Today is Friday already, finally is e words that I can say it now as after I started working I feel that weekend is so precious. Last time I won’t have this kind of mood as everyday is Friday to me and everyday is like holiday to me. Lately I’m so miserable coz of Erina, of her behavior and what she had always told me and lately I saw what happen to Weiliang & Kelyn also make my heart ache. Which mother would’t want to be with their child? Every mother loves their own child be it whether they are disobedient or not, unhealthy or not it will always be their beloved daughter or son.
Every time when I think of Erina have to live with those people I abhorrence most, I feel damn burn up. The feeling is like I wanted to tell her the truth what actually had happen in the past, how much hurt I had gone thru. Now all I wan is my gal is happy but it seem that Nick’s mum is giving me lots of problem by not teaching my gal e right way and give her a comfy life, during this school holiday Nick’s mum keep bringing her to play MJ and leave her alone at people house without anyone care about her. Sometime I really felt so sad that why I had left her 6years ago, I should bring her along with me even thou I cant afford her coz I believe that this is a wheel this is way. But I failed... Maybe I’m just too egotistic at the point of time, I just want freedom. And right now I hurt a little girl’s feeling. If god could give me another chance to choose, I will take her away and live with me. And I really hope that this one fine day will come and Harry could treat her like her own then we can live happily together and I can shower her with loves.
If time could turn back, I will want to hold you in my arms.
15 years ago
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