Alvin going to UK

I had juz send my bro Alvin to airport as he is going to uk to meet his gf, I'm happy for him that he grew up & want to see outside world but yet I'm worry too as uk side is actuli quite messy place. I told him not to party at nite coz i'm scare that he might course trouble.
Today Hubby brought me to TM for dinner and a walk, lately Hubby keep saying that I'm EMO coz of ah Ma. And I know he is trying hard to pls me & make me happy, he even brought me for movie on a Sunday night which he normally don't do it coz Monday he got to work.I reali do thank him for his acc, he is nice but my heart juz can't stop thinking of ah Ma. Everything is too sudden, I always recall her last look before she die. I reali do apprecaite those who had attend or care for my ah Ma's wake & thanks for respecting her. She is someone important to me coz my dad is gone and now i left with nothing now. I hope that cousin would keep in touch with me even ah Ma is not around.
Now my only wish is to settle my wedding dinner as I had to postpone my date & got a hotel I wan, I wan all my aunties & uncles to give me blessing. And I believe ah Ma will do so too..