Yesterday went Bugis for dinner with Adeline & Dollin, retreat for her birthday and we bought her a SooKee pendant with chain and buy her dinner at MOF. It been a long time since we last gather together and half way thru Nix brought Xavier over to meet us, he is really an elegant and adorable boy. He can sing and dance and full of action, at 1st he was a little bit shy but after awhile he is ok. So around 9:30pm we end our gathering and everyone head home, I took a train back as I don know where Bugis new taxi stand is and when I reach Tampines I walk home coz I want to excise and I need to smoke. By e time I reach home already 10:30pm, so I do laundry and pack some baby’s stuff. So excited to see e 2 gals, a bit miss them but also a bit worry coz now I start work liao so I wont have much time for them and I cannot acc them till late night like b4. Haiz!! Work work work!
This few days I felt so trouble & helpless, don know when this thing can be solve. Hoping someone can give me a helping hand coz I know that I cannot depend on Nick anymore, we really cannot communicate. After since his gf ask him not to msg or call me, I already know tat thing would turn out worse. And I really try hard to let him understand but. I’m not a very picky mother just tat I wan e best for her. Esp. now Nick’s mum is bitching behind my back. Can someone help me? I just want Erina to be cheerful and healthy, I don wan a 7years old child so EMO. If there’s a god, I really hope that god can hear me and help me. And I believe in karma, whatever they do now everything will go back to them and is true I strongly believe it.
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