Dissappointed

yest was my dad death anniversary, around 7am i went to market to buy all e stuff for praying.. then around 9plus i ask Alvin to take a cab from jalan kayu to tampines and fetch me to Jason's house.. Jason was alone at home, his GOOD wife also never come and pray my dad.. just only 15mins, Jason wen to work and leave Alvin and me alone at his place.. after praying daddy, Alvin and i go to ah ma's house as we brought thing over for them to cook.. ah ma cook e roasted chicken for us to eat.. hubby also came to join us, after lunch hubby go back to work, Alvin take a nap inside ah ma's room and i acc ah ma chatting.. still e same old shit, we always be talking about Jason only.. all of us is very sad over what he had done, but no one dare to confront or call him.. don't know why my bro become like that??why he always feel that we want to harm him??sad! sad! sad!
Alvin very blur, leave his phone at Jason's house.. Alvin and i was ah ma's house till nite time around 7.30pm then we go back 139 take his phone.. after taking his phone we go to tampines mall for a short walk then we both take bus home.. yest was reali a long and tired day for me..