What a sad Tues...

Tuesday, what a sad a day…. Suppose hubby and I meeting Kelyn and Lynyrd for dinner & movie date @ Vivo city, but we didn’t go coz we had argument again. And I feel so worn-out, and I don’t feel like talking anymore. Sometime I really feel that he is real self-centered man, a man that will never acknowledge his mistake. Full of his ego, and make our R/S turn sour. Sometimes I just want to say something back to him and let him know e feeling that how e way I feel too, like that also so difficult meh? To me, as husband & wife we should be able to confess what we want and what we thinking of. Sometimes I really feel that we both belong to different worlds, and he always say that I’m e one who keep saying want to be apart. Of course I would have this kind of thinking as this is my 2nd marriage and I’m afraid to fall down again, my 1st marriage was bad and it really killed me deep inside. And I always wanted e best for now, as I did try out an R/S for 3years and it couldn’t work it out too. I’m scared, scared to make mistake again and again. Scared to get hurt and he just don’t understand. He always feel that no matter what happen so long as we love each another nothing can tear us apart. Maybe is true, nothing can tear us apart but feeling can kill us apart. Sometimes I just feel so weary and don’t know how to express myself anymore. I feel so sad and hurt that he will always never know.
Hubby back home with roses now, and say sorry about yesterday… I feel so happy and abit of angry coz he say; see $23 settle Liao... wau lau, cheapo lo… angry angry angry, later I’m going to Xiao bai’s house play mahjong with her, Cas & April... wish me good luck!!!

Mahjong Session

Sunday 2nd Aug, after so many week didn’t do any house work finally I spotless e whole house together with hubby. I dirt free e furniture, sweep up e floor & hubby mop up plus wash toilet. After a long day of cleaning up, hubby & I damn exhausted and we took a short rest and then meet up with Jay & Colline together with Ethan. We brought our father-in-law together as we went to Changi Village and had our dinner @ Charles’s Corner. After dinner we head straight back home, coz everyone was so dead beat and next day got to work. When we reach home it was only 9pm, so early right then hubby and I watch TV together and then we start our argument again. Again becoz of stupid matter, and I really abhorrence him sometime as he don’t even know how to respect me. His words are always hurting & harmful, and I find him so unjust to me ESP went go to club. He can talk or play with woman but I can’t, and I’m sorry, I’m not that type of woman that u call me sit then I sit.. I will do my part as a wife but not a pet. So after a long chat and is almost 1am, hubby say sorry of what he had said earlier on. And he promise that he will be more careful of his words in future, and he won’t be so stupidly too. And I believe he will… Actually I really do have a very good and charming husband, sometime he is real irritating and he is egotistic in some way but he really pamper me a lot and always wanted to make me happy. And I can feel that he is trying to give me e best of e world, but sometime he just can’t control his awful mouth. I think +/- I’m a very fortunate woman Liao, some people even worse than me. Everyday argue and be troubled of money and cannot get on with their in laws. At least my hubby try to bring me out for date ( movie/dinner)once every week, club during weekend with his friends, visiting my family & and bought thing that I like. Think like that is enough Liao ba, don’t be expecting too much in life.
Yesterday hubby came back quite early as he had completed his job, so around 4pm he is back home and I had bake chocolate cake for him. And he plan mahjong session with Kelyn & Lynyrd coz Lynyrd didn’t attend class coz he say he abit tired and kelyn was off yest. So around 7pm they reach our place and we play 2set of mahjong and I made $111 & hubby made $26, last week I lost $100 to Lynyrd and luck this week make back abit.. If not hubby every time says I waste money playing mahjong and say I keep losing. To me win or lose not so important is a fun that we have during e mahjong session, can chit chat. Hopefully next week can arrange another mahjong with them, or can call Jay & Colline. Anyway hubby is bringing me out for movie tonight together with them... Don’t what nice to watch now?? Seem like most of e movie I had watched Liao.

