
Saturday as usual we went back to my mum’s place for dinner but wasn’t my mum whom cook is my bro’s gf, she cooked clay pot rice for us. And after dinner, hubby & I went to visit Bernard and his baby we were at his house till 3am then go home. E next day I had a stomach flu and runs toilet e whole day, body was weak and sleep e whole day at and I suppose need to attend Benson’s baby shower but I didn’t went… Didn’t have a chance to see his baby, feel so pai sae.
Yesterday was a gloomy day for me as e gals went back to Germany, it was a last min thingy coz they couldn’t get tickets back suddenly Les check got people cancel tickets and within 5hours they need to get ready and go to e airport. Sis Kim was busy packing stuff and I look after e gal’s coz I know it would be e last time I shower and feed already as Desiree is going to start school in Aug in Germany and they won’t be back soon. Around 9pm we went to e airport together with Les’s sister and they are about to check in Beverly refuse to go, she keeps putting my clothes and hug me tight with her and ask her mummy to go away and she keep saying Mimi, Mimi go Germany... And then my tears fall coz I felt so touch, it 6mths we live together, sleep, eat, shower & play together. Beginning when they move in, I feel so helpless coz they always mess up my room and jumping around on my bed. I couldn’t scold them coz they are not my kids but after awhile when they stay longer, they will listen to me and behave themselves. Esp. e time when my sister in law in hosp I need to sleep with them and take care of them all day long, we start to get more and closer esp. Beverly. She really treated me like her Mimi, she want me to bath or feed even sometime she refuse to stay with her own mother. Sometime thing really funny, they are not my kids but I love them like my own. Don’t why now I feel so boring went I come back home, e house so quiet & empty coz my mother in law kept their entire thing away. Miss their voice, miss them calling me Mimi and miss their smell.

Today I had meet up with Ah cat, my childhood best friend we went to compass point for coffee together with her daughter Regina… She was so small size and cute it makes me think of Beverly. Can’t help to stop thinking or missing them… 





And one of e weekday when my SIL not going out, hubby and I went to Vivo city to meet Wei Liang & Kelyn for dinner and movie. We had our dinner at Modesto’s; their pasta wasn’t so good but their pizza was excellent and we went to watch Green Zone this movie is talking about US army quite a nice show too. And hubby say that my father in law sure will like it de so when this movie in DVD, he is going to buy him one. And next was planning for Erina’s birthday party, I had decided to held e party @ Exlporerkid at downtown but wasn’t a very big want coz is too costly and I have to start ordering cake and buy deco for her party, this party is quite vital to her coz this is e 1st time I made party for her together with hubby and my friends coz e past years was only family outing and school party this year is something dissimilar. And I been feeling downhill coz hubby don’t allow me to invite my SIL & her kids coz he say Erina and me is a family not with them, this words make me feel damn upset and I had been figure why hubby would say this kind of words to hurt me and if he loves me, he should accept Erina too but he didn’t and my SIL also say that her brother is not prepared to become a step-father. This make me feel even worse, grumpy for so long and hesitation in my marriage too but when e day come I was very shock that hubby allow Erina’s dad to attend and he was a good host on that day, he never give me black face and nag on me really thank hubby so much for being so thoughtful.. And I really be grateful for those who had attended her party and make her feel so happy for all e present & most important is my MIL & SIL also gave Erina hong bao it makes me feel very happy and I tears at least I knew that what I had done is cherished.
And I almost forgot to updated e most important thing, my SIL admitted to hospital due to virus and she be in hospital almost a week then discharge and I have to stay at home for a week just to look after e gals. I bathe them, play with them, make them sleep and feed them milk suddenly e feeling is just like 7years ago... Must wake up in e midnight to feed them milk, e feeling is damn shag wan and morning I still have to do house work coz my MIL, FIL & hubby are all sick too but finally everything is over and luckily my SIL recover and her hubby also back in town to acc her and I guess her hubby came back is e most great thing wanted when she is sick.. And she went to bought me a BEBE top for thanking me looking after her kids… She is so sweet, thanks and that’s all for my march 2010.. bye bye
