Feeling.......

Today, Friday 23rd Oct now I’m at Sam’s tattoo shop accompany hubby to do his tattoo and yet this fat boy was sleeping down here and I’m playing with my FB now… This whole week nothing much happen only tues play mahjong with Liang and wife then wed go far east wit Sherina to do her nails and had our Fav lunch at e Thai restaurant and we had curry fish head with some other dish, e curry fish head was so good and cheap.. Our lunch only cost us $40, so cheap and nice food so must try is at far east level 4... After nails we both went back home as she is flying off in e evening…
Last night Jason came to return me e money and I ask him why is he like that? I ask him where have all his money gone to? And just reply me that he don’t know, sometime I really don’t what i should do about it coz I really want to help him to change for a better life but I always failed.. Can someone tell me how could teach him and help him? Deep inside me, I really do hate him of all his stupidly behavior but sometime I really pity him and hoping that he could change and come back to us… maybe just like what hubby always say I should learn how to let go and let him grew coz he is old enough to think for himself… Maybe I really care too Liao sometime people have to learn from their mistake then they will grow, lately I didn’t really want to talk to Diana coz I felt very disappointed with her as I dislike e way she handle her life and let herself become like that… she don’t even love her then what can I do? Maybe she find me heartless now but I hope that she could learn and grow also, life is short and nobody can tell u what’s right or wrong… I had make lots of mistake in my past and I felt so regret and I had kill a kid childhood… so now I learn to be stronger and I don’t want to make mistake again…
I really hope Diana will be stronger and move forward in life, don always be a EMO queen to make people worry… be someone one day to prove to herself and her family…I will give her my blessing and I really hope that without me around, she really learn and don’t go back to e past Diana…
Sis, I cannot always be there for u if one day I leave this world then u will be alone to face all your problems so wake up now…

I pray to god that people around me are all bless with happiness and health…. Live happy coz life is short….