My weekend ( RATCHADA )

Lately I have been very full of activity, don’t know busy of what also!!! Meet up with hubby’s friends for dinner, durian, mahjong, clubbing and movie. We had gone Vivo city for Marche that day and we found that e food wasn’t as good as before already and very little choice. And we did went Siglap for durian durian café, maybe now is durian season so all e durians was very sweet and delicious with thick meats. I had been taking durian for e past few weeks, till hubby keep complain say later I fall sick. This few weeks I have been bandage my hand as I keep seeing doctor but yet still not recover. And mood also no good too, abit only I feel very pek cek. ESP, some family problem like my bro Jason and his wife I really dislike his wife behavior, treated my bro like outsider and keep posting comment on facebook to show people about her R/S with Jason. ESP e her mother, e never see a mother in law so bad before.
Last Friday 31st July, hubby brings me to Lunar Bar & Social House to drink with his boss and wife. I feel abit uninterested as I don’t know their wives and they keep asking me to drink, and e problem is I don’t drink at all. We were at lunar till about 2am then going over to social house club till almost 4am in e morning. That night I was really damn exhausted coz next day morning I got pick Erina at around 2pm. So sat morning I woke up at around 10plus, get myself wash up and prepare to fetch Erina back to Jalan Kayu. As my mum & bros are all at home waiting for us, and hubby didn’t went back with me coz he say he is weary and he got to work. He will only join us after his work around 7pm like that. When I reach my mum’s place, my grandparent from Chai Chee called... Saying that they need my mum help to apply for maid coz all my uncles couldn’t help them. So bro Jason send us down to Bukit Timah Plaza to meet up with e agent together with my grandparent. Over at e agent place, I was so pissed off by them as I feel that they are irresponsible becoz of my grandparent pervious maid. Coz she was suppose to work for them for minimum 8months but she only works 6months coz she had tumor inside her stomach and need to go back for ops. And e agent asks us to get another maid and pay money, so I find it so unfair and I make a comment about it. E maid didn’t complete her job and I feel that e agent is supposed to find a replacement for us?? They e agent say is my uncle fault as in he already knew that e maid is sick but yet he wants her. So when I heard that I feel so LL, I can’t say anything at all and e agent keep saying that don’t worry gal, I won’t cheap your family money as in I know your auntie and your grandma’s sister. Inside my heart says; who u knows also like that so what? Can treat my ma like that meh? They my ah ma also so soft hearted, just listen to e agent and find that I’m very rude and YA YA... haiz sometime I just feel like protect them coz they are old liao,and my uncles like cannot bother them only my Da Yi and my mum took care of them. After everything done, we went to Newton to have our dinner and hubby came to join us. And I’m suppose meeting Sherina to go Shifu’s house for praying but I really cannot make it coz an exhausted and busy day. After dinner hubby tell me that we are meeting his friends at night and we’re going to Thai disco. But I really very tired and I don’t feel like going, but hubby say awhile only won’t be too late de. Then we head home to change and I drink a glass of vitamin C, charge my power for clubbing... hahaha... We went to Ratchada Club at Cairnhill, e club was big and e gals not bad and I saw a lot of long lost friend. And hubby & his friends all very enjoy, they total had 3bts that night but only 5ppl drinking it. Just imaging how drunk it is?? only Chris, Colline & hubby are not drunk, Jay & John was damn super HIGH.. We club till almost 3am then go Coffee Club eat supper and go back home about 4plus. Another exhausted day!!!

STUPID BLOGGER

After so long never blog, i still cant upload photo.. Damn man!!!

Injure Hand

It been a long time since I last updated my blog coz I have been very busy and my hand was injure. On e 15th July I went to see sinseh as I injure my left, I also can’t remember how I get my hand injure only know that my hand getting more and more painful and I can’t band my hand. So 15th was e 1st time I plaster my hand and 3days my hand still haven’t recover so I went to see him again and need to bandage up. Maybe during e weekend I didn’t take good care of it coz Fri and Sat went to lunar & YUE club. Fri was Sherina’s birthday, we party till morning almost 5am and then Sat is Chris’s birthday @ YUE we also ktv till morning 5am... So not enough sleep plus too much movement Liao, so sinseh say I hand need at least 2months to fully recover... Boring lo, I cannot eat this and that and then sinseh also say I can’t carry heavy thing and no more laundry for me too. Haha, so happy hubby got to do all e housework for me now. So from 19th-24th my life is so damn bored, no house work, no cooking, no outing and just stay at home. Only once I went to visit my ma coz she say my bro Jason got letter with her and ask me go pick up. So I went to visit them and have a good chitchat with ah ma.. So actual from e day my hand gets injure I didn’t really go out or ever blog, msn and facebook. I just feel so tired and lazy.

