Emo Friday

This afternoon I was quite emo as I was viewing my folder and I found pic that took with ah Ma during CNY, suddenly I realize that next year CNY won't have her around us and no more nagging. Don't know after ah Ma left, my mood always went up & down. And I know Hubby is trying very hard to please me & make me feel comfortable. Just like yesterday we went TM to shop for dress & shoes for his company PMAS dinner, I don't know what I want and I keep walking around till I very Pek cek. Hubby knew that I can't wear heels & I'm sad over it so he bought me a new pair of flat shoes from Pazzion just for this dinner. Reali grateful to have him around me.
And e dinner tonite is a casino theme, so we both wore black & just nice e hotel we went tonite is e hotel we view on thurs for our wedding dinner next year. So everything is just very nice we go and look at e ballroom & food tasting too. After e dinner hubby, Ronson & Gavin acc me go Bar None meet Sherina as we wanted to see Aila perform. After party we went 201 supper, I know hubby trying to acc me for outing so that I won't think so much at home. But now again I can't sleep, I reali don't know when I can fully recover with this. I miss u & I know nothing can change, what had happen already happen.. I'm trying & trying!!