Finally

Today meet up with Jason liao, finally we had make RSVP a place for my dad.. and we also decided to move my dad out from bright hill temple, to san qing gong also.. so this sat morning Alvin and i will go up to 139 to move dad.. but weekend we also have resort hotel @ Orchid country club, from Fri - sun.. and lucky i had booked e cake for Alvin and mum, cox Fri is public holiday and i had order a bikini cake for Alvin.. haha look nice.. and we order buffet on Fri too, and i did inform Jason about it too.. hopefully i can make a very memorable for Alvin Cox is his 21st birthday, and my mum's birthday too.. this whole week i been very very stress, worry how to place my dad and how to make this birthday party work... now everything is over.. yeah!!!

MAC breakfast...

Guess what I'm having now, Mac breakfast.. morning wake up, my mood feeling damn low.. dun know why maybe is becox of my bro or becox i heard that my father in law got stomach ulcers.. haiz.. Wendy Wendy, dun think so much.. now enjoy your breakfast, big breakfast and milo, 2 hot fudge Sunday, 2 strawberry Sunday and i mac flurry...
Waiting for hubby to come back and join me for lunch, then visit father in law.. meet up with Janice and sherina around 3plus for coffee..
hope i can have a great day ahead..

Weekend

Sat - as per normal, i went back to jalan kayu acc my family and i cook chicken rice for them on dinner time.. surprise my chicken rice was good.. even hubby and mummy also say nice, Erina had 2 bowls of rice too.. after dinner i bring Erina to sengkang C.C again for swimming, mummy and uncle heng follow us too.. only Erina and i was playing inside e pool, hubby they all just sit down there and watch us.. around 8plus we went back home, cox hubby and i need to go master place and pray as sat was 1st day of e month.. we just went up for awhile then go back jalan kayu, around 11plus we send Erina back home.. by e time we reach home almost 12am, then Nick call say her DS is with me.. ask me to bring it back for her coz she's making noise.. so no choice we drove back again and pass Erina e DS.. so sick lor, just one DS only also cannot wait.. must send back on e spot, by then we reach jalan kayu almost 1am liao.. sat nite we stay at jalan kayu as my father in law is in hosp, Friday midnight around 1plus suddenly hubby's phone rang.. is was daddy, he ask us to call ambulance for him.. cox he keep vomiting, and vomit blood.. so after ambulance came and send him off, hubby and i change liao also went down to CGH.. we were there till 4plus then go home and sleep.. Damn tired...
Today - noon time lunch with my mum near our house then go visit father in law in hosp.. after that come back home do house cox my mother in law is coming back to stay on tues for a week.. then suddenly i receive a call, JASON TAN.......... sian bad news again, sun he is moving out liao.. and till now he still haven't move my dad to temple.. and he told me that he got NO $$$$, so sick right.. hubby been telling me that he sure will call u wen e time come and he need e $$, see now he reali called.. i reali don't know what i can do now, we need $2k to move my dad from his flat to temple ( 3 qing gong ).. i also dun have this much of $$ to help him, i only can pay half and this half $$ i suppose to return to my god-mum wan.. now if i took out this $$ i will left with nothing.. I'm so sick and tired of him, pls y he still alive and disturb our life.. now i also need to save $$ for my mum and bro chalet on this weekend.. how??? should i help?? or i should let him settle it by himself?????

I had Swiss grilled chicken..

Hubby had Fishman's catch..

Nelson had combo meal, Teriyaki chicken & Swiss grilled chicken..

Sherina had combo meal, Grilled spicy chicken & dory..

Having dinner @ Sizzle's toa payoh..

