Saturday, October 17, 2009

Crazy Cab Driver

This few weeks I been busy with a lot of thing, got happy thing also got sad thing till I don’t know how to express myself… I only know that right now my heart is crying I really hate it when I knew e factual…

Lately this few weeks I really did a lot of thing in my life and I felt so meaningful and I never told it will feel so great… 1st it was my birthday celebration, 26years in my life this is e 1st time my family celebration together with me coz after my dad & mum separated I never had a birthday party and nobody remember my birthday only my mum, never once my brothers would sms or buy a birthday gift for me and I always feel gloomy and hurt.. Only this year finally everyone sit down together and have dinner & buy birthday cake for me. I feel so touched and contented that my family & my in laws really indulge me and my hubby also brings me out for dinner at Sentosa as a surprise plan and It was a fantastic dinner & unforgettable wan...

Then next is my grandparent check up date, 1st I brought my Chai Chee grandfather for check up at Bedok Polyclinic alone by myself with wheelchair as my Ah Gong can’t walk. I wheel him from Chai Chee all e way to Bedok interchange polyclinic as my Ah ma find excuse not to follow us and yet she is drinking coffee at coffee shop (so irritated lo), then after check up doctor say everything was fine and he need to go back 4months later then e both of us go for our lunch at 205 coffee shop after lunch I wheel him back home.. I feel so exhausted after wheel him here & there just like after running 2.4km and then around 3plus hubby came and fetch me back home, suddenly I miss my Ah gong coz I find him so unfortunate after he fall sick things changed he used to be a very tall & strong old man driving a taxi & give us a lot of money to spend but when he fall sick everyone just turn away from him. So scared to look after him even his own sons just simple find a lot of reason, sometime I really can’t stand e way they treated him and I felt like F them but my mum always tell me to stay out of it coz no matter what we are not e same surname want let them decided what they want to do to him. I always tell myself if one day I could have enough money to look after him, I would take him away from them and given him a good life with good care. After my Ah gong appointment next is my Tampines side Ah ma, she need to go hospital for her eyes check up when that morning I brought her, auntie & my cousin to hospital we met a very rude cab uncle that drove us in e wrong way never mind and yet quarrel with us inside e cab coz he suddenly brake e car then my Ah ma hit herself and got blue black on her face and scold me F F F F F… I was so pissed off that we nearly fight inside e cab and my cousin see till blur plus my Ah ma keep putting me down e cab, I never met such a rude driver before… If not my Ah ma not around I’ll sure give him a box or slap on his face and ask him F**k off… That day was an unlucky day for us met such a mad & rude driver, after Ah ma finish check up her face became worse so I ask hubby to call and make complaint of it… After Ah ma’s house me and my cousin went to Starbucks for a drink and this is e 1st time I got chance to really chat with her coz all this while I hardly got chance to get close to my father side people as young time we are really separated and it was a nice chat and I’m surprise that she would sit down with me for so long and her sister join us too.. Even thou we are as close as other cousins but I really treasure & thank them that they could accept me (someone that is different from their world)… If time could turn back again, I rather I am good and stay at home with them at least I could share e joy with them... Pure & innocent people with simple life and yet very joyful, hope god will remain everything like this forever…

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