MY CNY

It has been so long that I last updated my blog, as I been very busy with CNY and busy as my
sister in law has temp move over to stay my place for a month. My CNY was busy packing,
shopping, visiting family and accompany my hubby to gamble at night till morning and me play mahjong for 3days lost $140 so sian, almost every day we got back home at morning 5-6am... And we always went to Tampines 201 for Mac breakfast before home, eat and eat till I feel that I’m so fat… It was fun as hubby and his friends gamble cards and wives all mahjong, fair enough that everyone had fun together we play talk cock and eat… Hubby even feel boring after one week leave on CNY, he keep complaint that he don’t want to start work…

After CNY is e 2little gals’ birthday party, my sister in law has planned their party at les’s mum condo and is e Dora’s party… I find that I was fun as she had arranged bouncy castle for e kids and kitchen toys for them to play too... And their birthday cake was so nice; I think she is good in arranging all this for them and after their birthday their dad les will go back to Germany again. Sometime I feel that my sister in law is so poor thing that she always been alone to look after e kids and do everything by herself without her husband around with her but luckily les really pamper her a lot and always give in to her if not I think she will go sadden wan..


Desiree 3rd and Beverly 2nd bday cake.. Nice!!

My family CNY dinner

Met my long lost Sec Sch mates @ Dolly on CNY

My Vday & CNY gift from hubby.... Thanks

Pass time in hospital....

Erina Swimming lesson
My kampong Chai Chee Brothers, knew them for 17yrs.
Hubby's Gucci shoes...

2 Tops & 1 Jeans from Bebe...

Bought 5 t shirt from AX

Ah Meow & Lisi + Lisi's baby...

It been a long time I didn’t updated my blog, after since Christine left.. And I’m been busy with lots of thing too, only now I’m in hosp acc my ah ma then I got time to do my own stuff…
Lately I felt a lot in life esp. to people around me.. I felt that true friend are those who will never leave me and give up on me, is who will be there when I need them.. And I realize that when as u grow older friend will be lesser coz u will start to know how to draw a line between true friend and normal friend. I’m lucky that Sherina and Janice had never left me and we all have really been thou so much in our friendship.. I use to treat my close friend as best buddy but now I feel that friends are not forever and good wan.. Good friend only need one or two will do, and good one are those that I can share everything under sun even thou we hardly meet.. Just like ah meow, Lisi, Tracy & Renita, I don’t always meet up with them but I always feel so comfortable to chat with them without anything to hide… after 2years finally I got a chance to meet up with ah meow, my long lost childhood friend that we use to play dolls at each another house… I’m glad I still have her around by my side and she live happy with her hubby & daughter… we had gathering with Lisi at Tampines one, we have lots of thing to share to each another and none stop talking… Really feel good to catch up with them, thanks babe...

Then on sat hubby brought me to town for shopping as I don’t need to fetch Erina coz she went to KL with her ah ma, it was actually acc hubby to buy his shoes but ended up Gucci taka don’t have his size.. So hubby say ask me shop for CNY, and I bought lots of clothes from Bebe and AX…. I spend $1K for tops and hubby say I crazy liao… Then Sunday I went to colour my hair at Desmand's shop as I had wedding at night and after colour we went back to town coz hubby die die want to buy his shoes, so ended up we found his shoes at paragon.. Which cost $600 for one normal outing shoes, wa lau damn ex but hubby like it so we just bought it and after buying it then he keep asking me do u think is worth e $$$ ?
Then I say u like just buy ok, anyway also not my $$$$… hahaha… then hubby look at me one kind…..

And then Tues I meet up with Renita and Alvin at ION for lunch, but half way thou my auntie call saying that my ah ma need to send to hosp as she is breathless again… so no choice we quickly finish our lunch and Alvin and i head to CGH to meet up with my aunties and uncle.. Doctor say my ah ma got infection and need to stay hosp, so after she admitted I went back home..

Wednesday morning, I went to send Erina to school as she got swimming lesson for e 1st time.. Her school allow student to take up swimming lesson and lots of other ECA, which I think is good for them… After her swimming lesson I went to CGH visit ah ma and I got a shock as ah ma look very bad, she cant even eat or talk properly and her face was swollen… doctor say is becoz ah ma got drug allergy which they don’t know and give her e pill which coz her swollen… as she had a heart attack e night before, I felt so worry and sad as I’m looking at her laying down so sick…. So I acc her till evening time then I go back and home and change then I went back to hosp acc her for e night as we are afraid that she might had another heart attack but luckily she didn’t and she is recovering well now. And I hoping that she could go home by today 15th Jan Friday, if not I wont be able to stay over night as sat I need to fetch Erina.. No matter what this sat I must fetch her coz next week Wednesday I’m leaving to bkk liao, then got to wait 2more weeks then can see her…she been doing quite well in school as her dad told me that she could catch up with school work without any help from them… I glad that she really likes studying and her school…
So now Erina has started schooling and I have no more worries, I can start planning for my wedding dinner..

