hubby’ friend new Thai disco put… it was last time 99 Thai disco and now hubby’s friend take over e place, last night was their opening. We went to Novena to have our dinner at Café Viena buffet, their food was good and their seafood damn fresh... And I saw JJ, we chit chat awhile and we are planning to meet again (Sis, pls arrange an outing soon on Sunday ok coz JJ only off on Sunday…) we end around 11plus and by e time we got home almost 1am, I damn shag and full…. Power power

I need to change my camera liao, really give prob... Pic all not clear, use liao very pek cek....

2weeks update....

It been quite something I last blog coz lately I’m full of activity, on e 11th Nov Wednesday I just went to BKK for 4 days together with my hubby… It been 6months we last went to BKK and this time round we went there not for shopping just praying and visit hubby’s friend, we had lots of seafood and I had met my mum there on e last night before going back to Singapore. Think this trip e best thing we do is to eat e big giant head prawn, tat is hubby fav man... And we also went to Zoo at their out-skirt, most of e time we are with his friend shopping for their baby stuff... Hubby & I really miss BKK a lot and miss massage, miss seafood & miss shopping…

15th Nov, we went to Cindy’s baby shower at Yio Chao Kang road and then we went Tampines Mall with Ronson & Junie had our dinner at Swensen’s…

16th Nov, Monday I’m suppose meeting Xiao bai & Terry for dinner at P.S but we cancel coz Janice & Xiao long came back to Tampines so I meet up with them for coffee at Starbucks and dinner Pu Tien with my hubby…

18th Nov, Wednesday morning woke up early to do my housework as I got to meet up with Sherina for our nails appointment at Far East… It was a terrible day coz my father in law shouted at me which make me feel very offend and irritated, just becoz tat I don’t want to hang clothes outside as I’m scared it might rains later in e afternoon and I don’t want him to carry e clothes in coz I’m worry that he might out of breath… But he just don’t understand it and get so pissed off, I felt so mad and I just went out to meet Sherina, we had our lunch at our fav Thai food restaurant and I bought 2 dress from my gf Elfina’s shop at level3 Amethyst Fashion… When I met hubby, I keep telling him that I really cannot take it coz his dad shouted at me and I told him that I don’t mind doing housework and look after him but please show respect to people…. Hubby knew that I’m so angry and he say he will talk to his dad later…. Sometime old people are weirdo, real weirdo…

20th Nov, Friday hubby went to Sam’s shop for tattoo again and I had my mahjong session with Kelyn, Lynyrd & Suann.. Ronson, Johnson & Jay was there too as we plan to go for supper after hubby finish his tattoo session but half way thru Ethan keep make noise and want to go home so Jay got no choice and send him back home… Around 10plus then hubby finish his tattoo and we all went to Toa-Payoh Hub Crystal Jade steamboat buffet, everyone eat till so full and there are price is so reasonable too and they open till 1am everyday… So people who want to eat steamboat for supper can go there…

21st Nov, Saturday hubby and I went to fetch Erina at around 11am as we planned to go Discovery Centre but when we reached there we saw nothing in it so we went over to Science Centre is also at Jurong area… And last min hubby’s friend Lim & his family joined us for e tour, dinner and movie too… After Science Centre we all went to Suntec City to had our dinner at Sakae Sushi, watched movie A Christmas Carol 3D and went to play ah ka till almost 11pm then we all went back home… Erina was contented coz Lim’s son Reyes really makes a good accompany and they both really enjoyed together… Think we shall arrange more outing with them as Erina could mix around with more people...

22nd Nov, Sunday hubby accompanies me to Renita’s baby shower at Sengkang Park Green Condo… This month I have 3 baby’s shower to attend, Renita, Lisi & Han Bing…

Happy, Happy ME

Sunday 8th Nov, Hubby & I woke up early around 9plus as we need to go and purchase fishes with fruits to Pulan Ubin… 1st we went to 201 buy fruits then we went to fish farm to buy fishes and we went to Changi Village for our depart to Ubin, when we 1st go on board hubby & I throw fish’s food to feed them then when we reach there we went to their sea side to release fishes… After release fishes, hubby & I went to pray Tua Pek Gong and we also had our lunch there at Ubin First Stop Seafood… Seafood was very excellent and their seafood was so fresh too, we ordered Crayfish, Tua Tao, Sweet potato leaves & Gong Bao Chicken… Hubby & I was take pleasure in with e food and their service there and hubby said that he would bring me here at least once a month to release fishes and had seafood… Shiok!!!!

Monday 9th Nov, woke up 6am to do all my housework then went lunch with Janice at Tampines Mall and coffee Starbucks… And I met April there too, so she joined us for a drinks then Janice went to work and April accompany to shop at Tampines Mall & we had ice-cream @ Haagen-Dazs as we are waiting for hubby to come and send us home. It was enjoyable to have her accompany and we chit chat a lot about our past and people around us… We waited for hubby till about 7pm then we send April back 1st and we went to 300plus to bring dessert for my mum in law and then we went back home for dinner… After dinner hubby, my in laws & I play one set of MJ till 11plus and only my mum in law make money, I only make $1 but it was fun la….

I can’t wait to go BKK on Wed, NO housework & CAN sleep late….. Wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!