Yest wen far east do my nails, and i bought a dress for myself @ Jeana's place.. total spending $132.00, i do infill gel for 10, pedi with nail art for 10 and 1 dress so i think $132.00 actually not very EX.. after doing nails, Sherina and i went to Toa payoh to pass e car to Nelson and we meet hubby there too.. Cox we need to go seragoon for praying as Sherina is collecting her Buddha from master, and return her token too cox finally SIA renew her contract.. I'm happy for her too cox finally she can rest her mind and enjoy her leave on next Mon till e following Tues, and enjoy her holiday trip wit friends and Nelson.. and we plan to go swimming, more coffee session, and if can shopping and KTV session.. hopefully Janice is free to meet us, cox she seem like busy nowadays.. actual we are suppose meet Janice for dinner but last min she say she cant make it as her grandma got cook dinner at home for her.. so end up only e 4 of us, then we went toa payoh hub meet Nelson and had our dinner @ Sizzler's .. i think e food there not bad, esp e salad bar and ice cream.. and price not bad cox Thurs got promo 4person dine in just need to pay 3person share..

Tuesday

Yest went Tampines mall for lunch with xiao bai, we had Fish & Co for our lunch.. it been a long time we last meet up for lunch, after lunch we wen for a walk @ Tampines One.. then had drinks @ Starbucks.. Janice suppose meet me for coffee too, but last min she say cancel.. so onli Xiao bai and i coffee and chat chat and talk cock.. is like so long we never meet up and also dunno where to start chatting, so we just sit there stupidly and talk rubbish.. and we saw alot ppl kana caught smoking near e mall, and kana fine.. after coffee Xiao bai go meet auntie to buy food back home and cook, as for me i go for a walk and buy some stuff.. i bought underwear and socks for hubby, and i bought bra and shoes for myself.. and i spend about $150 like that, so sian my this week allowance almost finish liao.. still tot of save money for my mum bday on next weekend chalet, now like abit hard lor, coz last week and this week all my allowance use up liao.. haiz... dunno wen i can start save up lor, every time say wan to save abit inside my bank but end up i sure use it de.. buy make up, do nails, do hair ...... think i must start control my spending power liao..

17th April 2009

Friday is a bad day for me, Cox hubby and i had a big fight.. Cox hubby went Malaysia to repair his car till come back late, then i got so angry till we had a big quarrel.. wen quarrel i bring back e past again about what happen b4.. e more i say e more i get angry and e more i get mad.. end up i get so piss off till i pack my clothes and go.. wen i reach home, i off all my phone.. i dun wan to ans or listen to him anymore, in my mind i reali cant forget what had happen.. hubby keep telling me to forgive him and forget e past, but no easy lor.. haiz, reali dun know how to express e feeling..
Nite time i meet up with Jasmine at MR Bean's cafe for supper and chat till morning, even Alvin also come and find us..
Sat i was alone at home doing all e house works, and hubby keep msg me.. asking me whether wanna meet for dinner ant?? dunno why i say ok, ask him come over to bring my mum and i go seragoon there for dinner and after dinner we go NTUC to buy food for Sunday breakfast.. we bought bacons and hot dogs for breakfast, hubby love to eat bacons.. then noon time hubby, mummy and i go Novena Sq2 for shopping and then dinner.. then i wen to Skinfood to buy my skin care, i spend around $180 for my day care.. think i SkinFood product reali good as i try a few of them and e result was good, at least i dun have out break..

Tampines One

On tues noon time, Janice and i having coffee at starbucks.. around 5plus Janice ask me acc her to tampines one to look for her sister.. as hubby also haven come and fetch me, so i join them 1st while waiting for hubby for dinner.. around 6plus hubby came and look for me, then Janice and her sister go tampines mall shop for dress.. hubby bring me to tampines one for walk and have dinner.. we had our dinner at e Japanese restaurant ( Manpuku ), e food was nice and e place is special.. just like Marche style, they will give u a card for ordering... i think is a good place for family to gathering and have dinner during weekend but right now is new so is very pack, best time to go during off peak time..

today i went to ah ma's house again, ah ma ask me to follow her go temple.. but not reali a temple also, is actual a place for ppl to go and ask thing.. so noon time ah ma and i go take bus no18, and drop at 228.. e master say Jason is afraid of his wife and he had give up on us, he wont come back to us till he get into trouble or need our help.. e master ask me to give up and lead my own life, suddenly my tears fall.. e master say i must not be stupid to let him take all my dad's $$.. haiz this $$ thingy had make me very sian, very sad.. i rather don't have that $$ also don't wan our family to turn out this way.. May 18Th will be a day hdb give us e 50k cheque, and it will also be e day to final end our relationship..
one more hour to go hubby, Lim & wife and me are going to JB for makan and buy dvd back.. so fast tmr Friday liao, hubby plan to bring me go prawning or movie.. now i only left wit hubby, my mum and Alvin..

