Thurs 9th April

Thurs morning, Jason Tan met me at toa payoh hdb to sign e 1st appointment letter.. i felt sad, coz i heard tat actually he should contact me at least 2weeks b4 hand as hdb would have sent a letter to inform him, e time and date for our 1st appointment.. but he only call me on wed to meet him on Thurs morning, and he told me tat e agent wans us to prepare $500 for e legal fee.. and i suppose to meet him @ 10am at hdb but i was late coz i reach there around 1040am, by e time i reach there he and his wife was talking to e agent.. and we sit on different side, and we didn't even talk to each another.. don't know why but my heart tears, and my hubby keep asking me, u sure u don't wan to talk to him?? i say no, but deep inside i wan.. just don't know where to start or wat.. suddenly i feel tat we are just like strangers, i don't know who he is.. i only know he is e man tat wans my dad's flat $$.. after signing e documents, wen we were about to leave e place he suddenly asked me about e lawyers letter i have on hand.. as he claim tat he don't have a copy, and how come i have.. i know he is trying to take it away from me, so tat i don't have this letter to prove myself for splitting my dad's $$.. from e min he say those words, i feel damn disappointed.. why?? why my bro do this to me becoz of 25k?? its just only 25k each.. wat e hell..!!
After hdb hubby and i wen to crystal jade for lunch, and i keep complain to him about my feelings at the time but hubby just keep shut me up and he find tat i'm full of shit.. coz he feel tat my bro don't even care about me and why i must feel sad to lose him.. at tat moment i break down and cry and throw my temper on him, and i ask him to send me back to jalan kayu.. and i just wan to be alone at home,i reali don't wan to talk to anyone about this and how i feel about my family..
wen i reach home, i saw Alvin still sleeping and i wake him up coz he need to work.. wen he wake up he told me tat he was sick, he need to see a doctor coz he has been having the runs for the whole day.. so i told him tat i have meet up wit Jason to sign e paper.. he ask me to forget about Jason and live on our own.. then nite time i cook dinner at home for Alvin and me as hubby is at his own house resting.. by e time he wake up is around 8plus and he come to jalan kayu to look for me, and we wen movie at AMK with Alvin, Jojo and Hubby friend, Ah Lim. We watched Fast & Furious 4 coz Hubby like the show. At first we wanted to go town to watch but could not get tickets so Ah Lim managed to get tickets for all of us at AMK...