Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Sending..................................

These 2 days I been thinking a lot, thinking why god is unjust and why good people can’t live happy? And today is e day I need to send Christine off, hubby acc me to mandai crematorium and he waited outside for me… My last good bye to her & last time seeing her face to face… Seeing her lying down inside e coffin my heart break and I couldn’t control my tears, see her been pushing into e cremation my heart break… I keep asking why, just push in like that and cremate then become ashes… I really can’t accept e fact that she had gone, esp. when Yvonne told me what happen before she departed… Saying that she wanted to pass away at home but she really couldn’t take it e hurt and ask her bf send her to e hospital... About 4am in e morning doctor try to save her but they can’t help anymore, so her bf look at her and say dear if u want to go just go and I will be here for you and then her eyes close and go peacefully..

When I heard my heart even breaks and I keep crying till hubby says something to me…

Dear, have u even thou of is good for her to go as she had endure so long for this sickness?? And she had been suffering in her life since she is a little girl, maybe god don’t want her to undergo that’s why they took her back to heaven and let her go home???

Inside my heart was, I understand but why so fast?? And why is her??? Since she was 14years old her parents left her and she need to stay in e hostel as nobody adopt her, she try so hard to study and get into poly nursing course and she work so hard to get a opportunity for oversea studies, when she is back in Singapore she fight and work hard to buy her own flat… Then now, God just took away her life...

I really hope that she could rest in peace just like what hubby says… Give her a new life and a new start and let her join her mum in heaven…

Christine Ong Yu Li 23th July 1981 - 27th Dec 2009
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2 comments:

  1. AnonymousDecember 31, 2009 at 11:09 AM

    Yuli my pri sch friend.... The one who is very active and noisy. Always remember her as my bubbly sch mate. Sad that she has left, wish that I cld help n know her situation earlier.
    Really heart breaking
    hope u will more relieve now
    remarkable effort yuli, 1981-2009

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  2. MunSeptember 19, 2010 at 3:30 PM

    I was packing for migration and re-connecting with old contacts when I heard yesterday from a long-lost mutual acquaintance. She mentioned that Christine Ong had passed away last December.

    I knew Christine when she was staying at the hostel. I tutored her for a period. She was exceptionally perceptive of others' feelings and pains. A very kind hearted person. We met by chance once again in 2004.

    Feel sad that the world has lost an angel, but happy also that she is in a better place now.

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