Dissappointed

yest was my dad death anniversary, around 7am i went to market to buy all e stuff for praying.. then around 9plus i ask Alvin to take a cab from jalan kayu to tampines and fetch me to Jason's house.. Jason was alone at home, his GOOD wife also never come and pray my dad.. just only 15mins, Jason wen to work and leave Alvin and me alone at his place.. after praying daddy, Alvin and i go to ah ma's house as we brought thing over for them to cook.. ah ma cook e roasted chicken for us to eat.. hubby also came to join us, after lunch hubby go back to work, Alvin take a nap inside ah ma's room and i acc ah ma chatting.. still e same old shit, we always be talking about Jason only.. all of us is very sad over what he had done, but no one dare to confront or call him.. don't know why my bro become like that??why he always feel that we want to harm him??sad! sad! sad!
Alvin very blur, leave his phone at Jason's house.. Alvin and i was ah ma's house till nite time around 7.30pm then we go back 139 take his phone.. after taking his phone we go to tampines mall for a short walk then we both take bus home.. yest was reali a long and tired day for me..

Thurs 9th April

Thurs morning, Jason Tan met me at toa payoh hdb to sign e 1st appointment letter.. i felt sad, coz i heard tat actually he should contact me at least 2weeks b4 hand as hdb would have sent a letter to inform him, e time and date for our 1st appointment.. but he only call me on wed to meet him on Thurs morning, and he told me tat e agent wans us to prepare $500 for e legal fee.. and i suppose to meet him @ 10am at hdb but i was late coz i reach there around 1040am, by e time i reach there he and his wife was talking to e agent.. and we sit on different side, and we didn't even talk to each another.. don't know why but my heart tears, and my hubby keep asking me, u sure u don't wan to talk to him?? i say no, but deep inside i wan.. just don't know where to start or wat.. suddenly i feel tat we are just like strangers, i don't know who he is.. i only know he is e man tat wans my dad's flat $$.. after signing e documents, wen we were about to leave e place he suddenly asked me about e lawyers letter i have on hand.. as he claim tat he don't have a copy, and how come i have.. i know he is trying to take it away from me, so tat i don't have this letter to prove myself for splitting my dad's $$.. from e min he say those words, i feel damn disappointed.. why?? why my bro do this to me becoz of 25k?? its just only 25k each.. wat e hell..!!
After hdb hubby and i wen to crystal jade for lunch, and i keep complain to him about my feelings at the time but hubby just keep shut me up and he find tat i'm full of shit.. coz he feel tat my bro don't even care about me and why i must feel sad to lose him.. at tat moment i break down and cry and throw my temper on him, and i ask him to send me back to jalan kayu.. and i just wan to be alone at home,i reali don't wan to talk to anyone about this and how i feel about my family..
wen i reach home, i saw Alvin still sleeping and i wake him up coz he need to work.. wen he wake up he told me tat he was sick, he need to see a doctor coz he has been having the runs for the whole day.. so i told him tat i have meet up wit Jason to sign e paper.. he ask me to forget about Jason and live on our own.. then nite time i cook dinner at home for Alvin and me as hubby is at his own house resting.. by e time he wake up is around 8plus and he come to jalan kayu to look for me, and we wen movie at AMK with Alvin, Jojo and Hubby friend, Ah Lim. We watched Fast & Furious 4 coz Hubby like the show. At first we wanted to go town to watch but could not get tickets so Ah Lim managed to get tickets for all of us at AMK...

Janice's Bday party

Happy Birthday to u, may u stay pretty always..

