My mood now...

Today I'm super angry with Harry, I have never throw my temper so bad b4 in front of him for a long long time. I hate it when I'm sharing how I feel & he keep saying that I'm nagging. When I'm unhappy who can I go to? Husband/ mum/ friends or doctor? If I'm a marry woman, it's ok that I speak to my husband & complaint how I feel of what I see?? At this point I can say is no one, as I share with my husband about how I feel about his mum. He always say that I'm full of complaint & never a day I'm happy with her but he say about my bro. He even say thing very bad or very cb about him, I also stay cool to reply his words. Today is e worse day that I reali throw out all at e time & I just run away from him in e middle of e road. I reali cannot take it e way he say me. I can endure anything rubbish from his family but e only thing I can't stand is my husband say I nag & want me to stop. I reali feel that I want to be alone. I want to end all this, maybe is me prob is all me.. I cannot live with other people.. Should I stay alone??