Hubby and I had decided a date is may2011 but we still need to check on hotels before we can confirm with our friends. Hopefully everything went smoothly….

Sending..................................

These 2 days I been thinking a lot, thinking why god is unjust and why good people can’t live happy? And today is e day I need to send Christine off, hubby acc me to mandai crematorium and he waited outside for me… My last good bye to her & last time seeing her face to face… Seeing her lying down inside e coffin my heart break and I couldn’t control my tears, see her been pushing into e cremation my heart break… I keep asking why, just push in like that and cremate then become ashes… I really can’t accept e fact that she had gone, esp. when Yvonne told me what happen before she departed… Saying that she wanted to pass away at home but she really couldn’t take it e hurt and ask her bf send her to e hospital... About 4am in e morning doctor try to save her but they can’t help anymore, so her bf look at her and say dear if u want to go just go and I will be here for you and then her eyes close and go peacefully..

When I heard my heart even breaks and I keep crying till hubby says something to me…

Dear, have u even thou of is good for her to go as she had endure so long for this sickness?? And she had been suffering in her life since she is a little girl, maybe god don’t want her to undergo that’s why they took her back to heaven and let her go home???

Inside my heart was, I understand but why so fast?? And why is her??? Since she was 14years old her parents left her and she need to stay in e hostel as nobody adopt her, she try so hard to study and get into poly nursing course and she work so hard to get a opportunity for oversea studies, when she is back in Singapore she fight and work hard to buy her own flat… Then now, God just took away her life...

I really hope that she could rest in peace just like what hubby says… Give her a new life and a new start and let her join her mum in heaven…

Christine Ong Yu Li 23th July 1981 - 27th Dec 2009

She is gone....

Another good friend of mine has left; she is gone off peacefully… She is someone that I always feel respect coz even how sick she is, she never complaints and she never cry. She is always so cheery and optimistic in life and always so kind to help others around her... And now god had taken her away from us, a kind and lovable smile had just gone away…

Last night when I got to know e news from her bf, I was damn shocked... I couldn’t know how to react and what to reply, I just wake hubby up and cried…. Hubby was shock and jump up from bed, he just say; dear maybe is good for her to go also as she has been suffer for so long and it time for her to rest.. I know that she been suffer after she knew that she had leukemia and esp. during those days when she is waiting for bone marrow transplant… But I really feel that god is unfair, she had been suffer loneliness since her parent left her when she was 12years and she really study hard and fight for her future till she become a nurse and had chance to go for oversea studies… And when she start to earn and had her own flat, she found out that she had leukemia… Just 2years of treatment and now she is gone….

Dear friend, you are always remembering deeply in my heart… Rest in peace….

Busy Dec

My Busy Dec

No time to blog or updated photos as I'm too busy preparing myself for Xmas like shopping & doing my hair/nails..... Had a great Xmas with hubby, friends & family..... Receive lots of gift from many people, My in laws, Buddies, Mum, May & Esp Hubby.... Thanks everyone for celebrating Xmas with me.....

Sushi Tei Lunch with Buddies & e Kids.........
Dinner @ Kenny Rogers East Coast with Father in law & Hubby...

Erina's Xmas Gift...... Everything of Barbies....

X'mas Party @ Our House on 24th Dec 09, Ronson make photo card for e guys ONLY!!!!
Our X'mas Gift....
X'mas Gift From hubby to ME... Can say good bye to my Sony liao...

X'mas Gift From Me To Hubby.... Chill out at Timbre @ Old School wit Fred & Chris.... Movie & Dinner at Plaza Sing..

Pulau Ubin On 26th Dec 09, with Fred & Chris....

Dec 27th 2009, Dinner at Tampines Mall with hubby..

Lynyrd birthday 23th Nov 09

23th Nov, Monday was Lynyrd birthday we all meet for dinner and drinking session at hubby’ friend new Thai disco put… it was last time 99 Thai disco and now hubby’s friend take over e place, last night was their opening. We went to Novena to have our dinner at Café Viena buffet, their food was good and their seafood damn fresh... And I saw JJ, we chit chat awhile and we are planning to meet again (Sis, pls arrange an outing soon on Sunday ok coz JJ only off on Sunday…) we end around 11plus and by e time we got home almost 1am, I damn shag and full…. Power power

I need to change my camera liao, really give prob... Pic all not clear, use liao very pek cek....