Sending..................................

These 2 days I been thinking a lot, thinking why god is unjust and why good people can’t live happy? And today is e day I need to send Christine off, hubby acc me to mandai crematorium and he waited outside for me… My last good bye to her & last time seeing her face to face… Seeing her lying down inside e coffin my heart break and I couldn’t control my tears, see her been pushing into e cremation my heart break… I keep asking why, just push in like that and cremate then become ashes… I really can’t accept e fact that she had gone, esp. when Yvonne told me what happen before she departed… Saying that she wanted to pass away at home but she really couldn’t take it e hurt and ask her bf send her to e hospital... About 4am in e morning doctor try to save her but they can’t help anymore, so her bf look at her and say dear if u want to go just go and I will be here for you and then her eyes close and go peacefully..

When I heard my heart even breaks and I keep crying till hubby says something to me…

Dear, have u even thou of is good for her to go as she had endure so long for this sickness?? And she had been suffering in her life since she is a little girl, maybe god don’t want her to undergo that’s why they took her back to heaven and let her go home???

Inside my heart was, I understand but why so fast?? And why is her??? Since she was 14years old her parents left her and she need to stay in e hostel as nobody adopt her, she try so hard to study and get into poly nursing course and she work so hard to get a opportunity for oversea studies, when she is back in Singapore she fight and work hard to buy her own flat… Then now, God just took away her life...

I really hope that she could rest in peace just like what hubby says… Give her a new life and a new start and let her join her mum in heaven…

Christine Ong Yu Li 23th July 1981 - 27th Dec 2009

She is gone....

Another good friend of mine has left; she is gone off peacefully… She is someone that I always feel respect coz even how sick she is, she never complaints and she never cry. She is always so cheery and optimistic in life and always so kind to help others around her... And now god had taken her away from us, a kind and lovable smile had just gone away…

Last night when I got to know e news from her bf, I was damn shocked... I couldn’t know how to react and what to reply, I just wake hubby up and cried…. Hubby was shock and jump up from bed, he just say; dear maybe is good for her to go also as she has been suffer for so long and it time for her to rest.. I know that she been suffer after she knew that she had leukemia and esp. during those days when she is waiting for bone marrow transplant… But I really feel that god is unfair, she had been suffer loneliness since her parent left her when she was 12years and she really study hard and fight for her future till she become a nurse and had chance to go for oversea studies… And when she start to earn and had her own flat, she found out that she had leukemia… Just 2years of treatment and now she is gone….

Dear friend, you are always remembering deeply in my heart… Rest in peace….

Busy Dec

My Busy Dec

No time to blog or updated photos as I'm too busy preparing myself for Xmas like shopping & doing my hair/nails..... Had a great Xmas with hubby, friends & family..... Receive lots of gift from many people, My in laws, Buddies, Mum, May & Esp Hubby.... Thanks everyone for celebrating Xmas with me.....

Sushi Tei Lunch with Buddies & e Kids.........
Dinner @ Kenny Rogers East Coast with Father in law & Hubby...

Erina's Xmas Gift...... Everything of Barbies....

X'mas Party @ Our House on 24th Dec 09, Ronson make photo card for e guys ONLY!!!!
Our X'mas Gift....
X'mas Gift From hubby to ME... Can say good bye to my Sony liao...

X'mas Gift From Me To Hubby.... Chill out at Timbre @ Old School wit Fred & Chris.... Movie & Dinner at Plaza Sing..

Pulau Ubin On 26th Dec 09, with Fred & Chris....

Dec 27th 2009, Dinner at Tampines Mall with hubby..