

Saturday as usual we went back to my mum’s place for dinner but wasn’t my mum whom cook is my bro’s gf, she cooked clay pot rice for us. And after dinner, hubby & I went to visit Bernard and his baby we were at his house till 3am then go home. E next day I had a stomach flu and runs toilet e whole day, body was weak and sleep e whole day at and I suppose need to attend Benson’s baby shower but I didn’t went… Didn’t have a chance to see his baby, feel so pai sae.
Yesterday was a gloomy day for me as e gals went back to Germany, it was a last min thingy coz they couldn’t get tickets back suddenly Les check got people cancel tickets and within 5hours they need to get ready and go to e airport. Sis Kim was busy packing stuff and I look after e gal’s coz I know it would be e last time I shower and feed already as Desiree is going to start school in Aug in Germany and they won’t be back soon. Around 9pm we went to e airport together with Les’s sister and they are about to check in Beverly refuse to go, she keeps putting my clothes and hug me tight with her and ask her mummy to go away and she keep saying Mimi, Mimi go Germany... And then my tears fall coz I felt so touch, it 6mths we live together, sleep, eat, shower & play together. Beginning when they move in, I feel so helpless coz they always mess up my room and jumping around on my bed. I couldn’t scold them coz they are not my kids but after awhile when they stay longer, they will listen to me and behave themselves. Esp. e time when my sister in law in hosp I need to sleep with them and take care of them all day long, we start to get more and closer esp. Beverly. She really treated me like her Mimi, she want me to bath or feed even sometime she refuse to stay with her own mother. Sometime thing really funny, they are not my kids but I love them like my own. Don’t why now I feel so boring went I come back home, e house so quiet & empty coz my mother in law kept their entire thing away. Miss their voice, miss them calling me Mimi and miss their smell.