Buddies nite @ Marina Mandarin

Mon, as usual wake up 6am in e morning to make coffee for hubby and send him off for work... And then I start packing my bag as Sherina is coming to pick me at 10plus, coz we are going to Jeana's shop to do our nails... and after doing our nails, we had our lunch @ far east Ramen and then we went to CK Tang for a shop coz Sherina need to buy something there.. After CK Tang, we went to Marina Mandarin to check in our hotel stay. Our room looks pleasant and we stay at 13level, abit high and we can see Pan Pacific hotel and Suntec City. Went we check in e room, we start changing and go to e pool for a swim... Around 5:30pm, we went back to our room and bathe then we went to Suntec for shopping and buy drinks back to e room coz night time Sherina and Janice going to have their beer drinking session... We bought cup noodles, chips, beers, Orange juice and cockles. After buying all e things, we walk back to our hotel room to chill e beers and around 9plus we went out to pick Janice from her workplace. after fetching Janice, we went back and start drinking and eating plus chatting and take silly & funny pix... we chat till almost 4:30am then went to sleep and about 9:30pm we all wake up liao coz Janice couldn't sleep, so Sherina and I wake up and Acc her.. Then we all start changing as Uncle Dennis want to buy us lunch at Raffles City Sushi Tei. We had salmon, yellow tail and tuna for sashimi and he also orders raw lobster sashimi too. E food was very nice, and after finish e lobster meat, they took e cover and cook miso soup for us to drink and are nice... I did have this b4 but we at Gold hill plaza, still remember is Andrew bring me to eat de. After lunch Sherina and I send Janice to work, and after sending Janice is my turn to go home. We really have a great and relax night and we are planning for this kind our gathering at least twice a year.
After reaching home, I feel so tired and have a rest then night time my father in law; hubby and I went to Tampines mall to have our dinner @ Fish & Co coz my father in law kana Toto. And he buys us dinner and after dinner we went Ntuc to buy some groceries back home.
I have a lot of photos to share on blog, still waiting for hubby to help me load from my phone... sian
Happening nite...

My weekend

Sat, busy long day, morning wake up busy with housework. And then lunch with hubby and 201, and bought some groceries back. Then after lunch I help out hubby to dirt free his whole car by waxing inside, outside didn’t do anything coz seem like raining. After finish all my work, I start to baking cakes coz I’m going to my ah ma’s house to visit my cousins. And I wanted them to try on my cakes coz I’m baking 2 different cakes, chocolate and butter cake... Nice right!!! Keke… Around 7plus then I finish both cakes and I went to ah ma there, when I reach I was so happy coz everyone is there and everyone seem like missing me.. Wahaha... So nice to have my cousins around coz they are very adorable wants, we can eat and chat together and my auntie always say that I’m behaving like a small kid with them. I just find it fun and nice being with them, and we were talking about facebook (restaurant city) they were so good at it... All had completed their game, so boring me... ha-ha... And I'm so happy that my cousin Ah-Bi finally gradually as a teacher liao, and she teach hubby Ex sec school lo.. Tampines Sec, haha.. Congrats!! And i know that she can be a very nice teacher coz she is always she kind. And my san gu cook prawns noodles soup for dinner, oh god e noodles damn excellent... Ha-ha, I keep disturb her say is buy back want coz taste like people who sell at coffee shop de. And she keeps saying that was her 1st time cooking this menu, and next weekend she is going to cook curry noodles… sound powerful right, and she really can cook very nice food even hubby also say that she can open a stall liao.. after having so much fun with everybody there, hubby and I head to shifu house for praying and after praying we went to Tampines meet up with Sherina and Janice for a drinks @ Blue Oasis till almost 2am then go home. Tired!!!
Sun, also another full of activity day for me coz wake up around 11plus then start doing laundry. After doing, hubby and I went to sengkang pick Erina then my mum and we went to Jurong point for shopping, and now Jurong point changes so much and have a lot of things to shop. And we had our lunch @ a Taiwan café and e food is awful, pls don’t try!! I bought a few things for Erina, as she is going Japan on this Tues. we shopped till almost 9pm Erina start complaint tired and indolent to walk so we went back to Jalan Kayu. Around 10plus I send her home and she still don’t want to go home coz she wants to finish e movie inside e car, but she still haven’t do her homework yet.. Haiz, nowadays children really give a lot of problem. Lazy to do their homework’s and keep playing or watching TV.