Harry, Wendy & Xiao long, Janice

Nel, Sherina & Xiao long, Janice

1yr older liao..

Special drink by JJ, damn strong de wor..

Loving couple, Xiao long & Janice..

After dinner we wen to Dong Ba for our drinking session, we order 1 tower of beer and jj make special drink for Janice @ 12 during cut cake.. and i try drinking 1 glass of Sex on e beach.. oh shit just 1 glass and I'm high, and even vomit out.. so pai sae lor.. think i reali cant drink at all, Cox I'm too lousy liao.. but maybe my mood not very good too Cox noon time Nick give me a call saying that Erina not well and doctor say she might get a sickness.. that will Cox her big neck.. so sad and dont know how to help her, anyway doctor say will try medicine on her for 2weeks then will see how.. i hope she will be fine..
Dinner @ Paste Inc

Our hubby and us.. Nelson, Xiao long & Harry

Buddies, Me, Janice & Sherina

Wed, is Janice's bday eve so we went out for dinner and drinking session.. 1st we wen to lisi's place for dinner ( Paste Inc ) @ Jalan Besar, e food there not bad and we brought bday cake plus flowers for her..

Today hubby & i went movie @ tampines mall, we watch e Jackie's new show ( Shinjuku Incident ).. E show was nice but most of e show they speak jap, so i must read sub and watch at e same time.. so abit sian.. after movie we wen starbucks for coffee then hubby customer call.. so he need to pick up stuff at paya lebar, but lucky Sherina came to TM find me.. so i have coffee with her till hubby come back and fetch me, half way coffee with her my tooth aching again.. pain like hell lo, no choice i got to walk to e stall beside and ask auntie if they sell painkiller anot?? lucky she have, so i get 2 from her and eat it.. so sian lately keep having toothache don't itz too heaty liao.. while waiting Janice call us and she came to look for us.. so we have new plan for her bday tmr, we are going to Lisi's restaurant have our dinner then we will be drinking @ Dong Ba..Around 8pm we all leave TM, as Janice got to meet her friend.. then hubby & i got to meet my mum for dinner and send her to golden mile coz she's leaving for genting tonite till Friday then come back.. so we wen there to have e chicken rice & steamboat.. don't why whenever we go there sure pack de.. i don't reali find their food very nice, to me juz so so only le.. but my mum every time go there take bus to genting sure must eat their food before travel..hope my mum would have a safe trip and win more more $$$ in genting.. GOOD LUCK mummy..

MY lunch, Cinnamon roll.. Nice nice

MY new hair cut, janice say i look Gong Gong..

Hubby boring liao coz need to go pick up thing..

Hubby's customer call him, always busy chatting..


I feel so lucky to have them around me, they always keep me acc and have coffee with me whenever they're free.. i'm a person that loves to hang out at coffee, coz can sit and smoke then talk cock together..

Sat noon, hubby & i wen to pick Erina out for lunch @ AMK hub.. We wen to e Japanese restaurant ( Ichiban Sushi )again coz Erina say she wan to eat sushi.. but she onli had sushi egg wit rice, and she ordered sushi roll but i must remove e seaweed skin for her.. rubbish rite, so end of e day onli hubby & me eating.. but think we wont be going there for lunch anymore coz now service and food all bad.. during evening time we wen to C.C for swimming, and mum came after her work to join us too.. then nite time we wen to fetch Alvin after work then supper but wen we reach Alvin's workplace, he say he cant go wit us coz weili they all waiting for him to go club.. i was so angry at tat time coz we wanted to go supper wit my mum as mummy is going genting on Tues nite.. haiz end up onli hubby, mummy, Erina & i go supper at lavander food court..





