March 2012

Feb is the blissful month coz is honeymoon month, actually hubby want to cancel this trip coz after my op he scared I cannot take long flt and scared no food for me to eat there.
But Thank god he didn’t coz during the honeymoon my emotion getting well again and I really let go all my sadness and I also pick up snorkeling too it was fun even thou I don’t know how to swim, snorkel really make me for so untroubled in the sea and I can see beautiful fishes the feeling is damn good..,

After when I’m back from trip my mood getting better, hubby tried so hard to make me happy and help me over come it, after honeymoon I still eat confinement food and tonic myself and I realize that i’m so smart that I can cook for myself after tonic I felt stronger but fatter too.. No choice lo, want to keep healthy is like that lo eat good and rest well become fatty.

Maldives is really a beautiful place

31st march is sister Kim pageant dinner, we all dress up properly go and give her support and she make it, come in 1st place for Mrs Singapore World 2012 all of us so happy for her and my in laws is so proud of her too. And because of her dinner, I didn’t celebrate Erina’s birthday so I make a party for her on the 1st April and I promise her for the bouncy castle and balloon twist. She is so happy and I’m happy too and I hope my guest and kids also enjoy themselves.

 

Feb 2012

What’s blog? Why I stop for a year? It’s because that I’m too busy to blog or too lazy or I’m too happy living on own life?

After my wedding there’s so much thing that happen in life, till I feel so dramatic and I couldn’t believe it that I could make it till now.

I have a prefect wedding that I wanted and hubby really gave me what I want expect for the childhood cartoon montage but the rest of the thing I ask from him, he did make it and we really spend a lot on this wedding but at least we make it a good want... I glad that I has a supportive husband, thanks for loving me.

After my wedding I realize that I’m pregnant and baby only survive till 7weeks in me and e heart beat stop, I got to remove it out before my honeymoon trip. During that time was the worse emotion, I cried everyday and quarrel with hubby for nothing I’m totally out of mind and I even throw my hp till spoiled and it was a new hp only 2 weeks old... Hubby suffer a lot during that time, he got to work and come home still got to shower for me, cook and clean up e house for me.. My mother in law did nothing and yet use those words to hurt me that will never forget, after my slip disc op she treated me e same thing too and now after I lost my child she did it again. Hubby told me not to take it to heart but how to? He always says his mum doesn’t mean it but what doesn’t mean it? I only can say living with mother in law is really very hard if she continue to do that I don’t know how long I can take it or endure with it. I’m a very simple person just want everyone to live happily together but if she just want thing in her own way then I got no choice maybe she will be happy to see that harry and I divorce.

Cant mother in law and daughter in law live in peace????