Yest i suppose meeting james in e morning to go pray Aoi Peng for qingming, but end up we didnt coz james got to help his dad open stall as his mum was sick.. so noon time i wen to Xiao bai's house for lunch gathering with jj & joseph.. we had steamboat together and have a great chat, we plan going to phuket on july during jj's bday.. So from now i must check online see which airline got cheap ticket and book.. after lunch i wen back home, my mum in law & sis in law also come back tampines.. i play wit e kids for awhile and my tooth starting aching again and i took piankiller and rest for awhile, but end up i fall asleep till 7.30pm then i wake up.. shit i missed Xaiver's bday, i wake up too late liao.. i'm so sorry ade, i didnt turn up for e bday party.. but i did send hamper over to her, hope she like it..

Qing Ming

Yest i suppose meet Alvin at serangoon central at 0830am, Cox we are going to buy praying things for my dad and 6Th aunt.. but ended up we are late cox Alvin still sleeping at home, and i cant wake him up.. i think i did called him about more then 20times, and no choice i got to ask hubby go jalan kayu check on him.. so by e time i took a cab to jalan kayu is already 10am, i was worry we cant make it in time to bright hill temple coz my ah ma say we must pray them b4 12noon.. so we faster went to ang mo kio to buy food and praying stuff, then reach bright hill temple at around 1145am.. we quickly pray and invite my dad out for meal, then go up stair invite my 6Th aunt for meal.. but 6Th didn't came down don't know why then Alvin and i have to walk up again and pray then come down again, then reject us again then we go up again, i think we walk up and down almost 3round then she accept e meal.. Alvin and i was wondering what happen man?? how come like that?? did we say anything wrong?? then we realise that actual wen we went up we didn't pray e Buddha at level 5, so we wen to pray e 3 of them and invite my aunt.. then this time OK liao, just throw 1time coin done liao.. funny rite?? can u believe it??
While waiting for e joss sticks to burn, i talk to my 6Th aunt inside my heart.. i reali miss her badly, i have alt thing to tell her.. my 6Th aunt is e only aunt that reali can understand me as she is just 12yrs old different.. when she around u can share anything with her Cox she will help u to keep your secret and advise.. and how i was i could share my feeling with her about my elder brother Jason, i reali cannot stand him anymore.. he can dint meet us or come to jalan kayu but yest is praying for qing ming, i msg him on Tue and he didnt reply me at all.. 1 msg like i cannot make it or can we meet on another day Cox Fri i cant.. i also happy, but nothing at all from his side.. this time round i already give up, this will be e last time i msg him.. after we had misunderstanding about selling my dad's flat, i have been trying to arrange a dinner with him.. but he always have his excuse to reject me, even Erina's bday we are all at home waiting for him to cut cake and he promise that he will come over after dinner with his wife.. but end up we wait for him till 10plus, then i msg him and ask are u still coming?? his reply was, my wife not feeling well lately think we go back 1st.. my heart was wa lau, not coming also never msg me let all of us wait for u..
all becoz of $$$ becoz he don't wan to return $$ to my aunties, i don't understand what wrong now.. dad's flat sell away and we each have 25k on hand and we did plan b4 if we have e $$ we must return to our aunties as they help my dad out wen he have cancer.. total $$ my dad owe them is 25k, so we both share a cost and i find it nothing wrong at all.. but u Jason tan tell me u need $$ for your son and wife and new flat, i also understand and i don't mind to take my share 25k to return them all.. but why u still give us attitude, now is Alvin and my share to return and we dint expect your $$.. u also say we dint help u out wen u alone staying at tampines but now flat sell away we want to share $$$.. something i feel like shut him up, he also never pay a single cent on this flat as last time wen dad around is ah ma and all aunties paid everything and wen dad not around is his EX gf yunying who pay it.. so who e f is Jason Tan, y he can call and shout and scold my mum or even my ah ma.. i reali hate him now, my heart is crying, I'm thinking why i have a brother like him?? from young till now, he never behave like a big bro to us, he even cannot remember our bday not even a bday wish msg from him.. but his bday we bring him out for dinner, wen he have no $$ to eat, we lend him.. so what else now he wan??
i reali hope that he can live on his own and don't disturb us anymore.. don't give us anymore prob, Cox mummy is old liao i don't wan to see her crying again.. i wan my mum to be happy and Alvin to be good..

Yest nite wen giraffe to have dinner, cox is hubby's friend Winnie's bday.. e food there not very nice, we end around 11pm then we go to YUE find ronson & chris.. Accompany Chris as he's not in e mood, so poor thing.. don't know how to help him, hoping he can be Strong..

Taken @ Giraffe, oh god after sentosa i look dark...

Rest day

Today i suppose to meet up with Christine( Yuli ) for lunch and Janice at 3.30pm for coffee but now have to cancel all away, coz hubby is on mc today.. i find it so bad to leave him alone at home, as later he still need to see a doctor to get a mc.. He told me tat just go and meet up with them, no prob for him de.. but how dare i do this kind of thing lor, hubby sick at home then i go out enjoy.. damn bad de lor..
So i plan later accompany him go see doctor and get his mc done, lunch together then at night will cook something little for him to eat.. so today will be a housewife day for me, clean up e house and cook..
Yest meet up with Sherina, we plan to go KTM Batam on Janice bday.. We are going to buy her ticket and give her surprise.. let her and xiao long go there and enjoy, so 6of us will be going KTM together.. so excited man, never went holiday with them before lor.. so now i have to check on KTM side still got Resort and ticket anot, then i must inform sherina coz nelson need to apply leave..
Yest finally hubby and i have done our guest list, suppose i have 18tables de but he say too much ask me to cut.. make me so piss off then make alot noise, but wen his turn to do also about 13tables lor.. every time wanna say i invite my whole kampong of people, if can i also wan to invite more friends.. Esp friends like very long lost wan tat haven't catch up.. nowadays everyone have their own living way, some need to look after kids and some need to work.. where got time to catch up, so like wedding, birthday, or ...... we can always catch up and have a good chat with each another ma.. Wen i say this to hubby, then he will say pls lor catch up can always arrange a gathering outside de lor.. now is our wedding le, u think is chalet huh??
so ended up i cancel away of 3tables of friends, so sad.. those i didn't invite, hope u can understand.. coz plan wedding dinner not easy de lor..
So now hubby side + my side total we have 28 tables.. so now is hotel liao.. headache headache

Busy day and new watch...

A gift for hubby, thanks alot and i love u..

Now time 0822, today i woke up @ 6am to make coffee for hubby then i cant fall asleep back so i msg sherina to see if she wanna meet me earlier so we can have coffee or a foot massage b4 going to master Lin place.. today sherina will follow us to master place coz she need to ask some issues regarding her job thingy, her contract for SIA is ending this may.. she's hoping tat she can get a renewal as the market is bad and hard to find any jobs outside.. i also hope she can get her 2Nd contract as her family needs her support, sometime i find tat sherina is reali an independent gal.. she reali earn and pay off everything at home and for herself too.. is not easy to feed a family at a young age like her.. so i hope god will bless her and help her to get a renewal of her contract..
As for hubby and i, we need to buy flowers up to master place to pray coz hubby kana 4D.. not alot but we still have to thanks master for helping us abit, at least hubby buy a new watch for me as a gift ( Rolex Ladies) black in colour with diamonds, and he also upgrade to men's size black wan.. actual i don't know much about Rolex, as my fav watch is Tag heuer but hubby say tat watch has no value wan.. at least Rolex dun wan liao can always upgrade to another wan.. so i just listen to him and accept e black ladies watch, but i still find tat Rolex boy size is beta coz ladies wan like too small for me le.. but never mind la, hubby say liao if kana again then buy another wan for me.. so i will pray hard and hope he kana again but a bigger wan then i can make my dream wedding come true.. lately we been planning for our wedding dinner till our head big lor.. hubby keep complain say tat i wan too much but i believe all woman are e same , wen comes to wedding who dun wan their dream wedding?? i believe everyone wans it.. now i got a headache about my guest list liao, coz i dun know who should i invite?? if i reali wan to invite all my friends then i will need alot of tables, but so far we onli expect about 25 tables for both side.. haiz wedding so ma fun, how i wish now i have 50k on hand then my dream will come true.. hahaha